I am now officially Daniel Aloicious Saint James. I still have to get a new Social Security Card, Drivers License, etc. But it's been recognized by the court!
I'm really digging the new name.
Once I get around to getting my new ID, who wants to meet for drinks? I was thinking the "St James Tavern" on 4th? ehh ehh?
I may not get it until Monday. It depends on my schedule and such.
Have been dressing and always have stayed with small breast 34 B since more clothing seems available that I like to wear. Have these silicone breast that feel and look so natural that no one seems to notice the male behind them. My friends say its time to get chesty and should consider going to a double D. The damn breast forms are 150 bucks and means all new bras so its an expensive move. Then there is that problem that you cant see your feet lol. Do you all find a bigger chest still comfortable in going public and feeling passable?
Went to the beach on saturday with Karen and Sandy and found a remote place where we all could lay out in our swimsuits.Didnt notice alot of stares so maybe ppl just dont notice eventho Karen is 6'2". Wore my big glasses and hat with the beach purse and laid out for almost an hour but no one went in the water. Afterwards we put our clothes on and stopped by a favorite wateringhole of ours and had the place hopping around the pool table. From there we all went to dinner together to show off the tan lines lol and got home to drink and watch tv together. Do so enjoy our outings together and talked about the urnotalone party in ohio but since so far we may just do our Vegas trip again this year with our group. Feelin alittle sunburnt now but it was so nice.
Been getting out with the girls and am enjoying my life as a woman and seeing the evolution. I just enjoy all those things like lunches shopping and walks on the beach. I am reading romance novels and watching the soaps on tv and just loving it. It seems that I have been doing this long enough that I feel and see the world and people with a more soft tolerant and gentle way.Its like I have forgotten how to be male. This is so much better for me now and hope others find themselves and the girl within. On the other hand there is still that side of being a tgirl at the clubs that is really fun too.
OK, its been sometime since i posted on here. I have been really busy with working and school. I am so ready to finish school, and sometimes it get me frustrated cause i can't get finished as fast as i want. I have been making big strides in my life as a woman. Looking like going fullltime is getting more of a possibility and maybe sooner than i thought. I have been dressing ona more regular schedule and getting better with makeup and clothing. I lost 35 lbs so far since summer and i am proud as i can be over it, but the biggest change has got to be the feelings i have. I talk it over with a GG frined i have online and tell her how i am thinkning about different situations on my life and goals i plan on moving on. I know i am thinkng more like a woman everyday. To me thats passing, well i don't think the goal is to pass anymore. The goal is to blend in, blend in with all the other women out there in the world. I want to be like them in every way, not just wearing the clothes. 2008 has been a wondeful year and great learning experience for me. I have learned being a woman or being my true self has brought confidence i have never known, i was huge talking those first steps outside as myself and meet someone I feared would run at first sight. I am so happy i did it. No regrets, NOW THATS A FIRST. I can't wait for more.
Well, it's definitely been an interesting year. A lot has happened. I ended a relationship with the best girlfriend I've ever had (though she still wasn't right), I've watched my prosperity complete dry up, I've almost completely stopped smoking and my drinking is almost not even noticeable at this point. I've fallen in love with the most incredible woman and I'm slowly figuring things out.
When the year began, I was worried about money. My company stopped producing and selling adult content which resulted in a massive drop of revenue. Around the same time, I broke my primary revenue producing website preventing people with IE 6 from accessing it, so I spent most of the year working on a new design which finally went online in August.
I really thought most of my financial problems were my fault. The result of changes in my companies business model and my own failing's running the web sites. In fact, I was so busy trying to figure out what I was doing wrong that I didn't notice the world collapsing slowly outside my window.
I had to cash in my kids college funds to pay bills. I had to cancel my life insurance to pay bills. When my car died, I decided to sell it for scrap rather than repair it. Fewer bills again. My house is usually a bit chilly and dark to save on utilities. I've reduced my monthly budget by around 2,000. I've been selling furniture to buy groceries.
For everything that had gone wrong, I'm optimistic. Not because I see an end in sight, but because I feel like I'm getting a handle on things. I have the best friends of my life. I'm in love for the first time in my life. I'm relatively healthy and my kids are healthy and seem well adjusted.
I think things are going to get worse. A lot worse, but I'm confident that we'll all get through this. As a planet, we need to step back and assess what's important. We need to focus on the things that need to be done, and we need to start working towards a better future.
I finally hit 170 lbs! Wow, now I'm trying for 165 lbs, which is the max ideal weight for a woman my size. The calorie diary has been a great help. I will soon look into laser hair removal for my few facial hairs.
Woo hoo! I eeked out 170 lbs this morning! I've lost about 20 lbs in 2 months. The calorie diary really works. I'm not looking at getting down to 165 lbs, which is the top of the ideal weight for a woman my size. Meanwhile, I will look into laser hair removal for my few facial hairs.
Hello all, I just wanted to stop by and let everyone know i have not fell off the face of the earth. ( yea like i am that important) Well last night i made a new first for me, i had a chance to get dressed up and share the femme me with others. I had the pleasuse of the company of a gentleman i had met yrs ago. He was so nice and patient with me.Thanks for that. I will admit i have never been so nervous as i was making those first stpes in femme knowing someone was waiting in a car for me. I made it without too much trouble and had a nice visit with my friend. We drove around town and took a short walk in the park later. That was fun. It really helped me find out some things about myself, first i loved being out as a gal, and know now that getting dressed for me is not sexual at all. I do want to meet a man one day, but right now i think it was more about just having the freedom to be myself. Freedom to just be the person i feel i am on the inside. WHich according to my friend is a nice person after all. I was fun to be around and he told me i was ever better looking in person LOL. Not only that i even acted more feminine knowing someone was watching. Things just took off for me and i was amazed. This won't be my last time. Well now let me go so you can get back to your busy lives, take care and have a great holidays
Well, i know it has been sometimes since i have wrote anything here. To all my devoted fan who just can't sleep at tnight cause they are waiting. THe wait is over!!!! I have been dressing more these days and since summer have lost 30 lbs. Well now I have really become a brave girl. Tonight i decided to meet someone for the first time. The first time a stranger got to see me in femme mode. Well i was so scared,but i met up with a guy i know local. We drove around for a couple of hours and went for a walk in the park. HOW COOL. LIke prom night. I have never felt so alive and felt like it was the real me sitting there. I know i did not do much, but ya gotta take the baby steps first. Sometimes baby steps are are we can make in heels!! HA HA OH Yea i almost forgot i got my first kiss. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! more to come later on that one.
For those of you who still think that the election was close, take a look at these two maps. One shows the counties in their actual size shaded blue or red based on what the population voted.
This map shows each county with a size set by the population. It looks a lot less red.
This is far more of the mandate the George W Bush claimed four years ago, this is a landslide. For those of you that fear a socialist government, let me just state the following:
1. Socialist nations like Denmark, Normay, Sweden and Holland have:
Highest quality of living
Highest per capita income
Highest literacy rates
Lowest crime rates
Lowest infant mortality rates
Things like HRT and SRS are covered by the national health
I've heard a lot of people claim that Obama was a socialist. He's not. I wish he was, but I would have been no more enthusiastic of his candidacy.
Be that as it may, why would socialism be so scary anyway?
Veronica Sue Winger October 22nd, 2008 5:22 am MDTI'd like to learn more about Feleshia Porter, MS, LPC and Peter Raphael MD. She's a therapist/counselor and he is a plastic surgeon. I found both through online TS Women's resources. They both work close to my home too. Thank you for your help.
Halloween has always been my favorite Holiday. Godless heathen that I am, there aren't many holidays that don't have the flavor of one of more gods tainting them. That's all right. I love Solstice decorations, and even some Christmas decorations (I usually have angels on my tree). Easter is fun because of coloring eggs and candy. I guess you could say that I enjoy some holidays that have been co-opted by religions in spite of that.
Halloween though has always had a special place in my heart. There isn't a related religious holiday to be seen. It's all about dressing up and having fun. A final harvest festival to usher in the cold snowy months.
I just got news that is going to make Halloween even better for me.
I just got a notice from the Clerk of the Court of Common Please, Franklin County Ohio, Domestic Division. After six long irritating years of playing silly buggers in the court system, the judge has finally lost patience and is going to grant me an uncontested divorce!
My children and I haven't even SEEN their mother is eight years!
I always celebrated Halloween in Boston with the drag queens and transvestites. It's always a really fun time. I've been planning a "Bachelor Party" to coincide with my divorce. I think this is going to be an annual event!
Anyway, I'm excited. The only fly in the ointment is that I am supposed to be in court at 9 am and my flight for Boston is scheduled for 1:20 pm the same day, so I may have to see about pushing it back. Either way, I'm pretty excited!
Veronica Sue Winger October 6th, 2008 9:54 am MDTWoo hoo! I've lost 10 lbs in 1 month! I'm down to 180 lbs. which has been like a wall in the past, but my diet diary is really helping me to control my calories and stay on track for 170 lbs.
Okay, I tried this earlier.. but not sure if it worked, so if you see it twice, i'm sorry.. I have so enjoyed meeting all the pretty 'women' here..and learning so many things from each.. i'm not 'out' but love the dressing up and chatting.. I have asked the admin guru's for a name change to fit who i may be.. I'm leaning towards Katrina or Cassey..love the 'k' sound..
My current name was for my wife at the time "soulntexas"..but since that has ended, i feel the name needs to fit who i am.. unfortunately when i 'opened' up to her about my love for the girly clothes, it ended our marriage.. anyway.. hope my future allows me to share this with a woman..or hmm man.. see how that plays out..
Daniel Aloicious Saint James
Dan™ A Saint James August 6th, 2009 3:52 pm MDTI am now officially Daniel Aloicious Saint James. I still have to get a new Social Security Card, Drivers License, etc. But it's been recognized by the court!
I'm really digging the new name.
Once I get around to getting my new ID, who wants to meet for drinks? I was thinking the "St James Tavern" on 4th? ehh ehh?
I may not get it until Monday. It depends on my schedule and such.
Anyway, that is all. :)
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Bigger chest?
Debbie Sullivan July 10th, 2009 9:35 am MDTHave been dressing and always have stayed with small breast 34 B since more clothing seems available that I like to wear. Have these silicone breast that feel and look so natural that no one seems to notice the male behind them. My friends say its time to get chesty and should consider going to a double D. The damn breast forms are 150 bucks and means all new bras so its an expensive move. Then there is that problem that you cant see your feet lol. Do you all find a bigger chest still comfortable in going public and feeling passable?
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Beach
Debbie Sullivan June 30th, 2009 2:41 pm MDTWent to the beach on saturday with Karen and Sandy and found a remote place where we all could lay out in our swimsuits.Didnt notice alot of stares so maybe ppl just dont notice eventho Karen is 6'2". Wore my big glasses and hat with the beach purse and laid out for almost an hour but no one went in the water. Afterwards we put our clothes on and stopped by a favorite wateringhole of ours and had the place hopping around the pool table. From there we all went to dinner together to show off the tan lines lol and got home to drink and watch tv together. Do so enjoy our outings together and talked about the urnotalone party in ohio but since so far we may just do our Vegas trip again this year with our group. Feelin alittle sunburnt now but it was so nice.
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having fun
Debbie Sullivan June 11th, 2009 5:20 pm MDTBeen getting out with the girls and am enjoying my life as a woman and seeing the evolution. I just enjoy all those things like lunches shopping and walks on the beach. I am reading romance novels and watching the soaps on tv and just loving it. It seems that I have been doing this long enough that I feel and see the world and people with a more soft tolerant and gentle way.Its like I have forgotten how to be male. This is so much better for me now and hope others find themselves and the girl within. On the other hand there is still that side of being a tgirl at the clubs that is really fun too.
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its getting good
Sara E Roberts February 10th, 2009 2:09 am MSTOK, its been sometime since i posted on here. I have been really busy with working and school. I am so ready to finish school, and sometimes it get me frustrated cause i can't get finished as fast as i want. I have been making big strides in my life as a woman. Looking like going fullltime is getting more of a possibility and maybe sooner than i thought. I have been dressing ona more regular schedule and getting better with makeup and clothing. I lost 35 lbs so far since summer and i am proud as i can be over it, but the biggest change has got to be the feelings i have. I talk it over with a GG frined i have online and tell her how i am thinkning about different situations on my life and goals i plan on moving on. I know i am thinkng more like a woman everyday. To me thats passing, well i don't think the goal is to pass anymore. The goal is to blend in, blend in with all the other women out there in the world. I want to be like them in every way, not just wearing the clothes. 2008 has been a wondeful year and great learning experience for me. I have learned being a woman or being my true self has brought confidence i have never known, i was huge talking those first steps outside as myself and meet someone I feared would run at first sight. I am so happy i did it. No regrets, NOW THATS A FIRST. I can't wait for more.
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Heh
Dan™ A Saint James February 5th, 2009 2:35 pm MST[2 comments]
2008 in Review
Dan™ A Saint James December 31st, 2008 2:28 pm MSTWell, it's definitely been an interesting year. A lot has happened. I ended a relationship with the best girlfriend I've ever had (though she still wasn't right), I've watched my prosperity complete dry up, I've almost completely stopped smoking and my drinking is almost not even noticeable at this point. I've fallen in love with the most incredible woman and I'm slowly figuring things out.
When the year began, I was worried about money. My company stopped producing and selling adult content which resulted in a massive drop of revenue. Around the same time, I broke my primary revenue producing website preventing people with IE 6 from accessing it, so I spent most of the year working on a new design which finally went online in August.
I really thought most of my financial problems were my fault. The result of changes in my companies business model and my own failing's running the web sites. In fact, I was so busy trying to figure out what I was doing wrong that I didn't notice the world collapsing slowly outside my window.
I had to cash in my kids college funds to pay bills. I had to cancel my life insurance to pay bills. When my car died, I decided to sell it for scrap rather than repair it. Fewer bills again. My house is usually a bit chilly and dark to save on utilities. I've reduced my monthly budget by around 2,000. I've been selling furniture to buy groceries.
For everything that had gone wrong, I'm optimistic. Not because I see an end in sight, but because I feel like I'm getting a handle on things. I have the best friends of my life. I'm in love for the first time in my life. I'm relatively healthy and my kids are healthy and seem well adjusted.
I think things are going to get worse. A lot worse, but I'm confident that we'll all get through this. As a planet, we need to step back and assess what's important. We need to focus on the things that need to be done, and we need to start working towards a better future.
I think we'll do it.
I hope.
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Merry xMas!
Dan™ A Saint James December 25th, 2008 7:35 am MST[2 comments]
Made It!
Veronica Sue Winger December 5th, 2008 5:52 pm MSTI finally hit 170 lbs! Wow, now I'm trying for 165 lbs, which is the max ideal weight for a woman my size. The calorie diary has been a great help. I will soon look into laser hair removal for my few facial hairs.
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Hit my weight loss target!
Veronica Sue Winger December 2nd, 2008 10:28 am MSTWoo hoo! I eeked out 170 lbs this morning! I've lost about 20 lbs in 2 months. The calorie diary really works. I'm not looking at getting down to 165 lbs, which is the top of the ideal weight for a woman my size. Meanwhile, I will look into laser hair removal for my few facial hairs.
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She is going wild
Sara E Roberts November 28th, 2008 12:21 am MSTHello all, I just wanted to stop by and let everyone know i have not fell off the face of the earth. ( yea like i am that important) Well last night i made a new first for me, i had a chance to get dressed up and share the femme me with others. I had the pleasuse of the company of a gentleman i had met yrs ago. He was so nice and patient with me.Thanks for that. I will admit i have never been so nervous as i was making those first stpes in femme knowing someone was waiting in a car for me. I made it without too much trouble and had a nice visit with my friend. We drove around town and took a short walk in the park later. That was fun. It really helped me find out some things about myself, first i loved being out as a gal, and know now that getting dressed for me is not sexual at all. I do want to meet a man one day, but right now i think it was more about just having the freedom to be myself. Freedom to just be the person i feel i am on the inside. WHich according to my friend is a nice person after all. I was fun to be around and he told me i was ever better looking in person LOL. Not only that i even acted more feminine knowing someone was watching. Things just took off for me and i was amazed. This won't be my last time. Well now let me go so you can get back to your busy lives, take care and have a great holidays
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Oh what a night
Sara E Roberts November 27th, 2008 4:00 am MSTWell, i know it has been sometimes since i have wrote anything here. To all my devoted fan who just can't sleep at tnight cause they are waiting. THe wait is over!!!! I have been dressing more these days and since summer have lost 30 lbs. Well now I have really become a brave girl. Tonight i decided to meet someone for the first time. The first time a stranger got to see me in femme mode. Well i was so scared,but i met up with a guy i know local. We drove around for a couple of hours and went for a walk in the park. HOW COOL. LIke prom night. I have never felt so alive and felt like it was the real me sitting there. I know i did not do much, but ya gotta take the baby steps first. Sometimes baby steps are are we can make in heels!! HA HA OH Yea i almost forgot i got my first kiss. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! more to come later on that one.
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Purple America
Dan™ A Saint James November 7th, 2008 3:03 pm MSTFor those of you who still think that the election was close, take a look at these two maps. One shows the counties in their actual size shaded blue or red based on what the population voted.
This map shows each county with a size set by the population. It looks a lot less red.
This is far more of the mandate the George W Bush claimed four years ago, this is a landslide. For those of you that fear a socialist government, let me just state the following:
1. Socialist nations like Denmark, Normay, Sweden and Holland have:
I've heard a lot of people claim that Obama was a socialist. He's not. I wish he was, but I would have been no more enthusiastic of his candidacy.
Be that as it may, why would socialism be so scary anyway?
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Still Losing Weight!
Veronica Sue Winger November 5th, 2008 6:09 pm MSTI reached 175 lbs this morning! Only 5 lbs to go![Comment on this post]
TS Therapist & Facial Feminization Surgery
Veronica Sue Winger October 22nd, 2008 5:22 am MDTI'd like to learn more about Feleshia Porter, MS, LPC and Peter Raphael MD. She's a therapist/counselor and he is a plastic surgeon. I found both through online TS Women's resources. They both work close to my home too. Thank you for your help.[1 comment]
Halloween has always been my favorite holiday
Dan™ A Saint James October 20th, 2008 1:50 pm MDTHalloween has always been my favorite Holiday. Godless heathen that I am, there aren't many holidays that don't have the flavor of one of more gods tainting them. That's all right. I love Solstice decorations, and even some Christmas decorations (I usually have angels on my tree). Easter is fun because of coloring eggs and candy. I guess you could say that I enjoy some holidays that have been co-opted by religions in spite of that. Halloween though has always had a special place in my heart. There isn't a related religious holiday to be seen. It's all about dressing up and having fun. A final harvest festival to usher in the cold snowy months. I just got news that is going to make Halloween even better for me. I just got a notice from the Clerk of the Court of Common Please, Franklin County Ohio, Domestic Division. After six long irritating years of playing silly buggers in the court system, the judge has finally lost patience and is going to grant me an uncontested divorce! My children and I haven't even SEEN their mother is eight years! I always celebrated Halloween in Boston with the drag queens and transvestites. It's always a really fun time. I've been planning a "Bachelor Party" to coincide with my divorce. I think this is going to be an annual event! Anyway, I'm excited. The only fly in the ointment is that I am supposed to be in court at 9 am and my flight for Boston is scheduled for 1:20 pm the same day, so I may have to see about pushing it back. Either way, I'm pretty excited!
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The Candidates, simplified
Dan™ A Saint James October 9th, 2008 11:12 pm MDT[1 comment]
On Target
Veronica Sue Winger October 6th, 2008 9:54 am MDTWoo hoo! I've lost 10 lbs in 1 month! I'm down to 180 lbs. which has been like a wall in the past, but my diet diary is really helping me to control my calories and stay on track for 170 lbs.[Comment on this post]
Testing the journal entry
Cassey September 19th, 2008 12:58 pm MDTHaving issues with the journal post so this is a test..hi girls :)
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Untitled Post
Cassey September 18th, 2008 7:37 pm MDTOkay, I tried this earlier.. but not sure if it worked, so if you see it twice, i'm sorry.. I have so enjoyed meeting all the pretty 'women' here..and learning so many things from each.. i'm not 'out' but love the dressing up and chatting.. I have asked the admin guru's for a name change to fit who i may be.. I'm leaning towards Katrina or Cassey..love the 'k' sound..
My current name was for my wife at the time "soulntexas"..but since that has ended, i feel the name needs to fit who i am.. unfortunately when i 'opened' up to her about my love for the girly clothes, it ended our marriage.. anyway.. hope my future allows me to share this with a woman..or hmm man.. see how that plays out..
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