Journal Entries for Abbey
Friends
June 5th, 2008 10:48 pm MDT
First of all, I want to say thank you to everyone for your kindness and accceptance of who I am. I promise I will get to each one of you to thank you personally, but for now, please as my way of letting everyone know how good you have made me feel about being here. I really wasn't sure, but now am glad that I did. Been in meetings for the last two days and exhausted. Plus, I'm going back to school on line and that is taking up a lot of my time . . . . . some ask wny I have to stay so busy??? Some say I am running . . . . . . some say I'm just plain crazy! I think I'm a little of both. I love learning and not being in a relationship right now, school seemed like an opportunity for me to do. Take care everyone and BE SAFE!! Hugs to everyone!
Trans Love
June 4th, 2008 10:27 am MDT
Just venting about my life and just getting over a relationship with a trans mtf. Been really difficult, so I'm hoping to find some healing here. I'm surprised however, with the amount of sexual overtones on the sight. Pictures that seem too provactive for general viewing. I'm not against it, . . . . just feel that there are better places for it, like with your so. I'm hurt, and just trying to figure out what I did wrong. I trusted my love, but found out SHe was secretly emailing other tg's that wasn't being shared with me as well. I was always supportive about everything and to see emails that were very sexual and acting like SHe didn't have a relationship with someone. Now SHe's trying to make it up to me. I can't go back. Once you lose that trust that someone has promised you and you didn't do anything to break that trust, I would always be questioning who, what and where. And we had a great sex life together as well. No inibitions, and open to anything . . . . .that is the kind of relationship I thought we had. Thanks Journal, lol, for giving me the space I need to heal from this chapter in my life. I'll be okay.
