Journal Entries for Lucia L O
Charade
July 8th, 2011 12:16 am MDT
Since I was a little girl everyone told me i had to act as a boy and i did, i did it so great that at some point i believed that i wasn't a girl, but deep inside my heart I knew that wasn't true, I want to stop the charade I've been holding my whole life, but, I'm afraid, everyone I know cares a lot about the mask I've been wearing, It's my fault, I let them, I have to show thm the real me and release my heart and my soul.
Me
June 23rd, 2011 11:19 pm MDT
Sometimes I'm a He, sometimes a She, but I'm always me, i don't really know which side of me i prefer, i really love my she, i know she'd be a terrific lady if i let her go out completely, everytime i try forget her she comes back, she's with me since I can remember, when my sister or my friends take me to help them get clothes I stare at some outfits for my she, but my he is so boring he stays home everyday, but he's a really good friend reliable, they're both awesome but I'm afrfaid they can be together anymore she wants to get out and take control of the body he has monopolized since we arrived to this world, I don't know what to do...
dream
February 2nd, 2011 8:56 pm MST
Has somebody seen the british series called "misfits"? well it's really cool, a storm give powers to some guys, well i deamt i was on the storm, and i was turned into a woman, i really liked that dream,in my dream, at first i tried to hid from everyone i know that i turned into a woman, but then i just started to enjoy it, i got lots of clothes, make up, etc. i really live a lot on fantasy, a big part of the day i´m dreaming awake.
well i was just in need to write it.
