URNotAlone

* chronology of my evolving TG life *

August 26th, 2008 5:26 am MDT

1960 – born with male body, female soul
 
1970 – first realize that I want to be a girl
 
early 1970s – begin crossdressing
 
late 1970s to mid 1980's – femme feelings seemingly
disappear; feeling mostly male and dating lots of women
 
late 1980s – femme feelings return; begin occasional
crossdressing again
 
1990s – living on my own; collecting, wearing (and purging)
lots of female clothes; very confused
 
2003 – begin more "serious" crossdressing, trying
to perfect my femme look; start photographing myself; join online TG community;
start going out as a woman by myself "in secret"
 
2006 – begin to realize that my crossdressing is really a
sign of my transsexuality; my urges to be female become very strong; my sexual
orientation begins to change, as I have my first sexual relations with men (and
really enjoy them)
 
2007 – begin professional therapy; begin going out openly in
public and socializing as a woman; get severely beat up by cops one night in
September as I leave a gay bar dressed as a woman; confused again!
 
2008 – after much confusion and mental turmoil (and
spiritual searching), I decide to finally and fully transition from male to
female; begin female hormones and voice therapy; compile an amazing wardrobe
and live increasingly openly as a woman
 
2009 – plan to continue my transition procedures and have
sex change surgery (and hoping for eventual marriage and motherhood)… all my
dreams will finally come true, Goddess willing!
 
~ what a wonderful, surprising, and blessed journey life is
~
 
* Alicia Cynthia *