Natasha R
Journal Entries for Natasha R
Questions......and confused
October 22nd, 2008 8:57 am MDT
Hi Everyone, I am interested to know if you other girls feel the same way I do. I am a good looking sexy male. Very toned and muscular and a good male specimen. I love dressing and make a reasonably passable (a little to tall and broad) but very sexy long legged, pert bummed TV. I have nagging doubts about being a TV which all revolve around the fact that I spend hours fantasizing, dressing, on yahoo and urnotalone and indulging my TV side which I could use to do everything else in my life you know update my CV, self development, working on the house, doing the sports I love, catching up with friends, spending more time with my wife as my male self and family. I know I will never be as convincing as I want to be ie totally and gorgeous enough to turn men's heads. I am bisexual and think about playing with other men and really desire to suck cock and be treated like a real woman by a man. I would love my wife and I to share a boyfriend or even for her to have a lover an me a boyfriend who would treat me like a real girl. I feel guilty that I am wasting my life with all these thoughts. I also think should I be making the most of being a sexy man rather than trying to be something I am not and can never be. I would love to know if there are other girls out there who feel the same way. x x x Natasha
Smooth legs and feeling girlie.....
October 21st, 2008 2:43 am MDT
Hi Girls, Just shaved my legs in the bath and they are feeling delightfully smooth and sexy. Waiting for my new skirt to arrive which I just won on ebay, looking for some sexy boots as well to go with them. I am trying to get my winter wardrobe stocked up with a view to maybe leaving the house with some kinky boots as I only have two pairs of high heels at the moment which are not very practical for outside wear as one pair white and the other pair are slutty pole daner shoes ;-) Not that I have enough winter clothes anyway as I am a bit of a summer bunny love showing a bit of skin and having naked legs. So I will need to stock up on some jumpers and jackets too as girlie as possible of course. Just bidded for a lovely jumper dress today as well. I will keep you all posted and maybe put a few more pics on here in my new clothes especially the sexy boots. Would love to know where you other girls shop. And if any of you shop in Drby or Nottingham. Well more later x x Natasha
New Knickers
October 7th, 2008 9:48 am MDT
Just bought two new pairs on knickers and I love them. They are size 10-12, lace white and pink low cut shorts knickers that just hug my bum so gorgeously. I just love the way they ride up my bum reminding me all day while I am at work that I am wearing them. I have taken some pics of me in them which I will have to add x x Natasha
Just bought a new skirt and top
October 3rd, 2008 3:52 am MDT
Hi everyone, I have just bought a new floral, layered, thigh length skirt and lovely green off the shoulder skin tight top that is rouched down the centre and looks lovely on. I will have to post some more piccies soon with me in them. I have not yet made any friends here to chat too etc probably because I have not purchased a subscription :-( Would love to hear from you other girls and make some friends for chat and maybe realtime meets for shopping etc Natasha xx
New top...........
July 29th, 2008 7:29 am MDT
Hi Girls well I was in Edinburgh yesterday and had an oppertunity to have alittle bit of a shop. I was not dressed :-( (still have not been out dressed in public) but went around most of the womens shops looking for new clothes. Unfortunately I am quite skint at the moment so I was mainly looking and yes I did get alot of looks from women as I looked through all the summer sale rails picking up cute skirts, dresses and tops. I really wish I had more money as I would have bought over £1000 worth of things I think lol. Well dreaming apart I did get one new top and will try and get a piccy posted asap on here for you all to see. Hope you all like it x x x Natasha
Piccy has been posted..............
June 25th, 2008 12:54 pm MDT
Piccy has been posted unfortunately not the one I wanted :-( as you can not see my bits lol naughty exhibitonist that I am. Well I am currently a bit hairy :-( which really upsets me becuase I can not be myself. I am going away with some male friends in a few weeks who would not understand me being shaved ....... although they have commented before on my hairless legs and shaved body which I managed to deflect i do not want to risk it again, just as well they did not notice my painted and manacured nails. In general life I do not mind people seeing my shaved and femminine body...I go swimming regularily and have a very neat triangle of pubic hair and am fully shaved and shower happily like this looking very feminine with other men in fact I love the looks I get. No doubt as I get to know these people better I will be happy being myself infront of them. I will be shaved from the waist up but have let me legs get about 1 months growth.....my chest and stomach also had a months growth but I hated it so much I had to shave. I can't wait for a few weeks time when I will be able to get properly naked again......it is even more frustrating when my wife allows and supports me being fem and I can be every day :-( Well happy thoughts of shopping :-) x x x Natasha
Piccy was rejected...........
June 20th, 2008 4:18 am MDT
Hi Girls, Sorry the piccy from my last entry was deleted :-( seems that I showed too much well I am always trying to be an exibitionist....naught me :-) It was a piccy of me looking out of my front window with the sun shining through and shilloetting my little clitty hanging between my legs through my lovely blue silk short saroong. Is a lovely piccy showing off my legs and body in a suggestive manor well maybe I should try the one with my knickers still on lol x x Natasha
Latest fun........
June 18th, 2008 4:08 pm MDT
Still waiting for my fully dressed outing. Anyone who wants to help me cum out fully please do get intouch. Dressed up again a few days ago and took lots more piccies will have to post them.....me in one of my short sarrogns and white top hope you enjoy it. Natasha x x
Great session...........
May 15th, 2008 2:10 pm MDT
Hi Girls, Had a great pressie from my wife for my birthday.....she bought me the loveliest white and black knickers, floaty, with sexy frills up the back and plenty of lace and mesh. Not too OTT just girly and lovely BUT not sissy if you know what I mean. Wore them all day at work and then when I got home she took great delight in teasing and playing with me. Finally finishing by fucking me with a cushion over my face telling me she was thinking of fucking her boyfriends gorgeous cock which I would have to suck and play with for her like a good sissy. She brought herself off shuddering to orgasm on my clit while she pushed the cushion into my face and telling what a good girl I was. She then made me shoot my load by telling me I would have to have a boyfriend as well and then hopped off of my clit and sat on my face telling me to lick every bit of her boyfriends cum out of her......... It was so HOT hmmmmmm hehehe....hopefully next time I will dress fully too as it has been a few weeks since I last dressed for her. x x x x Natasha
Makeup.........
April 24th, 2008 11:21 am MDT
Had some fun today playing with some new makeup my wife collected for me from a makeup magazine. Have been at home for the last few days not feeling too well so took the time to practise with my blushers and eye makeup. Ended up dressed in one on my favorite pink floaty babydolls, lip gloss, tan blusher and fun eye makeup with a lovely pink neclace and took some nice pics. May add one of two if enough of you girls ask to see them x x Natasha
First entry...............
April 23rd, 2008 8:49 am MDT
Hi Girls, I am so glad I found your fantastic portal. Wow there are so many gorgeous girls on here especially ones in the UK can't wait to make some great friends and share my life and loves with you all. I am a very happy girlie TV who would love to chat and make some new and lasting friends. I have been dressing for around 16 years and have a wonderful wife who supports my dressing. Well I will post again soon when I have some new news in the mean time why not drop me a line x x Natasha
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