URNotAlone

first time

November 1st, 2009 4:29 pm MST

saturday was my first time out totally enfemme,and i did it all by my self.I was thinking though,that because it was holloween it didn't really count,i mean it's a lot easier and safer on holloween than at any other time so it doesn't count as much maybe?Well i went to Jacques in Boston i've been in there a couple of times before,twice really,in guy mode to try and pick up a girl but now i was a girl,the show was great and nobody tried to pick me up not that i wanted them to i was scared to death,well unless it was another girl like me and there were a few girls there,actually several,all were georgous i was the ugly duck in the crowd.I think the hardest part was parking,the lot attendant came out of the booth i almost sped off right then,he let out a big sigh handed me a ticket and told me to park around the corner my heart was pounding,then i sat in my car for a good 10 15 mins making sure i had everything,and i mean everything i had a change of clothes in my pocketbook and a pack of makeup remover wipes just in case something happened and i needed to get home with out the car or something,i don't even know what could have happened but there were a billion scenarios running around in my head.nobody really talked to me though a couple of girls smiled and sort of said hi and i sort of said hi back but that was it,and like i said the show was the best but the place was kind of blah i mean after all it's the only drag bar in the city i think it needs a make over,well maybe that would only jack the drink prices up.So i'm going to have to venture out again soon only because this time only half counted,it'd be nice to have a tgirl friend to go with me someone to talk to,strength in numbers and all that,till next time.xxxooo with love Erica