Journal Entries for larry schwartz
Minneapolis Open House Fri, 2/17
February 14th, 2012 4:28 am MST
Going to try an Open House for Minneapolis gurls on Friday, 2/17 to try to meet some others. It's from 10 to 10 in Burnsville and is a meet and greet. Don't expect too much but worth a try as wife will be gone and I'll be dressed anyway. Come if you can.
Hugs and Kisses, laurie
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August 31st, 2011 7:18 am MDT
Need current pictures taken. Would like to meet gurls in MN area. Would like to make friends but on short leash and don't have too many chances to dress and get out. Love being Laurie and being female - just about seems natural.
OUT With Lingerie On - First Time
January 8th, 2008 2:55 pm MST
DOES ANYONE READ THESE????? December 29, 2007 In Iowa by myself and took lingerie I bought. Got brave and put on bra (44B), cami, baby blue bikinis, and off black pantyhose under my black slacks and yellow polo shirt and went up to La Crosse, WI for the evening. Found out there are 3 GLBT friendly bars, had dinner up there and cruised around downtown until about 11. All 3 bars only had outwardly gay men. I drank my cokes at the bar and no one approached me at any of them. I saw no women or anything that even looked like a female at any of the bars. Since I am NOT into men, even thought I was feeling quite sexy in my lingerie, I headed back to Iowa around 11. If they approve the picture I just uploaded, it will show me in my lingerie. I had mixed feelings on the way back. First, I really felt good about going out in public dressed, even if it was under my clothes. You could see the bra and cami laciness through my polo shirt if you were close. Secondly, I was disappointed there was nothing but gay men in LaCrosse that I saw that evening. Since I'm a non-functioning male, I would still REALLY like to make some friends with and be a girlfriend with CD or Transgender persons. No intimacy at home for 8+ years and I'm really longing for some hugs, touching, etc. If anyone is willing to cuddle and talk, etc, please contact me. Thanks much. larry
Alone or Not?
November 12th, 2007 8:24 am MST
Time will tell. Maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myself. I've always been sort of a loner; maybe comes from being an only child. Looking waaaay back I guess I did enjoy moms clothes in the 10-14 age range when alone. Then in early 20's, before I even knew about transgender, I always wanted to be made love to by a female. I wanted to stay male, have a regular GFE, but end up on the bottom. After marriage, I have had recurring dreams of waking up on a chilly morning with my M2F, TG, partner, snuggling in bed. I guess I have thought for many years there may be a latent female side within me. This year I did what I said I'd never do, and paid to visit a Tgurl. I am impotent, and I thoroughly enjoyed the experience, thereby confirming my bi side. Males do NOT interest me. I really like the softness of the female, the touch, caress, manner, etc. I'd like to experience that, but with my female side. Yes, I am larger, 5'8" and 215#. I have always liked taller women, too. I am shy, but real and sincere. I have a great sense of humor. I have ADD and my wife is quite controlling - we have had no intimacy in 8+ years. I'd like to have help in seeing how I would look as LaRayne Jean. I have nothing but 2 pair of pantihose now. I got nerve to join here and see if I really am alone in my thinking and to see if there is anyone that would care enough to meet a fun person and maybe develpo a new friend or girlfriend. Most of you girls have gone through soooooo much to get where you are and I really admire you. Most are so attractive, too.
