Suni Johnson
"Now just hanging out wishing things were better, but also know they will be. Getting monies together to visit up in WA again. Going to see the girls an take the lil one to see her Mum. well that is about it for now an trying to answer some of these comments that I see now since I forgot how to get on. Wishing everyone a great tomorrow."
Journal Entries for Suni Johnson
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August 15th, 2011 7:25 am MDT
This weekend was a hard one. Had to go to a 18 year olds memorial service. He committed sucide. Yes, an in a very terible way. Seems no one cared for him while alive but so many morned his passing. I was in shock had my fb page on an saw his mom, so ofcourse sent a quick chat. no anser so went to complete my washer/dryer (now this was midnight) came back to computer at about 12:30 an ther it was (My son commited sucide) ofcourse I wrote Immed. what when how call me I am up an home. But no answer. Took couple of days for me to reach someone on fb only cause I lost my voice completly. Just never sunk in that a young kid who seemed to enjoy life (I thought) could do such a thing. But have come to realize he had been sorta planning this. Told persons if he died wanted to be cremated and not to separrate his ashes (parents divorced). He did not go peacefully either it was a terible death. I think I huged his brother so tightly that he probably thought what is wron with her. But I did tell him at 1st I thought it was him an did not comprehend right away..he really gave me a good hug then... The service was not what I exxpected thought there would be more love instead of a sermon using his name for people to join there church...So I just sat there an look around at people an remembered this kid growing up an some of his confusion of life. I myself loved you Ian be a peace now an enjoy your eternal life..
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December 22nd, 2008 6:09 pm MST
Just sitting here thinking of my girls Debi & Tami hoping they are staying warm up there in the snow in WA.
And hoping Tami slows on down driving out there in that snow just because the others are not going fast hope she relaxes for she will get there just a quick an then also safely. I love them so much that now I am worring again till this weather clears up.
Ofcourse I am sure they both will think of something else to keep me going.
TRIP TO OHIO
September 29th, 2008 12:46 pm MDT
I am starting to wake up a lil from the cross country drive, with my niece. she thought we were just heading to Ohio for Debi an Tami committment but lil did she know how devious I really am. I kept the secret (as long as I could tell people along the way the truth) but when we pulled into OK I had to tell her we were not going to Ohio we are heading to GRACELAND, an her reaction was something else. It was so much fun seeing her so dang happy an carried away with her lil camera. Then we got on the road to Ohio. We arrived at Debi an Tami's in time to transfer cars an onto a dinner with many of their friends of crossport. Had a enjoyable time met with some remarkable people. Now for the most remarkable day the day of the committment, WOW, now I have been to weddings an others but never to one that was so moving, emotional, an honest in each an every word. YES, I cried but it was the happy type of crying. (So if you see the pic's yep that is me in the background with the tissues.) I also had to be held together an I thank you Sean (hope I got that right) You two sure made a wonderful day the greatest.. huggs an kisses The two fo them were so beautiful an honest to each other an all who listened, as I did. Loved the part even when Tami threw her hat. I think she wanted us all to relax with a laugh. I love you two so dang much you will never know. Now, this morning I got to talk with Deb as they were in IN on there way to there new home in WA. I just have to check in each day to make sure all is A OK with them on there long road trip. Yep I am there MOM so I do have that right...!!Right? Thanks
A note of my feelings
March 3rd, 2008 4:50 am MST
Well here I go again I am the Proudest Mom ever My two girls are having a commencement ceramony this month an I get to be there to see it. Have been juggling monies around (or should say bills) so I can drive on to Ohio an then say goodbye to that state an see both my girls in Washington. Beleive it or not the drive to WA will be so much closer to visit. In my heart an soul each day I become so proud an excited to hear from my daughter an see how she has grown an become more independent each day, not saying she has more to go.. (don't want a big head on her) but if any of you could have seen or known her before she thought she was strong but kept so much inside. She now it seems to talk it out with Tami an they come to respect each otheres opinions an the answers are I beleive clearer for them both. This move I pray each day that will be the best for Tami, she has wanted to leave OH for she was soo excited when she was here in CA. Ofcourse, Debi's daughter wants them to come an stay in CA but has decided that WA is A ok for she says her husband will go there an it is closer for them an he's a big fan of the teams. I got to speek w/my nephew re: Debi an he is so happy for both of them, in so many ways it is neat to say I may have lost a son BUT I have gained the GREATEST daughter in fact, I gained (2) two great daughters. So to all, do not stay in that shell of yours be proud each an every day of who you are because you will be suprised on how much more you will gain knowing yourself better. I must close now because this is now a buzy time gotta get my packing done for the bestest trip picking up Elfgirl my neice so we can head on up to OHIO for the big day.. ALSO I want to thank all the girls that know Debi an Tami, thank's you are great people hope to see you on the 20th, Suni
