Natalie D. Smith
"happy to be me"
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Serious thoughts
Amanda Elizabeth Price June 2nd, 2008 11:10 pm MSTThe last few weeks have allowed me a chance to do some thinking. SOmetimes that can be a good thing and sometimes it can be bad for me. LOL. Well I did some thinking about looking for new makeup shades, clothes and so on. Well after alot of debate in my head I made a plan, hit the mall and Old Navy and with the help of a sweet sales girl, we picked out a complete outfit. What was a first for me, was the first time i got femme and i wore pants, No skirt, no pantyhose, no high heels. this time cute capri pants, layered top and flip flops. Wow what a difference it made. I felt great. I was so shocked at how i looked in the mirror. I could fit in with all the Southern Belles i see and learn from everyday. I still love a more glam look, but my thought now is i just want that everyday look. It is easy and looks great. I posted a few pic to my profile. The main pic was made that night and i loved it. The short walk i took that night to the back of my yard, I noticed my shadow and how my walk looked in the light, how the shoes made that sound as i walked. It was wonderful. Again nobody to share it with, but, this was for me. I feel better about my look and feel i am almost there ready to hit the town at some point. So wish me luck[3 comments]
It growing on me
Amanda Elizabeth Price March 29th, 2008 9:38 am MSTOK here goes another attempt to be me. Last night i had a chance to dress up and have fun as Megan. After 2 days of being stood up by guys i decided to just get dressed and take another drive. I dressed and while out i must sy i got bolder. I was out for almost 2 hrs this trip, I drove, hit an ATM just silly things. I realized the weird thing is that i take areful steps to not be seen,but somewhere deep down i want people to see me. Deep down you want that cute guy to looke twice or smile at you. I can be rpoud of last night, i am taking bigger steps, bolder moves for me and loving it. Maybe sometime this year Megan is going to really be out. Now if i can only find a date. LOL Last but not least by any means, i am proud because i am really doing this for myself and not having anyone to share it with right now is fine with me. One step at a time[2 comments]
Saturday 5th jan
Sara January 5th, 2008 9:51 pm MSTIt has been a wonderful day to day which started out with me taking bagels down to my SO’s work and toasting them, then adding a dreamy amount of cream cheese. We had fun chatting for a while and chatting to the customers that came in during our breakfast.The highlight of my day was picking my engagement ring up from the jewelers this morning and OMG it is beautiful. I will have to post a picture of it or you would not believe me!!!!Then it was off to the mall with two of my daughters shopping ha a girl fav thing to do. We spent most of the day there just looking through the bargains. I got a top, two pairs of jeans, some shoes, hosiery and jewelry. Just a sumptuous day shopping and living it up.[Comment on this post]
Whats next
Amanda Elizabeth Price December 30th, 2007 12:03 pm MSTAfter this past weekend and a wonderful time as megan i asked myself whats next?? What dio i want from all of this and where do i want it to go. Well what i have thought long and hard about is this. I would love to move, I am thinking i got what it takes to become a Georgia peach, LOL and think maybe Athens or close to Atlanta would be a good fit. Moving would give me the chance i have been dreamingh of, that being to go fulltime or at least dress more than ever. I want to let Meg steer the bus a little more this year. I have kept her in the back of the closet and now she is screaming to get out. I might even want to go back to college and get my degree at UGA, how great it is to be a Ga Bulldog, GO DAWGS!!!!!!! All i need right now is just to put one high heel in front of the other and go for it. I could see myself living in Ga and becoming a great Georgia Belle as well as dream about being a girlfreind, wife, or Mother, WOW wouldn't that be wild......[Comment on this post]
What happens to all the nice guys???
Amanda Elizabeth Price December 25th, 2007 11:51 pm MSTI sat and thought back on the past year and all the people i have had a chance to meet here on URNA as well as other chat rooms. It brought to mind the questions many t-grils as well as GG's ask. Where the heck are the nice guys. I will admit i have met some nice ones here Frank has been sweet, and when he played me a song one night and i heard my name on the radio it was great, and I can't leave out Denny who is so sweet to me. Denny has been kind enough to listen to me vent on the phone more than once, Thanks for that. You have no idea how much that has meant to me in a year when i have really had a chance to find out who i am and who i wan tto be. But now i look at all the guys who sadly have no interest in getting to know us before they ask those special meaningful questions like, Are you naked,horny, or what are you wearing, Most times i ignore that right away but when we go through the trouble of creating a complete profile full of pics and WORDS too. They never see the words that say we are not looking to get off. Well I am looking for a guy who can see me as a woman and nothing more, not looking for sex. I wan to be me and move at my own pace. When the tiime is right well sex won't be an issue. I know this is not a new gripe,but, hey its my two cents. Thanks to the guys that have really made me feel good about myself, and what i am doing. Now if i can trap one into showing up for our meetingLOL i might have a chance. Being in a small town it makes it tought enough but this past weekend a man who i have known left me a message and wanted to come see me and take me out, well he asked me to call, but guys when you do this it is always a good idea to leave a phone number with the message. Well luck was not on my side AGAIN. LOL Whats a girl to do???[1 comment]
What a weekend
Amanda Elizabeth Price December 23rd, 2007 8:54 am MSTThis has been a wekend i will never forget. All need i had had chances to go to the mall to get some vital shopping done. Love the Holidays for that. Last night i had a night alone and took it upon myself to get dresed, make some new pics for my profile. ya can't go wrong on a weekend in femme. LOL Well sadly my date fell through,but, in a way that was a good thing. Sometime around midnight i decided to take a ride.So i grabbed my purse and headed out. To my surprise all those things i have feard so many times before were not around. There were no eople waiting to out me then and there.All i got was a nice quiet ride to our farm, where i stopped got out and just was at peace with myself. I know this may sound corny, but, het ya gotta take the small steps. It felt so good i just hated going back to drab mode. That was the really sad thing about it all. Anyway i hope you all have a great holiday and maybe it will not be so laong before i can make another night out,and this time maybe i will have company. Luv,Megan[Comment on this post]
Birthday Party - 11/15/2007
Josie Sue Colley November 15th, 2007 11:31 pm MSTHi Everyone,
My birthday was 11/15/2007 and it was perhaps one of the best birthdays I have ever had. I went to work in the morning, got off at noon, and shopped till 3 pm, and bought very little.. Afterwards, I went home, took a nap, did my body shave, and went to Shannon's, Augusta, Ga. to sing karaoke at the predominately straight club. My genetic female friend Tammy, had told me she got me a pair of high heels, and I wasn't really expecting more than a card or so from anyone else. Anyway, she had me a card, high heels, and a string of beeds for my butt! Peggy, outdid herself too, had a cake for me with 62 on it, and gave me a flower, and had table decorations, and also gave me a necklace with a J and a cute keychain with a high heel etc. Beth gave me some pretty red earrings and Gerda & Billy gave me a nice scented candle, and my waitress, Regina gave me some gift certificates from Shannon's to use, and all those also gave me a card. I hope I haven't left anyone out. We had 9 folks sitting at our table this evening, plus we all knew several others in the club, which caters to folks 40s-60s. J D got up and sang 62 candles instead of 16 and I think that was sweet of him, other singers also dedicated songs to me and sang "Happy Birthday." This was perhaps one of the happiest birthdays in my life.
luv,
Josie
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