Journal Entries for Dami Song
Changing world for me or Changing me for the world...
May 29th, 2007 11:23 pm MDT
There''re always choices for every things but when it's came to the choices of love. There's must be somebody losin tears. Just like a chewing gum, for sometime it's have to be dumped. But I don't care, I believe that there must be somebody for somebody. My mum said "there are only two choices for relationship, change yourself or change other" I choose to change myself for the one I love. I change so much till I lost myself. I can't stand this anymore. Now I goin to change the world for myself. I leave everythings behind. Aim for the world that love me as me. Or else I will be lefted with nothin...Every morning I open ma eyes, I wish today is my day. What I need is beauty looks and lucks. A good man always have a wife or a girlfriend. Just wait for one of that but no wish for one of that.I still looking for the place to settle, so the question is, where is the best place for me. I decide to move from place to place so I can get the best place. So today I've to decide that where I gonna be next week. I need somewhere that I can walk down the street as a human being as a femine soul.Today is the junctiion of change...where I wanna be...what I wanna do...whom I wanna love... But at least I know what I wanna be...
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Re: Changing world for me or Changing me for the world... Mata May 30th, 2007 3:08 pm MDT Dami,there is no point trying to change yourself for whatever reason -- you have figured that already. Infact, you are not able to change yourself in the first place, let alone other people. All you can do is pretend. If it's not in you all you can do is play a role. People who think they have changed for the better have only found a way of getting closer to what or who they really are. Also a fact is that you cannot change the world as such. There is no world as such. There are as many worlds as there are people on this planet's face. And you have a world of your own that you need to make whatever you feel comfortable with. Be who you are, do whatever you fancy, live the way you want to live -- and sooner or later you'll find that your world will populate with people who fit in there. People who will like you and perhaps love you for the simple fact that you are you. And if you're still looking for the best place for you -- it's wherever you are right now. And if you're still waiting for the perfect time to get started -- start now.
