Journal Entries for Raechell
Life in general
February 28th, 2009 7:40 pm MST
Life has been very hard to deal with. Knowing that the person you see in the mirror each morning is not the person inside. Knowing that this person could never be on the outside like you would want it to be. I have accepted this reality but still crave the person inside. Talking to others has helped greatly and getting out with others in public has made my dreams come true. I can't wait for the days to come when I get to experience the girl inside. Letting the girl inside out mades me feel so whonderful but hate to put her away at the end of the night. Life sometimes is not what you always want but being able to spend time as Raechell is very rewarding, I love every minute. I'am like alot of others, I'am married with kids. This should be enough to make me happy , I love my wife and kids. Dealing with who I really would like to be sometimes is overwhelming.
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