Fīsha
"if they think they're gonna draft me, they're crazy!!!"
Journal Entries for Fīsha
Holy Crap: Another Year
October 4th, 2009 11:49 am MDT
Wow.
I get the email from this site, informing me that another year has gone past. It was a stifled year, I can say that. Pretty low on the progression scale, gender-wise and more.
And so, in compensation for anything more interesting to say, I present a short list of things I learned over the past year:
-- All the food is poison.
-- Rapping live takes a LOT of energy out of you. Who would've thought it was so physically demanding.
-- Adventures of Huckleberry Finn is an awesome book.
-- My fiction needs a lot of work.
-- I feel compelled to write some music and direct some sort of film.
-- My Japanese is really lousy. Why do I even bother?
And that's about it. Tune in next time, hopefully a better read!
Musing on Losing
October 4th, 2008 4:19 pm MDT
Being that it’s my 1-year anniversary on this site, I thought I’d say some shit. Fairly, I must state, there has been little real progress as far as any “transition” would go. I’m out there a bit, but I would hardly call it fervent enthusiasm.
So why do I do it? A study, which, unfortunately, I cannot cite specifically, once posed evidence regarding gender identity. In short, it found that in a certain emotional center of the brain, there was a clear difference in “color” between the male and female sexes. Samples of transgendered brains showed their coloration to be in between. Not fully dark, not fully light. Omoshiroi desu ne?
Either way, I’m not letting this stress me out or anything. I am not opposed to the possibility of someday taking things to a larger scale, but I’m not going to push things, either. Education is my top priority.
For now, I guess there’s nothing else to say but…
Brownie Mountain’s gone and now there’s nothing left/
All is gained on the desert plain/
Fudgy ripples swirling through your wandering soul/
All is lost in the melted brain/
Praise be to the perfect (perfect) chocolate god/
We worship you ‘til the day we die
Here goes nothing...
October 5th, 2007 8:31 pm MDT
Today commemorates my first time in "full ensemble" (well, almost; somebody get this kid a wig!).
