Journal Entries for Heather Stanley
My First Entry
January 2nd, 2009 2:11 pm MST
My first journal entry. Well girls the last two years have been what can only be described as a rollercoaster of a journey. I told my wife that I wanted to be the woman I know I am but when it came to the crunch I couldn't go through with it because I love her too much. Every day I think about the decision I've made and everyday my heart tells me I should go for it. When I'm dressed and out and about I feel so so comfortable I know it's right, then when get home I feel dead guilty. Is this what I should be going through? I can see at sometime time in the future I'll have to make my mind up once and for all but it's ever so hard.
Joining "Your Not Alone" hopefully will allow me to make new freinds. I'm enjoy talking about girlie things, men, well you know the sort of stuff. If any boys read this I'm not looking for sex only friendships at the moment. So that's it for my first entry. Lets hope 2009 will be agreat year
