Journal Entries for Trisha Belle
Guys bother me
August 29th, 2011 8:34 am MDT
(This is just a little rant...)
Now I realize already what guys are like... and yet I keep hoping for something different. I guess that's unrealistic. :(
So yeah... I'll start chatting with a guy and they tell me how cute I am or something and I love it. I giggle and smile... THEN they ask what I'm wearing. Seems innocent enough... I tell them. Then they ask WHAT ELSE I'm wearing. This seems to be the point at which I SHOULD take notice and just end the chat. OR if I'm not dressed, which has been the case more often than not lately since I'm between homes and sharing a residence with a family right now, and I mention that I'm not really dressed up right now, almost immediately they "have to go".
I feel so... violated or something... like their whole goal was to imagine me undressed or something so they can perv on me. What happened to conversation?! :(
It really feels bad when I start chatting with someone and feel like maybe we're connecting a little bit and then they have to go because I mentioned I'm not dressed right now or I can't get on cam right now and they just leave. It seems so obvious what's going on and yet I keep hoping that guys are different.
I have run into a couple guys that ARE different than that but... even then... I don't know... I'm just not really into guys... but I am into having human interaction...
Oh well... it's just frustrating... I think most guys are just dumb and gross... lol
-Trisha Belle
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Yes,it is a pity so many are here simply for sexual adventure.While some of us are here simply to be accepted.Huggs,Mae
I met some gay men this weekend that stirred some warm in me, I had no idea being held in a kind men's arms could stir this emotion in me. So, there are many guys out there. So are worth pursuing more than others. And not all men are obsessed with sex.