Alexa
"into rubber..."
Journal Entries for Alexa
Sorry I'm a Lady
May 17th, 2009 1:07 pm MDT
My professional life includes a lot of travel, so my hubby and me often spend a few sad moments of farewell and of course also happy moments of welcome hugs at the airport.
So this Sunday evening. When I was ready to pass the security gate, the lady officer looked at me and said
"The lady is next please!"
I ensure you, I was not in drag and my male professional self is nothing like my Alexa self, to say it in plain words, I look very average as a gent.
Of course the lady officer blushed and asked for excuse. I was amazed to hear me say:
"Don't worry, you don't know how close you are to reality. You might have been tricked by some kohl traces..."
She went stumm for a few seconds and then replied:
"You can say this so openly, cool!"
So Alexa get's her place in my life, and I don't even need to dress up ;-)
kisses
Alexa
Crossdressing - just a hobby?
March 15th, 2009 5:05 am MDT
After a wonderful day as Alexa which included a shopping spree, chilling out in a nice cafe and an evening at the movies, I rehearsed with my beloved husband.
Jokingly he asked "do you consider yourself normal? Dressing up as a woman and pretending to be a woman?".
Me not normal? A pervert? A fake?
My point was (not jokingly):
People spend their spare time riding motorbikes, fishing, shopping, painting, playing with model railways, having anonymous sex in darkrooms, etc.
Most of them consider their activities as a hobby. They have a good time, they relax.
So when I spend my spare time wearing makeup, false tits and sexy wardrobe...
...I have a good time, I feel relaxed...so...
...it's just a hobby!
what do you think? let me know...
Kisses 
Alexa
Alexa wants out
March 3rd, 2009 10:28 am MST
it's so hard to be a part-time/weekend crossdresser. Due to business travel, I have to limit Alexa to only a few weekends. Today I packed my suitcase again for a trip and I came into melancholy mood to leave my 'second skin' at home again.
It is this urge that many of you feel, I know. But the days as Alexa are among the most precious days in my life, I can assure you.
Kisses
Alexa
Dancefloor
January 27th, 2009 2:58 pm MST
Last weekend, my darling and I did it...
We went to a danceclub, what did you think 
I wore that cosy blue furry dress I fell so much in love with and we hit the floor. Sexy and sweaty. I didn't know that I could dance in those shoes!
Here's the outfit:
Have fun
Alexa
Wigs 'n' Dress
January 11th, 2009 3:33 am MST
When I am in male mode I don't really care about clothing and looks. I wear the same shirt and trousers until they need washing, I shave the remainders of hair off my head. That's about it.
What a difference in Alexa mode. Yesterday I finally found the wig and that cute blue dress that brings out the woman that I am. It felt like an explosion of happiness.
I plan to add pictures to my galleries, so you can check them out soon.
Kisses
Alexa
Thank You
January 8th, 2009 11:22 am MST
It's now 8 days that I joined urna and I have never expected that this would be such a great journey. I met so many marvellous people.
Just wanted to kiss you all and thank you.
Alexa
(convinced now that boys make better girls)
Yet another crossdressers story
January 4th, 2009 2:20 am MST
Let me tell you how it all started.
I remember being attracted to female clothing and elegant yet sexy specimen of the female gender since I was in my early teens.
When I first dressed in female underwear I could hardly stand the experience. It just felt so good, so right. Why aren't boys allowed to wear those beautiful garments?
But as so many did before me, I pushed these feelings aside and tried to live my male self in profession and relationship. However I sometimes wore skin-tight female bodywear and second hand clothing from female relatives.
After breaking up a long relationship with a woman, I started meeting men and discovered my female self. I am very happy that my husband is supporting and encouraging my crossdressing and he has a very good hand to pick the right outfit.
Take care
Alexa
Happy New Year
January 1st, 2009 7:21 am MST
We spent new years eve in a nice gay restaurant in Munich. I admit I was the prettiest lady among all the guys. I wore a new red, skin tight and very revealing evening dress. Important for me to tell that my darling spent 4 hours sewing on that dress. I wish all of you a happy new Year.
