Journal Entries for Jennifer
1099 Club on Halloween 2009
November 2nd, 2009 12:00 pm MST
Hi Girls, I had the BEST time on Halloween this year!!! I was accompanied to the 1099 club by TWO GFs!! We saw the reigning Grand Duchess of the Silver Dollar Court, Rocky Winnebago, perform onstage... WOW!!! I was comfortable in my own skin for the first time ever while out dressed. My new main photo was taken at the Club, back by the pool table. Where I was kicking some serious Butt shooting pool BTW!!! 
I hope every one of you got to "Strut Your Stuff" this year!!! XXXOOOXXXOOO Jenni
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November 6th, 2008 11:31 am MST
Well, I went to the 1099 club on Halloween. My first time out in a year. Also my first time "clean & sober"! I was so nervous my friend Kathy had to help me with my makeup. It got a little better after we got there, until they started calling people up on stage for the costume contest! My friend (aGG) cchickened out, but I "sucked it up" & went up when I was called. So I made the picture of myself as a Geisha Girl my main photo since it is the only new one I have. All the rest are from before I got into recovery & put on the extra weight! Now I don't have to feel like I'm misrepresenting myself any more. It was really depressing to have to make an insert for my 28" corset, giving it two sets of laces so I could get it on!!! Oh well, such is life.... Big Hugs to ALL, Jennifer
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September 29th, 2008 9:52 am MDT
Well, I made it through the third anniversary of the passing of my wife without "using". Now I need to learn to be Jennifer again. I've been to the 1099 club two days in a row (in DRAB), played some slots & drank cokes. Its going to be really hard to get Jennifer to go out sober & drinking or using are just not an option for me any more!! Wish me luck.... Hugs Jennifer
