Journal Entries for Nurlea Laurielle Lailee Abdullah
~Never meant to be...~
June 10th, 2008 10:51 pm MDT
I guess it’s true what they said "Some things are better left unsaid" And so I guess the reason why I was tested as to such extend I had to withdraw my participation in the 2008 Queen of Nations pageant in London - I guess it’s better left unspoken unknown unsaid. True one can just simply keep quiet about it and pretend nothing happened and look at the brighter side, which is, hey, I still am eligible to compete next year. Sure sure, forget all the 90% - ready preparations for this upcoming 21st June finals, forget the practices, the expenditures spent and all so far, yeah yeah, sure, we can just close one eye and say "well sh*t happens... I guess mine happened this year just 2 weeks before the pageant...". But what about the one inside of me, ie., the heart? The heart that is carrying the FEEL, the THOUGHTS, and the pain overall? Never meant to be, I suppose, and plus, better look at the future, unknowingly what lies ahead... *sigh*
Queen of Nations 2008 - London; here I come...
April 25th, 2008 11:33 am MDT
Marking my first journal entry here in urnotalone, and for that, I would like to take this opportunity to inform a great news. I'm now a comfirmed participant in the upcoming Queen of Nations 2008 pageant which will be held in London in June 2008. I'm so excited about this, and to be able to compete in this pageant and to represent my beautiful nation which embodies unity through diversity is just a wonderful and liberating experience it will definitely be. Visit my blog for more information about the pageant (QON2008) And since this contest will be my first attempt competing outside Malaysia, and furthermore, in London, I've got a lot to prepare and get things ready and one of which is looking for sponsorships for the pageant. If you feel you can assist me with the sponsorship, or if you know anyone who might be able to help me out, reducing the burden and all, e-mail me and we can discuss further. -Nurlea-
