Tara Lynn Rose
"Is Feeling a Little Wicked, Thinking About Trying Some Short, Black, Leather"
"Is Feeling a Little Wicked, Thinking About Trying Some Short, Black, Leather"
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its getting good
Sara E Roberts February 10th, 2009 2:09 am MSTOK, its been sometime since i posted on here. I have been really busy with working and school. I am so ready to finish school, and sometimes it get me frustrated cause i can't get finished as fast as i want. I have been making big strides in my life as a woman. Looking like going fullltime is getting more of a possibility and maybe sooner than i thought. I have been dressing ona more regular schedule and getting better with makeup and clothing. I lost 35 lbs so far since summer and i am proud as i can be over it, but the biggest change has got to be the feelings i have. I talk it over with a GG frined i have online and tell her how i am thinkning about different situations on my life and goals i plan on moving on. I know i am thinkng more like a woman everyday. To me thats passing, well i don't think the goal is to pass anymore. The goal is to blend in, blend in with all the other women out there in the world. I want to be like them in every way, not just wearing the clothes. 2008 has been a wondeful year and great learning experience for me. I have learned being a woman or being my true self has brought confidence i have never known, i was huge talking those first steps outside as myself and meet someone I feared would run at first sight. I am so happy i did it. No regrets, NOW THATS A FIRST. I can't wait for more.
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She is going wild
Sara E Roberts November 28th, 2008 12:21 am MSTHello all, I just wanted to stop by and let everyone know i have not fell off the face of the earth. ( yea like i am that important) Well last night i made a new first for me, i had a chance to get dressed up and share the femme me with others. I had the pleasuse of the company of a gentleman i had met yrs ago. He was so nice and patient with me.Thanks for that. I will admit i have never been so nervous as i was making those first stpes in femme knowing someone was waiting in a car for me. I made it without too much trouble and had a nice visit with my friend. We drove around town and took a short walk in the park later. That was fun. It really helped me find out some things about myself, first i loved being out as a gal, and know now that getting dressed for me is not sexual at all. I do want to meet a man one day, but right now i think it was more about just having the freedom to be myself. Freedom to just be the person i feel i am on the inside. WHich according to my friend is a nice person after all. I was fun to be around and he told me i was ever better looking in person LOL. Not only that i even acted more feminine knowing someone was watching. Things just took off for me and i was amazed. This won't be my last time. Well now let me go so you can get back to your busy lives, take care and have a great holidays
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Oh what a night
Sara E Roberts November 27th, 2008 4:00 am MSTWell, i know it has been sometimes since i have wrote anything here. To all my devoted fan who just can't sleep at tnight cause they are waiting. THe wait is over!!!! I have been dressing more these days and since summer have lost 30 lbs. Well now I have really become a brave girl. Tonight i decided to meet someone for the first time. The first time a stranger got to see me in femme mode. Well i was so scared,but i met up with a guy i know local. We drove around for a couple of hours and went for a walk in the park. HOW COOL. LIke prom night. I have never felt so alive and felt like it was the real me sitting there. I know i did not do much, but ya gotta take the baby steps first. Sometimes baby steps are are we can make in heels!! HA HA OH Yea i almost forgot i got my first kiss. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! more to come later on that one.
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Back to my Femme world
Sarah September 21st, 2008 9:46 am MDTIm getting back to my femme side. It was destroyed along with all my trust by by X wife. She loved my dressing but killed it in other ways. Im looking to bring it back out along with finding a way to how I can ever trust another again. Bulding friendships is the start of my journey.
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Serious thoughts
Sara E Roberts June 2nd, 2008 11:10 pm MDTThe last few weeks have allowed me a chance to do some thinking. SOmetimes that can be a good thing and sometimes it can be bad for me. LOL. Well I did some thinking about looking for new makeup shades, clothes and so on. Well after alot of debate in my head I made a plan, hit the mall and Old Navy and with the help of a sweet sales girl, we picked out a complete outfit. What was a first for me, was the first time i got femme and i wore pants, No skirt, no pantyhose, no high heels. this time cute capri pants, layered top and flip flops. Wow what a difference it made. I felt great. I was so shocked at how i looked in the mirror. I could fit in with all the Southern Belles i see and learn from everyday. I still love a more glam look, but my thought now is i just want that everyday look. It is easy and looks great. I posted a few pic to my profile. The main pic was made that night and i loved it. The short walk i took that night to the back of my yard, I noticed my shadow and how my walk looked in the light, how the shoes made that sound as i walked. It was wonderful. Again nobody to share it with, but, this was for me. I feel better about my look and feel i am almost there ready to hit the town at some point. So wish me luck[3 comments]
It growing on me
Sara E Roberts March 29th, 2008 9:38 am MDTOK here goes another attempt to be me. Last night i had a chance to dress up and have fun as Megan. After 2 days of being stood up by guys i decided to just get dressed and take another drive. I dressed and while out i must sy i got bolder. I was out for almost 2 hrs this trip, I drove, hit an ATM just silly things. I realized the weird thing is that i take areful steps to not be seen,but somewhere deep down i want people to see me. Deep down you want that cute guy to looke twice or smile at you. I can be rpoud of last night, i am taking bigger steps, bolder moves for me and loving it. Maybe sometime this year Megan is going to really be out. Now if i can only find a date. LOL Last but not least by any means, i am proud because i am really doing this for myself and not having anyone to share it with right now is fine with me. One step at a time[1 comment]
Whats next
Sara E Roberts December 30th, 2007 12:03 pm MSTAfter this past weekend and a wonderful time as megan i asked myself whats next?? What dio i want from all of this and where do i want it to go. Well what i have thought long and hard about is this. I would love to move, I am thinking i got what it takes to become a Georgia peach, LOL and think maybe Athens or close to Atlanta would be a good fit. Moving would give me the chance i have been dreamingh of, that being to go fulltime or at least dress more than ever. I want to let Meg steer the bus a little more this year. I have kept her in the back of the closet and now she is screaming to get out. I might even want to go back to college and get my degree at UGA, how great it is to be a Ga Bulldog, GO DAWGS!!!!!!! All i need right now is just to put one high heel in front of the other and go for it. I could see myself living in Ga and becoming a great Georgia Belle as well as dream about being a girlfreind, wife, or Mother, WOW wouldn't that be wild......[Comment on this post]
What happens to all the nice guys???
Sara E Roberts December 25th, 2007 11:51 pm MSTI sat and thought back on the past year and all the people i have had a chance to meet here on URNA as well as other chat rooms. It brought to mind the questions many t-grils as well as GG's ask. Where the heck are the nice guys. I will admit i have met some nice ones here Frank has been sweet, and when he played me a song one night and i heard my name on the radio it was great, and I can't leave out Denny who is so sweet to me. Denny has been kind enough to listen to me vent on the phone more than once, Thanks for that. You have no idea how much that has meant to me in a year when i have really had a chance to find out who i am and who i wan tto be. But now i look at all the guys who sadly have no interest in getting to know us before they ask those special meaningful questions like, Are you naked,horny, or what are you wearing, Most times i ignore that right away but when we go through the trouble of creating a complete profile full of pics and WORDS too. They never see the words that say we are not looking to get off. Well I am looking for a guy who can see me as a woman and nothing more, not looking for sex. I wan to be me and move at my own pace. When the tiime is right well sex won't be an issue. I know this is not a new gripe,but, hey its my two cents. Thanks to the guys that have really made me feel good about myself, and what i am doing. Now if i can trap one into showing up for our meetingLOL i might have a chance. Being in a small town it makes it tought enough but this past weekend a man who i have known left me a message and wanted to come see me and take me out, well he asked me to call, but guys when you do this it is always a good idea to leave a phone number with the message. Well luck was not on my side AGAIN. LOL Whats a girl to do???[Comment on this post]
What a weekend
Sara E Roberts December 23rd, 2007 8:54 am MSTThis has been a wekend i will never forget. All need i had had chances to go to the mall to get some vital shopping done. Love the Holidays for that. Last night i had a night alone and took it upon myself to get dresed, make some new pics for my profile. ya can't go wrong on a weekend in femme. LOL Well sadly my date fell through,but, in a way that was a good thing. Sometime around midnight i decided to take a ride.So i grabbed my purse and headed out. To my surprise all those things i have feard so many times before were not around. There were no eople waiting to out me then and there.All i got was a nice quiet ride to our farm, where i stopped got out and just was at peace with myself. I know this may sound corny, but, het ya gotta take the small steps. It felt so good i just hated going back to drab mode. That was the really sad thing about it all. Anyway i hope you all have a great holiday and maybe it will not be so laong before i can make another night out,and this time maybe i will have company. Luv,Megan[Comment on this post]
Wishes
Claudia Janel Stevens April 20th, 2007 7:14 pm MDTEver since I was a child I knew that something wasn't just right with me.I realy didn't enjoy all the things little boys would like but instead I was more interested in playing with my sisters dolls and playing the part of a mommy when we played house.I remember one day I believe I was about 8 I tried on my mothers bra and stockings and than it all became very clear to me that I was born in the wrong body. I slip around and wore my mothers clothes when ever I could and as I got older the erge got so strong that I started buying my own clothes.I will write more later[Comment on this post]
corset training continues!
Jessicah Kross July 18th, 2006 10:12 pm MDTi'm down to ALMOST the limit of my corset, i can't believe while losing 5 lbs and working out my abs AND corset training my waist is down 2" naturally and 5" while wearing the corset. my corset is size 28 by the way, so almost to my perfect figure goal.. my next photoshoot should definatly show off my new changes.
still sleeping every night in it, it's sorta conforming to my body too which is cool.. it makes me use propper posture and is growing to be very comfortable to sleep in.. the one night i didn't sleep in it made me feel very empty without it.. interesting.
bye girls! i love feedback and emails and i always reply to them all! well... almost all.. you know who you are! >:(
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Jessicah Kross July 5th, 2006 10:18 pm MDTwell i did it, bought nothing but low fat food and low quantities so we'll see how this works.
cant get fat if there isn't any fat to eat eh?
sleeping with the corset (sounds kinky doesn't it? lol) didn't go well last night.. but i think it had alot to do with the AC not working right...
trying again tonight.. getting quite used to lacing it up :)
haha side note on the corset.. since it's an underbust .. it umm.. is really pushing me 'up and out' lol i think i gain a cup size while wearing it hahaha
nighty nite..
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this will take some getting used to
Jessicah Kross July 4th, 2006 11:10 pm MDTi read that for propper corset training you need to wear it at night when you sleep and as often as possible.. well tried it out last night.. i have to say first that wearing one is right up there with makeup and high heels when it comes to making you feel feminine.. but on top of that it's a really awesome feeling having something bound that tightly to your body. it sorta feels like body armor in a way. i'm not really the bondage freak but owning a corset definatly triggered my kinky side lol
it really forces propper posture which is awesome and having one that's custom made to my body is like a second skin.
however sleeping in it will take some getting used to.. i could only wear it for about 6 hours of sleep which i promptly took it off and went back to sleep for another 2 hours but i'll try again tonight. i really want that perminant feminine waistline and i think i have the persistance to earn it.
on top of that starting tomorow when i shop for food i'm getting on a strict diet.. i WILL trim off 20lbs! that is my goal! and i think posting in this journal will help me.
enough for now.. bye!
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omg yay!
Jessicah Kross July 3rd, 2006 6:51 pm MDTi feel so welcomed here, by everyone including Jon which is like a totally amazing feeling. thanks everyone.. i'm still learning how to use all this stuff so just give me time please. in other sorta related news i just got a new corset from meschantes.. and OMG its like SOOOOO high quality.. it is however just a training corset but i plan on using it under my dresses to give me a little more curve.. i cant wait to have time to take a serious photoshoot with it :) bye for now :D[1 comment]