URNotAlone

Halloween

October 31st, 2009 12:31 pm MDT

I guess I'm kind a slow. For most of my adult life I have disliked Halloween. Why? Was it because dad took us to the spooky house with a family cemetery in the yard? Was it because it teaches the kids that they can just demand, if not threaten, and get something in return? No, I think it is because I live Halloween every other day of the year. What you say? Are you are so selfish that you live your life demanding and expecting from those around you. No way. It's the costumes.

On Halloween, everyone dresses in costumes to hide who they really are and become someone different than who they are all the rest of the time. It seems that many cross-dressers love this holiday. It's one time they can show their female persona publicly without being found out. For me, wearing a costume is an every day occurrence. I live life cross-dressed as a man. If I dress as Nicole on Halloween, I am not in costume.

Anyway, I'm not writing this because I am depressed, or I want sympathy or attention. I'm writing this because it seems like a great discovery to me, and I just wanted to share it with you. Perhaps it will help you better understand this transsexual thing a bit more.

Trick or Treat!