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sleepy in the south

May 11th, 2008 11:01 am MST

I'm not a southerner.  Even though I live here I can't seem to really assimilate.  Even though I've met some REALLY great friends like Mezzie, Petulantkim and Sephie, who have made face down my "all southerners are ignorant proletarian bigots" prejudice, I'll never really fit in here.  I don't mind it much but here I am, bored and sleepy and just a little lonely.  Writing in my journal seems like a nice way to pass a few minutes but I don't have enything super profound to say today.  I have lived all over the world (really I have) and it blows me away that I was a completely dormant girlie when I lived in NYC, London, Singapore, and Nagasaki.  All of these places were so much more fun for CDs than dumb Jacksonvile!  (sorri jax girls.  I have to ask, though, "where are you all hiding?")  Anyway, It's just kind of funny to me, today, the way life gives you great opportunities at times when you're not prepared to see them.  Well, believe it or not I feel better and much happier, now.  Thanks for listening - I feel like all of my guy and girlfriends have lifted the loneliness from my (pretti, btw) shoulders!  I'll see you all soon.  be safe :)  love Suesie    PS-  I  don't know why, but I always seem to prefer calling us girls, as opposed to gurls, gyrls, etc.  Go figure ;)

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  • Persephone Van Cleve
    Re: sleepy in the south Persephone Van Cleve May 12th, 2008 10:10 am MST

    On your last comment: I agree. The alternative-vowel spellings, although intended to convey that we're perhaps a bit different from the "genetic" variety, have come to seem affected to me.  Nevertheless I love it when I can answer to that title, no matter how it's spelled.


    Luv and Hugz (Did I just make myself a hypocryte? Foot in mouth),

     

    Sephie

  • Joanna
    Geographically Grounded Joanna May 18th, 2008 9:54 pm MST Joanna emerged just before she moved from Miami.  For five months She lived at Trixies Drag Bar and went out clubbing to gender confused friendly nightclubs.  They would let her in ahead of everyone else in line, she was given free drinks by the bartenders (but tipped generously), danced with college girls that would hump her black nylon stocking legs.  And then it was over.  She moved to the mountains which was her lifelong dream.  She is much more grounded and has a better understanding of herself than if she would have stayed in Miami and partied forever .... Damn  LOL! There are so many facets to crossdressing. It is so easy to get lost in the immediate sensuality of the experience.  There is the experience of letting another part of your soul escape the bindings imposed by society.  Mostly there is the experience of having ones viewpoint radically shifted from that of a heterosexual male to see all the other beautiful people and options of the rainbow. Joanna is looking forward to a trip to Miami this coming Summer and is really hoping to get a bit ungrounded and fly again.
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