URNotAlone

First Entry

September 5th, 2008 7:45 am MDT

Hi girls! Well as our Canadian summer sun begins to set, Steff must  decide what clothes to keep and what to lose to make room in her closet.  I swear size shouldn't matter.  I keep thinking that dropping a few pounds will be easy, so keep all the cute stuff even if it's a bit tight.  I guess the question is when do I start some real cardio and get in shape?  If someone has any ideas, I could really use some support.  I want to join a gym, but not a gym where I need to contend with the guy factor... do I apply at a girls gym?  Going swimming is cool but not in a guys bathing suit.  It goes on and on, an endless array of excuses.  Maybe I should push away from the trough and start another diet?  Or maybe surgery... but then could they move it to my chest and hips?  Oh girl, it is soooo hard to know what to do. Ok... I'll leave the closet alone and hope the warm weather lasts for a few more months.  By then I'll be more femme, or slimmer, or one size bigger and can throw it all away.  Sounds complicated, yes I know, but trust me it is a big deal, and don't even get me started on shoes! Ta ta from in the mirror, Steff

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