URNotAlone

Going out

April 29th, 2008 10:21 pm MDT

I haven't yet gone out dressed. 

Not really suprising since I started dressing less than a week ago. 

I'm finding myself a bit of an exhibitionist online right now.  I've had a few people say that I look cute.  And it gives me a bit of a kick to be considered a cute girl.  But, I'm still not so sure.  Some of the shots look good but they didn't see all the ones I tossed.  In a real person to person situation I can't toss out or ignore doing something out of character or showing arm hair or a double chin or something. 

I know I don't have to be perfect to go out but I have an irrational fear of embarassing myself in public. 

That said I think I will try going to BJs Carousel as my first stop but I don't think I want to go in alone.