Kevin and Racheal | Our trip to new Orleans
July 14th, 2008 8:47 am MST
Well we had quite an eventful and eye opening time in New Orleans along with a very nice surprise.
First the vacation portion, I have to admit I was a bit turned off by the dirtyness of New Orleans. You would think a city who is so famous would be cleaner and that its resturants would be open later in the evening. I was amazed at how bad the road conditions are! my guess is they never heard of a street paver. Maybe this is done so the auto mechanics can become rich doing alignments and replacing shocks and tires and rims on the cars. I am also suprise in the Buorbon Street area of the city that they have not been sued by people falling and slipping on the sidewalks.
I was amazed at how you could drive one or two city blocks and how drastic the environment would change. I love architecture and this city has it! but on the same time when your buildings are over grown with sticky vines from bottom to top and no windows its time to have the city buy a bulldozer and take down the house and building a empty lot is better than one that looks like crap!
one of my favorite things was going into the voodoo stores and the art galleries in Bourbon Street areas.
And of course the main high light was when Racheal proposed to me. I was very happy and did not hesitate to say yes!
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Kevin and Racheal | New wig
June 3rd, 2008 12:56 pm MST
I actually now have a wig and it looks fabulous on me! Racheal and I are planning on attending the Alt Girls Party this Friday evening in Indianapolis. as soon as my beloved gets the new photos up and online you will be able to see me in a more feminine way!
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Kevin and Racheal | My own cloths
May 21st, 2008 9:20 am MST
Racheal and I went out the other night shopping for clothing for me! I was to shy to try on the clothing myself so Racheal did granted we are not exactly the same size but I can fit into some of her cloths. She helped me pick out a few outfits so I am really happy. I have to admit even with her their with me in the isles of the store looking through the clothing I was a bit afraid of having someone question why and what I was doing. So Racheal would pick something out and ask if I liked it then she would take them into the changing room for me to see if they would fit ok. Girls clothing is very difficult as I should be able to fit into a 14 but some of the cloths had to be 16 this is very confusing unlike buying boy clothing when a size 36 is a 36.
Now I just need to find a cool looking wig
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Kevin and Racheal | breast
May 16th, 2008 9:27 am MST
Breast ?? who would have thought!
After only 6 months I have a "A cup" with Cleavage no less!! I am excited that Anna is starting to show herself I find myself wanting to dress more frequently. My skin is getting softer each month. I feel and see my arms and legs starting to more lean look to them. I deffinantly noticed a decrease in physical strenght.
Now at the same time I have some fears creeping in on me. I live in a small city and work in even smaller town. I fear in a few more months people may start to notice a change particularly in my chest area. I am facing the reality of having to wear a bra or sports bra while at work.
I also need a wig and eventually laser on my face.
I am worried about what Racheal and I will do if we can't get out of Columbia City too many people around this area know Kevin...
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Kevin and Racheal | Mothers Day
May 13th, 2008 3:42 pm MST
Mothers Day
Is it for us or is it
really a clever ploy for them?
Kevin took me out to eat
for mothers day and did all the romantic stuff like buying me a card and
flowers. While we were dining and I was
looking around I saw all the couples and though about things in my own way with
my own spin. I figured prolly about half
of the couples were going to have sex later that night and it dawned on me.
Perhaps mothers day is
the day that our significant others can feel good about doing all the things
they are supposed to like flowers and romance and diner in the assurance that
doing it will guarantee them a romp in the bed / sofa / kitchen
counter or wherever for sure.
What do you think – day for
us or a really a day for them?
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Kevin and Racheal | sensual
May 7th, 2008 9:42 am MST
As I transform through hormone therapy, watching Racheal work and function everyday as the woman she is, I am finding my male feelings changing as far as to how I look at sensuality. Prime example is the other night Racheal secretively while I was outside with the dog was getting the bathroom all ready for a sensual bath for both of us. This entailed flowers we picked from a flowering cherry tree earlier in the day, candles and incense burning along with chilled wine glasses and a nice hot tub of water.
As a man I would have thought cool I'm getting laid tonight!
As a budding androgynous person who is noticing the heightened sensitivity of my own skin. I felt the sensuality of the experience which built up the senses to experience the sexuality of making love to her later.
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Kevin and Racheal | Hot office sex
May 2nd, 2008 10:00 am MST
Wow the office girl came onto me yesterday started nibbling on my neck then we had hot passionate sex in my therapy room. Of course we finished the day with smiles on our faces and sparkles litterally all over me. (Hope my clients did not notice) giggle !! Of course she had to stay home today and recover :)
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Kevin and Racheal | Ramblings from a spaz
April 3rd, 2008 10:26 am MST
Ok well not really but i do like eye catching titles that make people think and take a look at the writing. In case you havent guessed this is Racheal writing for the frist time in the journal.
Well its been quite an intresting journey and a lot of fun along the way. Kevin and I have been going out since October and moved in together in November so i thought it was time i put out my two cents worth. I had an account here back in the day and I even paid for the subscription so I had the fancy stuff. I dropped the account when it went to the ratings and everyone was going around giving each other hi fives and great jobs simply because others were doing it for you and i didnt like it. I ended up talking to a lot of people and a lot of friends and many of them I have gone on to meet in real life.
One of those people was kevin. So all in all we have talked off and on for like 3 years so i did feel like i knew him pretty well before moving in with him. I get asked all the time if i love kevin and the answer is simply - YYYEEEESSSSS!
Being with kevin is like finally finding the missing piece of the jigsaw puzzle that was stuffed down in the couch. I mean my life is now a complete picture and has real meaning. I am a very happy girl and very glad i gave him a chance. He is my missing piece and now I am whole and complete.
That isnt to say there hasnt been any challanges - including his divorce leaving us on foodstamps so we can eat but thats all part of life. Having such a close and loving relationship inspite of the difficulties and darkness we are currently struggling thru leads me to believe we will be best friends and lovers forever. But life is slowly turning for us and we are having more positive sunny days than bad.
One of the big issues we face is Kevin / Anna begininning transition - into taking meds and everything. This has left me torn and confused and conflicted in many areas so I am constantly reassesing and reevaluting life as our relationship evolves and grows. My biggest fear is he / she is doing it to make me happy but I dont want any choices being made on my preferences or ideas. I am very mallable and fluid in the whole gender presentation and accepting my partner in any presentation so dont think thats the part that gets me. Its more the idea that I may be the factor in such a life changing event.
I know me being successful in my transition and the way i present and look are not typical. I feared my moving in with Kevin / Anna was going to put the whole trans issue in his / her face and force him / her to face things he had already settled in his / her mind. Turns out I was right about that and now I struggle with dealing with my feelings of being the cause of his / her torment and ultimitely the decision to change. I dont want the changes good or bad to be because of me but rather to be because they are right.
I am not sure were this will go, how far Anna will take over or what is coming in the future.
I do know that I am happy and will take each day as it is meant to be - as a gift from the gods and live it as the spirits dictate.
Blessed Be
Racheal
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Kevin and Racheal | I'm worried
February 13th, 2008 9:06 am MST
Today is kind of my next big step in my life it's my court date. After I left my wife to start living my life and learning to live again. My soon to be ex-wife is taking me to court today to try and get all sorts of things from me mainly money and I have none. She is also after my business but never had any interest in what I did for a living! gee that doesnot suprise me that now all of a sudden she is so concerned that she filed for divorce changed the locks on "my home" and is wanting MONEY!!!!!!!!!! As one of my friends said to me this morning she is a SNAKEI think she is just showing her true colorsWish me luck today!!love Kevin
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Kevin and Racheal | 3 months together and still in love
January 24th, 2008 1:05 pm MST
Wow it will be three months Feb 9th since we moved in together. We are still in love and no dead bodies laying around. Well at least none I am aware of!As with all new couples thier is a transition of learning what little quirks each other has, anoing habits, etc..Something for all you guys or gals who get involved with trans girls and I am not saying that this is bad or that it happens with all trans people. Not that I am complaining because I am very happy and very very much in love with her. As soon as my divorce is final I plan to ask her to marry me! "do not tell her ok I want it to be surprise"
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Kevin and Racheal | What a summer it was 2007
December 13th, 2007 2:26 pm MST
I have had so many life changes this summer between having a successfull Whitley county Autum Art Festival in September and filing for divorce and meeting Racheal and us moving in together. it has been quite the year!I am very happy to be back on this site and to be able to share our story of love.
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