Journal Entries for Kashina Skye Brooks
All my friends (old and new)
February 5th, 2011 3:37 am MST
I wish to thank each and everyone of my friends for being there, supporting and for their comments in my guest book. I don't get around to thanking each one individually, but you all are very much appreciated and loved by me. My journey to this point has been without very much opposition, but I have hit a plateau in reaching my goals and I really could use advise and suggestions on how to get over this hurtle which seems to get higher each time I turn around. Everytime I think I may have started to advance agian something drops in and puts me back to where I have to start over again. This time I'm having a hard time getting started again and it is getting a little discouraging. I thought I had found a place to begin new again, but I'm finding it harder to get things moving forward. Enough about that! I do have a positive attitude toward being able to reach my goal just a matter of when and how. I have a new person in my life, but right now we are almost 1000 miles apart. We talk almost every night online and have gotten very close. They know and have no problem accepting me for who I am. We will be working together toward reaching my goal while becoming one with each other. I know where I will have my surgery as soon as we can raise the money and they will be going with me when I have it done. They are talking about moving here with me maybe this summer. I'm looking forward to having them come here so we can be together. 
Once again to all of you!
Friends
May 2nd, 2010 12:14 am MDT
I KNOW I MESSED UP AGAIN! I have found I have a hard time following my own inspirationals which I wrote in 2007. I guess nothing and no one can always be depression free. It all depends on what you learn and how you change it around to make yourself a stronger person because of it. To everyone who has seen or have visited my profile this is to let you know that I have returned. I'm updating my profile, just waiting on approval. I have had a rough year and I'm just now getting back on my feet, which I didn't think would happen, but a new location, new friends have given me a new lease on life, making it all worth living for again. I have opened my mind even further then it had been before and if this one guy comes back into my life I will do whatever I can to see that I don't make the same mistake that I made with him in December. If I had realized that I was ready for a relationship I wouldn't have turned him down as fast as I did. I thought about it the following day and realized if we would have started out slow we could have had all of our dreams. There was a sign that we were meant to be together and it sort of scared me (as in spooky). I really think him and I are soulmates from the signs that I refused to accept. If we were really meant to be together he will return to ask me again and this time I will let him know we will have to start out slow just to see how things work out. For the time being I am here and " I AM ME ". ~ Kashina Skye ~
New inspirations
August 24th, 2008 10:10 am MDT
I have written a few new sayings since my last entry which I would like to share with those of you who wish to read them. The one in my last entry was written a year ago. the next one was written the first of this month and the other two were written on the 21st. " Foundations are formed through friendship, Buildings are constructed with love to last a lifetime, We have our foundation, now we need to finish the construction of our building......" " Love comes and goes from one extreme to the other, With the coming of one, another goes until the right one comes along, When the right one arrives hold on to it, improve it, make it stronger and better with each and every day of your life, That way with age it becomes just like a bottle of wine, Perfect for the two of you in every way.........." " Fredom doesn't go away just because you make a union with another, It becomes shared by two hearts, two people who live as one, yet have their own spirit, their own personality, their own identities, Which they have learned how to allow the other one to be themself.........." If you know how to apply what you have read, feel free to use them to improve your life and those close to you. Not everything I write will fit into everyones life, but I do hope you can find something in them to help you through whatever it is you are trying to acheive. Kashina Skye Brooks ~ Skye ~ If you like what you read let me know
A path through life starts at birth
June 3rd, 2008 9:18 am MDT
Although our life starts at birth, many have a less travelled path to follow, with the help of those who understand and support the journey, the path becomes less constricting allowing for the freedom to express who you are. With that thought and open-mindedness I wrote this a year ago, it applies to every day life situations.......... " Hugs to keep you warm when you are cold, Kisses to give you life when you are down, Combined they give you a warm life to continue on your journeys..... " Everything you do or go through has a solution. If you place this saying in your mind and when things get a little rough you pull it up and remember ' you are who you are and no one will ever change that ' and apply the meaning of this saying to whatever situation you are facing you will overcome the negativity of it. If I ramble on and on just tell me so. I need to know what I'm doing wrong in my new life and what better way then to be taught what to do and what not to do? 'I AM ME' ~ Skye ~
To my friends
October 30th, 2007 9:38 am MDT
To those of you who were kind to me when I first signed up for URnotalone I apologize for closing my profile. I went through a rough time with my hormonal and emotional state and really didn't think I wanted to meet anyone new at the time. Now, I know I should have remained and found friends with whom I could have worked out my issues. I did work them out for the most part. I still have a few that continually come up that give me trouble handling once in awhile. I have learned how to deal with them somewhat. I just don't what to bring anyone else down when I get that way. I have always been one to consider everyone elses feelings over my own. I am learning that I can't always handle everything on my own, which leads me to rely on my friends to help me as I go through all of the changes, which the hormones are taking me through. Therefore, I thank each and everyone who has befriended me and I will make this promise that no matter what I go through I will not close my profile to anyone of you!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank-you, Kashina Skye brooks
