Journal Entries for Natasha R
Latest shopping trip and fun with wife
April 14th, 2009 4:34 pm MDT
Hi girls well I have had a few more shopping trips one to Edinburgh where I bought a lovely new dress which I will have to put some new pics on here from. It is a gorgeous strapless afair with a shaped skirt.
I modelled as soon as I got hme for my wife.
A few days later I had a great sex session with my wife teasing me by riding me while I was on my back. My head hanging off the bed a pillow over my face as she fucked me, while wearing my favorite pair of women's knickers. She then prentented to cum while she yelled out one of our male friends names telling me how good his cock was. This made me cum instantly she then pulled off my cock and squatted over my face telling me to eat her lovers cum she made me lick everydrop out of her. It was very sexy..................this was followed by getting dressed and going shopping for more knickers for both of us.
Love my wife x x Natasha
Spent the whole day in my new chastity cage
February 22nd, 2009 1:05 pm MST
Spent the whole day in my new cd6000 after my wife snapped the padlock shut on my little boiclit this morning before she used my tight little boicunt with her strapon. Have had it on all day and can report it is comfortable.
Even did the weekly shop in my cage with matching knickers and camisole top with silicon chicken brests in. Under my t-shirt and jeans....
x x Natasha
Shopping
November 28th, 2008 2:34 pm MST
Hi Girls,
Another post I hope some of you may read. Well I went shopping again today after taking a day off work (annual leave). I had a terrible day last time I tried to go girlie shopping with my wife.
We ended up sleeping in as we where both tired from work and only got to the shops mid afternoon 
not a good start. We had gone out to look at party frocks and started at Primark as we knew they had some cheap dresses. we looked in particular at a floaty layered strappy dress and a few others but decided they were too cheap so we went on to the Bay Trading co. Here we saw a fantastic sliver sequened dress and several other great dresses all of which I loved but they were all £40+. So we decided to look elsewhere.
Next we went to Zara and I found a gorgeous silver rouched dress that I was sure would be less as Zara is not an expensive shop. The dress was a rouched corset and bodice style tight and body hugging until the short skirt which flared out with a built in meshed petticoat. The back seamed at the buttocks hugging the bum and looking very feminine BUT it was £45 
We decided again that this was too much money and left the shop at which point I was very dissapointed and upset as I felt so guilty about spending lots of money when we do not have lots on my dressing......we went for a coffee and ended up leaving town shortly afterwards with nothing but me yearning for that lovely dress.
Today has been far more successful I am happy to say 
.I started the day right with a long bath soaking in my fav. bathfoam and shave my legs. Then I sat and manicured my finger nails giving them a buff with a new buffer that made them look as if they had clear nail varnish on. I then trimmed under my arms put on my favorite purfume in excess and my favorite knickers. A pair of white mesh knickers with black edging that have large frills on the back and along the legs and a lovely satin bow on the front. Starting right makes all the difference I think.....then it was Santana on the way in the car.
I went back to Bay Trading and bought a lovely grey and black striped jumper dress. Grey thick leather snake skin belt, deep laced black micro mesh holdups from Debenhams. And lots of lovely knickers for my wife and I from La Senza........and had a whole day browsing womens clothes it was wonderful and by the end of the day I had reached the point of looking at everything and shopping like a real woman un-worried about what other women / girls thought about me. Shopping bags in hand hehehe.
I also took the time to try my dress on something I have never done in town before. I snuck into the new toilets in our shopping center and put the dress and holdups on and took some photos on my phone which I duly sent my wife to her great enjoyment.
Well I have a huge smile on my face again and have given my wife a fasion show on her arrival home fromwork. After drawing her bath and getting her a cup of tea of course.
Well hope you enjoyed the read and see you soon again.
Natasha
why can't I post ??
November 28th, 2008 2:32 pm MST
I have tried adding 3 posts now and can not? This is a test
Failure and Success a shopping girls life
November 28th, 2008 2:31 pm MST
Hi Girls,
Another post I hope some of you may read. Well I went shopping again today after taking a day off work (annual leave). I had a terrible day last time I tried to go girlie shopping with my wife.
We ended up sleeping in as we where both tired from work and only got to the shops mid afternoon not a good start. We had gone out to look at party frocks and started at Primark as we knew they had some cheap dresses. we looked in particular at a floaty layered strappy dress and a few others but decided they were too cheap so we went on to the Bay Trading co. Here we saw a fantastic sliver sequened dress and several other great dresses all of which I loved but they were all £40+. So we decided to look elsewhere.
Next we went to Zara and I found a gorgeous silver rouched dress that I was sure would be less as Zara is not an expensive shop. The dress was a rouched corset and bodice style tight and body hugging until the short skirt which flared out with a built in meshed petticoat. The back seamed at the buttocks hugging the bum and looking very feminine BUT it was £45.
We decided again that this was too much money and left the shop at which point I was very dissapointed and upset as I felt so guilty about spending lots of money when we do not have lots on my dressing......we went for a coffee and ended up leaving town shortly afterwards with nothing but me yearning for that lovely dress.
Today has been far more successful I am happy to say.I started the day right with a long bath soaking in my fav. bathfoam and shave my legs. Then I sat and manicured my finger nails giving them a buff with a new buffer that made them look as if they had clear nail varnish on. I then trimmed under my arms put on my favorite purfume in excess and my favorite knickers. A pair of white mesh knickers with black edging that have large frills on the back and along the legs and a lovely satin bow on the front. Starting right makes all the difference I think.....then it was Santana on the way in the car.
I went back to Bay Trading and bought a lovely grey and black striped jumper dress. Grey thick leather snake skin belt, deep laced black micro mesh holdups from Debenhams. And lots of lovely knickers for my wife and I from La Senza........and had a whole day browsing womens clothes it was wonderful and by the end of the day I had reached the point of looking at everything and shopping like a real woman un-worried about what other women / girls thought about me. Shopping bags in hand hehehe.
I also took the time to try my dress on something I have never done in town before. I snuck into the new toilets in our shopping center and put the dress and holdups on and took some photos on my phone which I duly sent my wife to her great enjoyment.
Well I have a huge smile on my face again and have given my wife a fasion show on her arrival home fromwork. After drawing her bath and getting her a cup of tea of course.
Well hope you enjoyed the read and see you soon again.
Natasha
Failure and Success
November 28th, 2008 2:30 pm MST
Hi Girls,
Another post I hope some of you may read. Well I went shopping again today after taking a day off work (annual leave). I had a terrible day last time I tried to go girlie shopping with my wife.
We ended up sleeping in as we where both tired from work and only got to the shops mid afternoon not a good start. We had gone out to look at party frocks and started at Primark as we knew they had some cheap dresses. we looked in particular at a floaty layered strappy dress and a few others but decided they were too cheap so we went on to the Bay Trading co. Here we saw a fantastic sliver sequened dress and several other great dresses all of which I loved but they were all £40+. So we decided to look elsewhere.
Next we went to Zara and I found a gorgeous silver rouched dress that I was sure would be less as Zara is not an expensive shop. The dress was a rouched corset and bodice style tight and body hugging until the short skirt which flared out with a built in meshed petticoat. The back seamed at the buttocks hugging the bum and looking very feminine BUT it was £45
We decided again that this was too much money and left the shop at which point I was very dissapointed and upset as I felt so guilty about spending lots of money when we do not have lots on my dressing......we went for a coffee and ended up leaving town shortly afterwards with nothing but me yearning for that lovely dress.
Today has been far more successful I am happy to say .I started the day right with a long bath soaking in my fav. bathfoam and shave my legs. Then I sat and manicured my finger nails giving them a buff with a new buffer that made them look as if they had clear nail varnish on. I then trimmed under my arms put on my favorite purfume in excess and my favorite knickers. A pair of white mesh knickers with black edging that have large frills on the back and along the legs and a lovely satin bow on the front. Starting right makes all the difference I think.....then it was Santana on the way in the car.
I went back to Bay Trading and bought a lovely grey and black striped jumper dress. Grey thick leather snake skin belt, deep laced black micro mesh holdups from Debenhams. And lots of lovely knickers for my wife and I from La Senza........and had a whole day browsing womens clothes it was wonderful and by the end of the day I had reached the point of looking at everything and shopping like a real woman un-worried about what other women / girls thought about me. Shopping bags in hand hehehe.
I also took the time to try my dress on something I have never done in town before. I snuck into the new toilets in our shopping center and put the dress and holdups on and took some photos on my phone which I duly sent my wife to her great enjoyment.
Well I have a huge smile on my face again and have given my wife a fasion show on her arrival home fromwork. After drawing her bath and getting her a cup of tea of course.
Well hope you enjoyed the read and see you soon again.
Natasha
Failure and Success
November 28th, 2008 2:29 pm MST
Hi Girls,
Another post I hope some of you may read. Well I went shopping again today after taking a day off work (annual leave). I had a terrible day last time I tried to go girlie shopping with my wife.
We ended up sleeping in as we where both tired from work and only got to the shops mid afternoon not a good start. We had gone out to look at party frocks and started at Primark as we knew they had some cheap dresses. we looked in particular at a floaty layered strappy dress and a few others but decided they were too cheap so we went on to the Bay Trading co. Here we saw a fantastic sliver sequened dress and several other great dresses all of which I loved but they were all £40+. So we decided to look elsewhere.
Next we went to Zara and I found a gorgeous silver rouched dress that I was sure would be less as Zara is not an expensive shop. The dress was a rouched corset and bodice style tight and body hugging until the short skirt which flared out with a built in meshed petticoat. The back seamed at the buttocks hugging the bum and looking very feminine BUT it was £45
We decided again that this was too much money and left the shop at which point I was very dissapointed and upset as I felt so guilty about spending lots of money when we do not have lots on my dressing......we went for a coffee and ended up leaving town shortly afterwards with nothing but me yearning for that lovely dress.
Today has been far more successful I am happy to say .I started the day right with a long bath soaking in my fav. bathfoam and shave my legs. Then I sat and manicured my finger nails giving them a buff with a new buffer that made them look as if they had clear nail varnish on. I then trimmed under my arms put on my favorite purfume in excess and my favorite knickers. A pair of white mesh knickers with black edging that have large frills on the back and along the legs and a lovely satin bow on the front. Starting right makes all the difference I think.....then it was Santana on the way in the car.
I went back to Bay Trading and bought a lovely grey and black striped jumper dress. Grey thick leather snake skin belt, deep laced black micro mesh holdups from Debenhams. And lots of lovely knickers for my wife and I from La Senza........and had a whole day browsing womens clothes it was wonderful and by the end of the day I had reached the point of looking at everything and shopping like a real woman un-worried about what other women / girls thought about me. Shopping bags in hand hehehe.
I also took the time to try my dress on something I have never done in town before. I snuck into the new toilets in our shopping center and put the dress and holdups on and took some photos on my phone which I duly sent my wife to her great enjoyment.
Well I have a huge smile on my face again and have given my wife a fasion show on her arrival home fromwork. After drawing her bath and getting her a cup of tea of course.
Well hope you enjoyed the read and see you soon again.
Natasha
Success and Failure
November 28th, 2008 2:27 pm MST
Hi Girls,
Another post I hope some of you may read. Well I went shopping again today after taking a day off work (annual leave). I had a terrible day last time I tried to go girlie shopping with my wife.
We ended up sleeping in as we where both tired from work and only got to the shops mid afternoon not a good start. We had gone out to look at party frocks and started at Primark as we knew they had some cheap dresses. we looked in particular at a floaty layered strappy dress and a few others but decided they were too cheap so we went on to the Bay Trading co. Here we saw a fantastic sliver sequened dress and several other great dresses all of which I loved but they were all £40+. So we decided to look elsewhere.
Next we went to Zara and I found a gorgeous silver rouched dress that I was sure would be less as Zara is not an expensive shop. The dress was a rouched corset and bodice style tight and body hugging until the short skirt which flared out with a built in meshed petticoat. The back seamed at the buttocks hugging the bum and looking very feminine BUT it was £45
We decided again that this was too much money and left the shop at which point I was very dissapointed and upset as I felt so guilty about spending lots of money when we do not have lots on my dressing......we went for a coffee and ended up leaving town shortly afterwards with nothing but me yearning for that lovely dress.
Today has been far more successful I am happy to say .I started the day right with a long bath soaking in my fav. bathfoam and shave my legs. Then I sat and manicured my finger nails giving them a buff with a new buffer that made them look as if they had clear nail varnish on. I then trimmed under my arms put on my favorite purfume in excess and my favorite knickers. A pair of white mesh knickers with black edging that have large frills on the back and along the legs and a lovely satin bow on the front. Starting right makes all the difference I think.....then it was Santana on the way in the car.
I went back to Bay Trading and bought a lovely grey and black striped jumper dress. Grey thick leather snake skin belt, deep laced black micro mesh holdups from Debenhams. And lots of lovely knickers for my wife and I from La Senza........and had a whole day browsing womens clothes it was wonderful and by the end of the day I had reached the point of looking at everything and shopping like a real woman un-worried about what other women / girls thought about me. Shopping bags in hand hehehe.
I also took the time to try my dress on something I have never done in town before. I snuck into the new toilets in our shopping center and put the dress and holdups on and took some photos on my phone which I duly sent my wife to her great enjoyment.
Well I have a huge smile on my face again and have given my wife a fasion show on her arrival home fromwork. After drawing her bath and getting her a cup of tea of course.
Well hope you enjoyed the read and see you soon again.
Natasha
Shopping with my wife and the TV doldrums
November 12th, 2008 7:57 am MST
Hi everyone,
I went shopping for dresses with my wife last weekend. The trip was unproductive as we started late and I always feel guilty about spending alot of money on feminine clothes when we have not got alot of spare cash.
We started out at Primark and I looked at a lovely little black cocktail dress which was very short and had layers of floaty material from under the bustline. And a pretty little bow at the bust. This was £12 but looked a little cheap and I had seen one just like it at Dorothy Perkins that looked better made.
We went to Dorothy Perkins and looked at the dess which was £35 and was much better made and then looked at a lovely black and grey jumper dress, Silver sequined tight party dress, a pink floaty party dress and a few other dresses as between £35 and £60 but without being able to try them on and with the price tag did not buy any
Next we went to Zara which is usually cheaper and not bad quality I found the most gorgeous party dress. Silver silk look almost corset like but with a halterneck and a short skirt which flared out with lots of layers. The front was rouched and very forgiving although I have a nice smooth stomach. And was gathered around the bottom. But was £40 so again I left it.......by this point I was very low and we needed to get someting to eat so left to go for a coffee.
My wife wanted to look for a few bits she needed and I was upset because I was sure we would get something easily and had been looking so forward to going shopping for girlie clothes for me with her that I had set my hopes high.
We ended up leaving town with nothing for me although my wife did say she had really enjoyed it as we had spent alot of time talking.
The upside is she has just sent me a text asking if I want fake nails and eyelashes from the supermarket as she has just nipped out 
Well hopefully next time will be more successful but it just shows that just because my wife suppports my dressing it is still not easy and I have thought about chucking it all alot recently.
x x Natasha
Questions......and confused
October 22nd, 2008 8:57 am MDT
Hi Everyone, I am interested to know if you other girls feel the same way I do. I am a good looking sexy male. Very toned and muscular and a good male specimen. I love dressing and make a reasonably passable (a little to tall and broad) but very sexy long legged, pert bummed TV. I have nagging doubts about being a TV which all revolve around the fact that I spend hours fantasizing, dressing, on yahoo and urnotalone and indulging my TV side which I could use to do everything else in my life you know update my CV, self development, working on the house, doing the sports I love, catching up with friends, spending more time with my wife as my male self and family. I know I will never be as convincing as I want to be ie totally and gorgeous enough to turn men's heads. I am bisexual and think about playing with other men and really desire to suck cock and be treated like a real woman by a man. I would love my wife and I to share a boyfriend or even for her to have a lover an me a boyfriend who would treat me like a real girl. I feel guilty that I am wasting my life with all these thoughts. I also think should I be making the most of being a sexy man rather than trying to be something I am not and can never be. I would love to know if there are other girls out there who feel the same way. x x x Natasha
Smooth legs and feeling girlie.....
October 21st, 2008 2:43 am MDT
Hi Girls, Just shaved my legs in the bath and they are feeling delightfully smooth and sexy. Waiting for my new skirt to arrive which I just won on ebay, looking for some sexy boots as well to go with them. I am trying to get my winter wardrobe stocked up with a view to maybe leaving the house with some kinky boots as I only have two pairs of high heels at the moment which are not very practical for outside wear as one pair white and the other pair are slutty pole daner shoes ;-) Not that I have enough winter clothes anyway as I am a bit of a summer bunny love showing a bit of skin and having naked legs. So I will need to stock up on some jumpers and jackets too as girlie as possible of course. Just bidded for a lovely jumper dress today as well. I will keep you all posted and maybe put a few more pics on here in my new clothes especially the sexy boots. Would love to know where you other girls shop. And if any of you shop in Drby or Nottingham. Well more later x x Natasha
New Knickers
October 7th, 2008 9:48 am MDT
Just bought two new pairs on knickers and I love them. They are size 10-12, lace white and pink low cut shorts knickers that just hug my bum so gorgeously. I just love the way they ride up my bum reminding me all day while I am at work that I am wearing them. I have taken some pics of me in them which I will have to add x x Natasha
Just bought a new skirt and top
October 3rd, 2008 3:52 am MDT
Hi everyone, I have just bought a new floral, layered, thigh length skirt and lovely green off the shoulder skin tight top that is rouched down the centre and looks lovely on. I will have to post some more piccies soon with me in them. I have not yet made any friends here to chat too etc probably because I have not purchased a subscription :-( Would love to hear from you other girls and make some friends for chat and maybe realtime meets for shopping etc Natasha xx
New top...........
July 29th, 2008 7:29 am MDT
Hi Girls well I was in Edinburgh yesterday and had an oppertunity to have alittle bit of a shop. I was not dressed :-( (still have not been out dressed in public) but went around most of the womens shops looking for new clothes. Unfortunately I am quite skint at the moment so I was mainly looking and yes I did get alot of looks from women as I looked through all the summer sale rails picking up cute skirts, dresses and tops. I really wish I had more money as I would have bought over £1000 worth of things I think lol. Well dreaming apart I did get one new top and will try and get a piccy posted asap on here for you all to see. Hope you all like it x x x Natasha
Piccy has been posted..............
June 25th, 2008 12:54 pm MDT
Piccy has been posted unfortunately not the one I wanted :-( as you can not see my bits lol naughty exhibitonist that I am. Well I am currently a bit hairy :-( which really upsets me becuase I can not be myself. I am going away with some male friends in a few weeks who would not understand me being shaved ....... although they have commented before on my hairless legs and shaved body which I managed to deflect i do not want to risk it again, just as well they did not notice my painted and manacured nails. In general life I do not mind people seeing my shaved and femminine body...I go swimming regularily and have a very neat triangle of pubic hair and am fully shaved and shower happily like this looking very feminine with other men in fact I love the looks I get. No doubt as I get to know these people better I will be happy being myself infront of them. I will be shaved from the waist up but have let me legs get about 1 months growth.....my chest and stomach also had a months growth but I hated it so much I had to shave. I can't wait for a few weeks time when I will be able to get properly naked again......it is even more frustrating when my wife allows and supports me being fem and I can be every day :-( Well happy thoughts of shopping :-) x x x Natasha
Piccy was rejected...........
June 20th, 2008 4:18 am MDT
Hi Girls, Sorry the piccy from my last entry was deleted :-( seems that I showed too much well I am always trying to be an exibitionist....naught me :-) It was a piccy of me looking out of my front window with the sun shining through and shilloetting my little clitty hanging between my legs through my lovely blue silk short saroong. Is a lovely piccy showing off my legs and body in a suggestive manor well maybe I should try the one with my knickers still on lol x x Natasha
Latest fun........
June 18th, 2008 4:08 pm MDT
Still waiting for my fully dressed outing. Anyone who wants to help me cum out fully please do get intouch. Dressed up again a few days ago and took lots more piccies will have to post them.....me in one of my short sarrogns and white top hope you enjoy it. Natasha x x
Great session...........
May 15th, 2008 2:10 pm MDT
Hi Girls, Had a great pressie from my wife for my birthday.....she bought me the loveliest white and black knickers, floaty, with sexy frills up the back and plenty of lace and mesh. Not too OTT just girly and lovely BUT not sissy if you know what I mean. Wore them all day at work and then when I got home she took great delight in teasing and playing with me. Finally finishing by fucking me with a cushion over my face telling me she was thinking of fucking her boyfriends gorgeous cock which I would have to suck and play with for her like a good sissy. She brought herself off shuddering to orgasm on my clit while she pushed the cushion into my face and telling what a good girl I was. She then made me shoot my load by telling me I would have to have a boyfriend as well and then hopped off of my clit and sat on my face telling me to lick every bit of her boyfriends cum out of her......... It was so HOT hmmmmmm hehehe....hopefully next time I will dress fully too as it has been a few weeks since I last dressed for her. x x x x Natasha
Makeup.........
April 24th, 2008 11:21 am MDT
Had some fun today playing with some new makeup my wife collected for me from a makeup magazine. Have been at home for the last few days not feeling too well so took the time to practise with my blushers and eye makeup. Ended up dressed in one on my favorite pink floaty babydolls, lip gloss, tan blusher and fun eye makeup with a lovely pink neclace and took some nice pics. May add one of two if enough of you girls ask to see them x x Natasha
First entry...............
April 23rd, 2008 8:49 am MDT
Hi Girls, I am so glad I found your fantastic portal. Wow there are so many gorgeous girls on here especially ones in the UK can't wait to make some great friends and share my life and loves with you all. I am a very happy girlie TV who would love to chat and make some new and lasting friends. I have been dressing for around 16 years and have a wonderful wife who supports my dressing. Well I will post again soon when I have some new news in the mean time why not drop me a line x x Natasha
