Journal Entries for Nurlea Laurielle Lailee Abdullah
~Never meant to be...~
June 10th, 2008 10:51 pm MDT
I guess it’s true what they said "Some things are better left
unsaid" And so I guess the reason why I was tested as to such extend I had
to withdraw my participation in the 2008 Queen of Nations pageant in London - I
guess it’s better left unspoken unknown unsaid.
True one can just simply keep quiet about it and pretend nothing happened
and look at the brighter side, which is, hey, I still am eligible to compete
next year. Sure sure, forget all the 90% - ready preparations for this upcoming
21st June finals, forget the practices, the expenditures spent and all so far,
yeah yeah, sure, we can just close one eye and say "well sh*t happens... I
guess mine happened this year just 2 weeks before the pageant...". But
what about the one inside of me, ie., the heart? The heart that is carrying the
FEEL, the THOUGHTS, and the pain overall?
Never meant to be, I suppose, and plus, better look at the future,
unknowingly what lies ahead... *sigh*
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Re: ~Never meant to be...~ Paula July 5th, 2008 8:37 pm MDT So sorry to hear you had to miss the London pagent. Live has twists and turns, keep the chin up. You are gorgeous and don't need the pagent to prove it here. Paula
