URNotAlone

The slow transition

November 3rd, 2009 8:36 am MST

OK, I have a post on what I would call the slow transition.  How many of you gurls out there are doing that.  It is when you feminize your body slowly over time, without hormones.  Then you get a feel about being a gurl before the big plunge.

I am currently working on getting my body hair removed, and growing my hair long.  The funny thing is women love the look, if only they knew that I actually working to look like them.  I am having laser treatments done on areas the sun don't shine, and waxing the rest.  I am saving my face for last since a good close shave and some foundation, can still allow me to look like the gurl I want to be.

Lets face is I can't use makeup to cover hair on any other part of my body.  Yet by keeping me face hair, a little stubble and no one would guess I'm transgendered.  Great for work.  So I'm stubbly for work, since I have to be a guy to make the bucks, yet sexy smooth on weekends.

Eventually I will have laser done to all the hair on my body below the neck.  I can further grow as a woman, and see if I build up my confidence enough to then transition.  For my the problem with transition, is the fear of redicule and shame if or when I do.  So I take it slow, so to prepare myself for which ever way I want to go with transition.

Huggs,

Cindy