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Unraveling Michelle Screening
Jenna Elizabeth Taylor September 7th, 2008 10:47 pm MDTLocal film maker Michelle Farrell will be screening her homegrown documentary at the Local film maker Michelle Farrell will be screening her homegrown documentary at theNew York International Independent Film and Video Festival OPENING NIGHT THURSDAY SEPTEMBER 18th - Unraveling Michelle Screening Saturday 4pm. The OPENING NIGHT PARTY and art/film market at MANSION ON THURSDAY, SEPTEMBER 18TH brings participating filmmakers, producers and artists together. Designed as an "open-air" market, the whole spectrum of the film, art and entertainment industry will be invited to attend thus creating a valuable opportunity for NYIIFVF and NYIAF participants to promote their projects and network with relevant industry professionals. Details: MANSION 530 W. 28TH STREET BETWEEN 10TH AND 11TH AVENUE 6PM-MIDNIGHT, Strict dress code: NO T-SHIRTS, JERSEYS, SWEATS, SNEAKERS AND BASEBALL HATS 21 and over only. No Exceptions http://www.nyfilmvideo.com/2008/ny-fall-2008/presrelease/opening-night.htm AFTER-PARTIES: Each night the festival will host after-parties at some of the best venues in New York. A list of our after-parties will be posted on www.nyfilmvideo.com and will also be listed in the program. We are doing our very best to get everyone in for free but venues marked with *** in the program schedule do have a reputation for being very trendy and upscale. We are also guests of the club. You must dress appropriately. NO T-SHIRTS, SNEAKERS, JERSEYS, BASEBALL HATS, BAGGY JEANS, SWEATS, ETC. ALL AFTER-PARTIES ARE FOR 21 AND OVER ONLY. NO EXCEPTIONS. PLEASE KEEP YOUR VIP PASS ON YOU AT ALL TIMES AT THE AFTER-PARTIES. Please email Annalisa San Juan at annalisa@itndistribution.com if you have any questions regarding the after-parties. REMEMBER, for 12 dollars(advance ticket) you get a movie and a party. Unraveling Michelle will be screened on Saturday 9/20 at 4pm. I hope that you can come up to support our documentary.[Comment on this post]
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Thamra Leslie Crawford September 2nd, 2008 12:23 pm MDTCome to SCC http://sccatl.org/[Comment on this post]
Lady in me
Vaniza Loyd Fluriente June 30th, 2008 8:22 am MDTEsplanade Theatre in Singapore[Comment on this post]
THIS IS ONLY A TEST! SOME JUNE THOUGHTS
Karen Reeves June 4th, 2008 7:13 pm MDTHi Everyone!
This is a test to see if I can input my journal entry. Fingers crossed!
Summer is almost here. I know that 90 degree weather and 95% humidity does not do much for makeup. The season does not always lend itself to dressing up. The dressed go into the box and the boxes go into the closest.
Why not slip into that swimsuit and go on out and get a great tan in a nice secluded surrounding. Or be more brave and go out in public with a cute, sleeveless top and min shorts/skirt. Give the guys some "eye candy!"
*Kisses*
~Karen~
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transpride
Sammi Cornell June 1st, 2008 11:53 am MDTI will be at the first new england trans-pride in northampton ma.this coming saturday it has been quite an experience to help bring this together, and the day is likely to be an experience to remember. briefly glbt pride is great and is quite welcoming the affirming experience is wonderful. However politically it is increasingly apparent that trans-folk are being pushed aside for the sake of everyone else thus we have trans-pride. all are welcome this event though is primarily for trans-folk.[Comment on this post]
My Life on My Birhtday Year 2008 Version
Denise Armel April 26th, 2008 5:04 pm MDTHow do you see yourself fitting into the transgender community? Such a very short time ago, I could not have answered this question. I certainly can now. My entry into the “outside” world was through the Tiffany Club New England. The support and friendship I experienced was wonderful. Because of that experience, I see myself doing the same for others. I attend functions regularly, and enjoy welcoming new girls and do my best at using my experiences to guide and encourage them. All the while, I am still receiving needed support and guidance. I also try to contribute to the promotion of Transgender rights when possible. I recently arranged for a free Community Services listing for the Tiffany Club in the 2008-2009 edition Cape Cod Pridepages, an annual advertising guide of GLBT friendly businesses. (www.capecodpridepages.com) If all goes as planned, there will also be an article in the issue about being a Transgendered person.
Describe the importance of dressing enfemme in your life, and include in your response the first time you dressed, how long you have been dressing, what about dressing is the most difficult for you, how often you dress, and do you go out in public as a woman? I don’t remember much of being 5 years old except ONE VERY, VERY CLEAR, LIFE LONG MEMORY. That was when a few neighborhood girls were playing dress up in their mommy’s clothes in my apartment building. I wanted to participate so much, but even at that age, knew that was not “right” thing for a boy to do. I took one of the skirts, when no one was looking and ran around the back of the building to put it on. I remember enjoying the experience but was so scared I would get caught returning it, I buried it! That was 53 years ago! Since that day, my story is very similar to that of so many CD/TV/TGs. In the early years, I didn’t understand why I did it. I just knew it stirred pleasant feelings within. As a high school macho athlete, I really began questioning this weird desire and hoped and prayed it would go away when I got older. Of course it did not, but would subside for long periods of time. The most difficult part of dressing was keeping it a secret from my wife of 31 years. After realizing the urge would not “go away” after getting married, (as I so naively thought and hoped), I considered, coming out to my wife several times but was too afraid of the consequences. I found my fears accurate when my wife did discover my secret. (more about that in an answer below) My dressing had increased over the last few years as I learned more about it and communicated with others on the internet. Now, divorced and living alone, I am dressed in some way shape or form 24/7. I go out in public as often as possible with other TGs. In January I attended First Event 2008 in the Boston area. It was one of the most enjoyable and eye opening experiences of my life. My God, I really was not alone after all! I hope to attend the SCC in Atlanta this September. C: What is your feminine personality like, and does it differ from your male personality? I believe my feminine personality has been the dominant personality my entire life. I actually had to “put on” the male persona. I did all the expected male things including sports, (high school athlete of the year in 1968), and playing the male chauvinist pig role, war movies etc. When, in fact, I hated playing football, loved “chick” flicks, was very tender, kind, caring, empathetic to the feelings of others, romantic and sensitive. What I have learned in the past year, is that my feminine personality traits are part of why I am loved by family and friends. In other words, my feminine personality is who I am, both in female and male mode.
Are you "Out" to anyone? If so, what is, or was their response? Has being transgender caused you any hardships or difficulties and if so, please describe these issues. Yes, I am out to most everyone I know and many I do not know. On March 18, 2007 while looking for her birth certificate, my wife found a printed email from my closest TG friend and went on a witch hunt. She found the websites I was on, pictures, clothes, basically, my whole closeted world. I did not know this until April 6, 2007, Good Friday’ when 2 policemen came to the door of my home with a restraining order. (I had never ever raised as much as a finger to her) That was essentially the moment when life as I knew it, ended. I chose to tell my best friends, (a couple, with whom I stayed initially), my secret. Their reaction was one of acceptance, love and support. The next evening I arranged a conference call with my adult sons. When I told them the truth about their father, there was a moment of silence and almost simultaneously they said “So?” I learned very quickly what the term “unconditional love” means. I was going to wait a bit before telling other friends, but my x-wife had a much more accelerated time frame for informing the world. Her telling everyone we who would listen my secret, resulted in the word being spread throughout the town I was born and raised in. My family name was very well known in the area. I am so fortunate that all immediate family and l my close friends, really gave me all the love and support one could ask for. (my parents are deceased) Though, at first I was quite upset about learning that the “news” was all over town, I very quickly developed the attitude of acceptance and even piece of mind.
Are you currently active or have you been active in any transgender groups or organizations? Which ones, and what do you do, or did you do in these groups or organizations? I am a member of the Tiffany Club of New England and attend their bi-monthly and weekly gatherings. I recently began ttending their monthly “not alone” group. This is a gathering of 6-10 girls with a prominent, Boston area Gender Therapist, Christine Becker, who so generously donates her time to the Tiffany Club. I am also a member of the Sisters of Boston who meet weekly on Fridays for support and socializing in area TG friendly establishments. The moderator of this group, Ashley Bottoms, took me under her wing when I met her at the Tiffany Club on my maiden voyage “out.” I also belong to the Sorority Sisters of New England, created and moderated by sister, Karen Reeves. Karen has been my guiding light since 2005 when we met through the URNA website. So, there you have it. 50 something years in "Lotus Notes" form. Thanks for reading. Denise Armel
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SCC
Thamra Leslie Crawford March 30th, 2008 1:58 pm MDT Well another year and I hope to see many of you at this years Southern Comfort Conference in Atlanta,Ga. from Sept.30 to Oct.6. Wow what a time I had at SCC I got my boobs signed by the author Jenny Boylan and hopefully will be on my SCC 2008 photo gallery as will as Donna Rose and new friends. Hugs,Leslie[1 comment]
Discounts for the Fantasia Fair conference
Jamie Dailey February 24th, 2008 8:29 pm MSTIf anyone is considering going to this year's Fantasia Fair conference in October, you may want to register before March 1st. As of March, the early registration discount will no longer be available.
If you are not familiar with Fantasia Fair, it is a week-long event held in Provincetown, MA. It is more than just a conference and more than a vacation. Like most other conferences, there are workshops during the day. In recent years, workshops have been presented that deal with such topics as developing a feminine voice, makeup application, hair removal, facial feminization surgery, burlesque dancing, sex and relationships, and of course, gender theory. Each evening is some social event such as formal banquets, a fashion show, drag show, or concert. But what sets Fantasia Fair apart from other conferences is that it is not held in a single hotel. Instead, workshops and events are held at different locations throughout the tourism district of Provincetown. The town is a big part of the special feeling people get from attending.
The villiage of Provincetown is well known as a GLBT Mecca and much of the town's ecomony is centered around tourism, so the townfolk are very serious about making sure that everyone feels safe and comfortable. You can walk down the streets of Provincetown en femme and no one will treat you with anything other than respect and courtesy. You can go shopping or get a massage or get your nails done dressed however you wish.
Unlike most other conferences, there are no "vendors" at Fantasia fair. Instead, the business of Provincetown are the Fair's vendors. Since we bring to town a significant amount of people each year, the local business give special discounts to Fair goers. These discounts, on top of the end-of-season sales, makes Provincetown a real bargain.
But one of the best things about Fantasia Fair is the people it attracts. Not just the world-class experts who give the workshops, but all of the people who every year make the trip to this villiage. Many of these people are wives and significant others. Each year, there are workshops for significant others and partners as well as for couples. The friendly environment of Provincetown and the Fair give you lots of time to meet other couples and individuals in T-partnered relationships, to share stories and insights, to become part of a community. The Fair organizers have long understood the value of the Fair to couples, and how much the presence of partners adds to the Fair. To encourage couples to come to FanFair, there is a generous discount for SO registration.
A large portion of the planning for each year's Fair is done in the late winter and early spring and the larger the numbers that can be guarenteed the better the deals that can be struck when making the arrangements for the Fair. The Fair organizers pass on these discounts to those who can register early. To take advantage of these discounts, make sure that you register before March 1st.
If you are not 100% sure if you can make it to this event, you can register now and get nearly a full refund if later on you have to cancel. Check out the Fantasia Fair website for details on the refund policy. The Fantasia Fair website is at http://www.fantasiafair.org.
I can't wait to see all of you in Provincetown this October!
Hugs,
Jamie
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FIRST EVENT 2008: SOME FEBRUARY THOUGHTS
Karen Reeves February 6th, 2008 5:35 pm MSTFebruary 2nd is Ground Hog Day. I'm sure you all know the story. If the groundhog sees his shadow there is 6 more weeks of winter. If the groundhog does not see his shadow then spring is almost here.
I've often wondered, what type of IDIOT cam up with this concept? Have you ever seen spring start at the beginning of February? There may be global warning but spring at the start of February?
I regret to tell all of you that this year, 2008, the groundhog ended up with a different result. The groundhog came out of his burrow, saw my main picture in URNA this month and committed suicide. Funeral services will be conducted today, video at 11 P.M.
FIRST EVENT 2008
On Wednesday, 16 January I picked up my girlfriend Brenda Sue at the airport in Providence in the early evening and we proceeded to the Sheraton Hotel in Peabody. This was the new site for First Event. Brenda flew in from Chicago and this was her first First Event.
We were met at the hotel by our girlfriend, Jackie, who had come down earlier in the day. She helped us get into our rooms.
A bunch of us girls freshened up and went down to the restaurant for dinner. I was quite tired from a long day and was very hungry, but also wanted a drink!
Right off the bat I was impressed by the hotel staff's professionalism and courtesy. It was quite obvious that this year's hotel staff was given some corporate sensitivity training and the staff took the lessons to heart. Last year many of the staff at the previous hotel acted like the circus had come to town when they saw convention participants. They were rude.
The food at dinner was also very delicious. We ended up closing down the restaurant/bar.
On Thursday we welcomed many of our other friends. For me, these conventions are more of a social occasion now rather than an informational quest. I've attended many of these seminars in the past, plus I know everything anyways! HA HA HA, that's a joke everyone!
I was very fortunate in that Jackie's friend (and now mine) Bobbie was attending First Event. He is a professional hair stylist and so I was able to have my hair look its' best every evening. THANKS BOBBIE YOU ARE THE GREATEST BABES!
We then got prepared for the Dinner/Costume Ball. Since I did not get out on Halloween this was my chance to make up for it. My roommate, Jackie Thompson, went as the cutest cowgirl you have ever seen and I went as a cheerleader. YEA RA RA !
Even though the organizers did not say there would be a contest, I think many girls were under the impression there would be one. There was not. Had there been I think my girlfriend, Tiffany Starr, would have won it hands down. She went as a red, girl Dracula. YIKES!
One gentleman admirer was there and shared our dinner table.. He got up to perform after dinner and was a very talented impersonator. He was also quite charming and funny as well.
Later in the evening, while I was prancing around, I saw a sign board for the Leahy Clinic seminar of "Sleep Disorders" in the front lobby. You can see me sleeping with this sign:-)
Dinner was nice and we all got some dancing in.
The next day I woke up at 11 A.M. I've grown to like breakfast in bed at these events. Expensive? Perhaps. I like doing this since I normally do not do this when I travel. It also allows you more time to rest. My roommate Jackie T also liked it as well.
Sometime the early bird girlfriend or two pops in to chat. Annette Brunette came by and proceeded to take my pic in bed. OH NO ANNETTE! HOW COULD YOU?
She later photo shopped me into bed with the two life size plastic dolls at Dr. Z.'s party! Thanks Annette:-( I've never had such great sex in my life! *Giggles*
On Friday we wandered around the vendors' area and attended a couple of seminars. Since I do assist many others I decided that the workshop on coming out to children was a good workshop to go to It was nice to hear from others but I felt the presenter should have presented more of her own thoughts and ideas on the matter since she was a mental health care professional.
Friday evening many of my sorority sisters in Sorority Sisters of New England, and I, went out to dinner at the No Name Restaurant in Boston. Jackie picked out a great seafood restaurant.
I know that many girls only want to go out to "alternative" establishments. I grow tired of this self imposed segregation as a steady diet. If the transgendered community is looking for acceptance in the wider world then we need to "show the flag" and go out into the rest of the world. Our presence can educate the public into acceptance. I'm not going to hide in closets anymore. Besides they are too musty! Are we ashamed of ourselves? Our $$$ is just as green as anyone else's!
Our intrepid group included Jennifer Lane, Jackie Thompson, Brenda Sue Faulkner, Denise Armel, Jean Warren, Taylor Stephnz, Tiffany Starr, and myself. When we got to the restaurant two of the waitresses recognized Jackie and I from a previous visit last summer. Is that good or bad? Maybe it was the 5" stiletto heels, black fishnet stockings , and the micro min skirt. HUMMMM:-0
The waitresses were thrilled to wait on us 8 girls. They gave us the best seats in the house. We all had delicious seafood to eat. The other patrons did not even bat any eyelash at our crowd. Dress for the occasion is the rule. Later we went clubbing.
The night was topped off by a visit to Dr. Z's famous, or infamous, suite party. There is always enough free liquor to float a battleship!
At about 3 A.M. I was in a rather silly mood. I like convention pics, but not the usual, run of the mill, sitting at a table, or standing in a hallway photo parade. I suggested to Jackie that we go to the Exercise/Weigh Room and take some goofy photos. You can see them in my new gallery. It was a blast and no one was around. The pics are unique! You can also combine those with the previous evening's, "Girls On The Luggage Cart" pics
On Saturday we tore around the the site and had a nice time. For dinner all of us SSofNE girls sat at one table. There was Jennifer Lane, Jackie Thompson, Annette Brunette, Brenda Sue Faulkner, Denise Armel, Sherry Colah, and myself. The dinner was quite nice and later we danced the night away. They even ended up ripping up the temporary dance flooring from underneath us at the end of the evening!
The evening ended up back at another Dr Z suite party.
On Sunday I drove Brenda Sue back to the airport for her to catch her evening flight. We had dinner at a nice restaurant south of Worcester. I wanted to avoid I-95 since there was a big game for the Patriots being played down at Foxboro. She got off on time.
I want to thank everyone for a great time. My sorority sisters are the best and Jackie you are an awesome roommie
I'm already planning on 1st Event 2009!
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My friend Brielle's as old as dirt...
Jenna Elizabeth Taylor January 2nd, 2008 10:06 pm MSTI wanted to let ALL of my URNA friends know, the Brielle Echo Whitney is offically an AARP card carrying member as we speak! She passed everso graceouslessly into geriatical care under the watchful eye of her wet nurse. Those wishing to "pay court" to her can do so at the Brooklyn Gardens for Senior Development. And remember, no loud noises during Jeopardy![Comment on this post]
Mara Keisling is coming to Chicago!
Jami Bantry December 23rd, 2007 1:33 pm MSTHi,From the Chicago Gender Society website:=================================="MARK YOUR CALENDARS!!! Mara Keisling is coming to Chicago! Pleasejoin us for a discussion with one of the most influential leaders inthe movement for Transgender equality in America.Transgender issues affect everyone, and especially anyone who does notconform to society's rigid stereotypes of maleness and femaleness.Please forward this announcement to our friends in the trans, gay, andstraight-allies communities; to anyone who would like to hear Maraspeak, who would like to learn how laws and policies get changed, andwho would like to help make equality a reality for everyone.A Trans Discussion with Mara KeislingTuesday, February 12, 20088:45 p.m.Stardust Banquet Hall5688 N. Milwaukee Ave. Chicago, IL 60646This program is sponsored by the Chicago Gender Society and willfeature Mara Keisling, Executive Director, National Center forTransgender Equality. Mara is a graduate of Penn State University anddid her graduate work at Harvard University in American Government.You know her as one of the key figures who lobbied for passage of thetrans-inclusive federal hate crimes bill and ENDA, the trans-inclusiveemployment non-discrimination act.Mara is touring the country to talk to us and to listen to ourconcerns. The evening will focus on issues of gender identity thataffect our daily lives; employment, societal exclusion, SocialSecurity gender-record matching, a National ID card, use of thebathroom, and other issues that challenge us.The National Center for Transgender Equality is our voice inWashington. Come hear how Mara and her staff work to make us heard byour legislators, her plans for the future, and how you may be able tohelp make our collective voice even louder."======================================I hope that everyone who can, will attend, listen, and make your views known.Take care; please be and ALWAYS stay, safe and well.Huggs,jami"All you need is Love; Love is all you need."[Comment on this post]
Merry Christmas to all and Happy Holidays
Jackie Lee Thompson December 23rd, 2007 11:28 am MSTHi Everyone!!!!!! Just wanted to stop in and wish you all a safe and wonderful Christmas. I hope all your dreams come true and I hope you all have a wonderful, bright and happy new year. Happy Holidays!!!! Love, Jackie Lee.
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celeb look alike
Katherine Chi December 21st, 2007 1:12 pm MSTso who do i look like to me i think i look like
rachelle ann go, let me know
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Thamra Leslie Crawford December 15th, 2007 5:11 pm MST Well I wanted to tell all my friends here Happy Holiday's. I wanted to thank all that wished me a happy 60th birthday also. Oh I changed my address as some may have seen that is because I moved to be with my boy friend. Love,Leslie[1 comment]
Transition Update
Jackie Lee Thompson December 10th, 2007 9:03 pm MSTWell, its been a while since I’ve made a journal entry, so I figure its about time that maybe I sit down and write a little something. But instead of writing about my views on the Universe and the World and such, I thought I’d maybe just give an update on how things are going in my life and with my transition. So here goes……
Let’s see…..it’s been 8 months, give a week or so, since I started my transition. Its amazing how it seems like it was just yesterday. But April 4th, 2007 was the very first day I started my transition in earnest. That was the very first time I ever felt the sting of a laser zap!!! And to this day I have had six treatments in all. And in all, about 95% of all my dark facial hairs are gone! And currently I am working on my 30th or so electrolysis visit to take care of the rest! It is working very well. There are some stuborn areas, but electrolysis is taking care of that.
[As a side note…..I recommend to everyone interested in facial hair removal to FIRST do the laser thing, especially if you want a fast track to getting rid of facial hair. After about 4 or 5 visits you will have a very good idea of where on your face the laser is not going to be effective. For many people it is on the upper lip area and the chin. Also, after about 4 or 5 visits, you will be able to identify the lighter colored hairs the laser will not touch (gray, white, very very light tan or brown, etc.). And do NOT let ANYONE try to convince you that a laser can get rid of white or gray hairs…it CAN’T. Then you can go ahead and start electrolysis on those areas or those hairs. Done this way you could potentially save yourself thousands of dollars and years worth of time.]
Anyway, back to life.
Therapy. Hmmmm…lets see. I have the most wonderful therapist in the world. She’s an absolute expert in her field and has guided and counseled many M2F and F2M transitions. She is extremely well know in the transgendered community and has clients that travel hours to meet with her. She has spoken at many well know TG events and she’s is GREAT! She has done wonders for me and I am sooooo very lucky to have her so very close to me, especially for being up here in NH. I have met with her each week now since April this year and continue to do so but now on a bi-weekly basis. It was with her that I met my SOC requirements for hormone therapy and it was with her that I received my recommendations and referral for starting HRT.
So, what’s up with HRT?? Well, I am in the middle of my third month and things are going well. I have not noticed a lot yet, but one thing that is definitely noticeable is my hair. I have noticed, and friends have noticed, that my hair is becoming noticeably finer. Which, I was told, was one of the first things I could expect. Right now my endocrinologist has me on a low dosages but I meet with him in another couple of months for blood tests and to check my hormone levels. If everything checks out ok he will be upping my dosages and placing me on my permanent levels. That’s a good thing. And although I would certainly like those higher levels now, my doctor works very closely with my therapist and my therapist assures me that this is standard procedure with him. That’s ok with me. Making sure my transition remains healthy is paramount in my life. All good things come to those who wait so I certainly do not mind being patient and waiting!
What else is up? Let’s see. Wardrobe. I am building my wardrobe. Constantly. My housemate tells me I have one of the best casual wardrobes she’s ever seen!!! And that’s a good thing coming from a genetic female with a great taste in casual clothing. And my girlfriend tells me I’m doing great in that department too. Seems I have a good eye for many things female! There is certainly always more to buy, but it seems I just can’t stay away from the likes of JC Penney, Macy’s, and a few other stores! Wow do I love shopping! Certainly my formal outfits need some additions, but in reality, how often do I really wear a knock-out dress or skirt or top or 5" heels? Not often. And 5" heels? Not that I can walk in them all that well anyway, but not a lot of girls can. But reality is reality and for the most part jeans, shorts and spring and summer tops and sweaters are my favorites! The formal stuff takes a back seat to the casual every-day stuff. Only makes sense for me.
My job is going very well and I love my line of work. Although it is not purely what I spent many years in college for, I do, never-the-less use my skill sets on a daily basis. I honestly believe there are those that are wondering what I am up to with my outward appearance. I certainly do not wear female clothing to work but undoubtedly there are those that notice my hair is getting very long, my eyebrows appear much more female than male, and I don’t ever seem to have a 5:00 shadow, let alone any noticeable facial hair. I have not yet had my ears pierced, but that’s happening soon. Heck, in reality, there are plenty of guys at work with pierced ears and long hair anyway. Yup, lots of pony-tails where I work. Just not in the front office.
But here’s the weird part….what I have found is given changes in little small dosages, its seems like the majority of co-workers get over things. I remember all to well returning to work after a week of vacation this past summer. During that week off I had my eyebrows professionally plucked and shaped. I spent the entire week, almost full time, as Jackie. Girlfriends of mine and I had a blast that week. We went for glamour shots and spent a number of nights out on the town at some very well know spots in the Boston area. But the Sunday I returned home my housemate, who’s name I won’t mention, said to me…Oh my Gosh are you in TROUBLE!!! You look way to female!! And I said to her….GOOD! Well, that next day at work I remember all to well wanting not to move an inch from my desk. I was terrified. And when I finally did start walking around the office and on the production floor I absolutely KNEW for sure people were noticing my eyebrows. And I absolutely KNEW I was being treated a little different. I just knew. I could tell. People were wondering.
But you know what…people got used to it then. And now they are getting used to my long hair and lack of facial hair. And NO ONE has noticed my longer nails or that once in a while I will forget to remove all my clear nail polish. I think surely my pierced ears will be noticed once I have that done, but given the length of my hair I think the small studs I’ll be wearing to work will be for the most part covered up. But that too will eventually be forgotten. But really I have no intention of seeing how far I can push this outside of reason. I have a great job and I am not going to jeopardize that. My transition and my future depend entirely on my ability to do this right. Yup…small changes. Baby steps. Little doses. That’s the best way to make this happen.
Friends? I have NEVER EVER EVER had friends in my life like I have now. Close friends. Good friends. The best. Dear friends. Friends that care about me and friends that I care about. More than I ever have had in my life. I remember taking the COGIATI test for the very first time on Transexuality.Org. When it gave me my result in mentioned that to be happy I had to explore my transgendered side and decide, with professional help, just how far and in what direction I needed to go. But it also told me my transgendered path would lead me to an entirely new world of friends. And it has. The friends I have now are the friends I will be with the remainder of my life. Its so suprising how life turns on a dime. I have decided to transition. That’s definite. I knew I would loose friends because of it but in my wildest dreams I never imagined those friends would be replaced with friends of a far greater value. I am set for life in the friends department and I meet new and wonderful friends almost on a daily basis here on URNA.
So where do I go from here? Well, I’m working on paying down my small personal debt and saving my money. I have big plans for the new year. If all goes well and if things go as well as they have for the last eight months, the next eight months should prove to be fabulous. There is a lot to do and a lot to be done. But I am paying attention to the little details and doing everything I should be doing to make dreams come true. I have the help of wonderful people in my life. Friends, family, my therapist, my electrologist, my doctors and a special someone.
Time ticks on. And so does my transition. Now more than ever I am on my way!
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~New Galleries & Some Thoughts: November 2007~
Karen Reeves November 6th, 2007 7:13 pm MST ~Some Thoughts: November 2007~NEW GALLERIES !
Check out my galleries here! I've added 7 new secondary pictures on my front page, rounded out my gallery on BeAll/SCC with 13 pictures, added 2 new pics in "Karen's Escapades", and started a new gallery with 5 pictures of my former front page pictures. That is 27 pictures in all. Enjoy!
Check Out My Revised & Updated Website: FoxyKaren.net
Hi Everyone !
"IF I CAN REACH FOR THE STARS IT IS ONLY BECAUSE OF THE SUPPORTING HELP OF MY TGIRLFRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS WHOSE SHOULDERS I STAND UPON !"
~SOME NOVEMBER THOUGHTS~
November is now here and all turkeys are getting nervous
In November we have two important holidays: Veterans' Day & Thanksgiving. Let us all take stock of all that is positive in our lives and how fortunate we are compared to many others in this world. Let us also pay tribute to the women and men veterans who have defended our freedoms and our nation. They are heroes 24/7.
SS of NE Outing ( 13 October 2007 )
A few of my friends in Sorority Sisters of New England came down to visit me (Denise Armel and Jackie T). We hung around during the day on Saturday and I showed them the area that I live in.
That evening we met up with Jennifer Lane and her friend Audrey Conrad. We went out for dinner at a lovely Thai Restaurant in New London, CT called Bangkok City. Needless to say we all ate too much but had a great time.
For me the seafood is the best overall. I think the waiter enjoyed the company of all of us girls. Giggles!
After dinner we went clubbing at O'Neil's Brass Rail. The music was great but it was too chilly to stay on the outside deck for an extended time. We danced inside. I played a little pool and split a couple of games with Jackie.
THE MAIN PICTURE
This picture was taken on Thursday, 13 September 2007at the SCC Convention in Atlanta. I was sitting in the center hallway of the 3rd floor in my hotel where we stayed. I was afraid the glass top "counter" that I was sitting on would shatter from my heavy weight and impale my rear end:-)
ASK KAREN
I hope you like this feature also. Just email me any questions you might have and if I select your question, I will answer it next month. PLEASE EMAIL ME YOUR QUESTION AND DO NOT WRITE IT IN MY GUEST BOOK. YOU WILL OVERWHELM IT! No obscene questions please!
Dear Karen,
Which convention do you prefer to attend Karen?
Mr. Eager Beaver
Beaver Falls, OR
Dear Mr. Beaver,
That is a hard question. All conventions have many of the same attributes: seminars, banquets, dances, and clubbing. What sets the conventions apart from each other are the organization of the conventions and the different people who attend each convention.
I prefer SCC because: 1. It is Atlanta! 2. SCC is very well run. 3. It is the largest TG Convention in the U.S. so you get to see many girls and guys that you would not normally see at any other convention.
I urge anyone thinking of attending just one convention to make it SCC.
FOXYKAREN.NET
My website has been totally revamped. It has three new galleries, for a total of 30 new pictures. The pictures are also in larger frame when you click upon them in the drop down bar. Now you don't need to wear glasses. You can reach right out and touch me:-)
The site also now includes a News Links where you can find out my latest travels and event appearances.
Click on the tab or banner above my profile here in URNA, check it out, and leave a guest book comment if you like! Thanks!
I wanted to present myself to the world in a positive light and to tell the world about myself. I think I have done that. I also wanted to represent the TG community at large.
I have said it before and I say it again, any accolades I receive are due to ALL OF YOU ! ! ! Thank you for supporting me in URNA! We ALL need love and friendship, anybody who believes differently does not understand human nurturing. Nobody can exist in a vacuum. I hope my website makes you proud of yourselves as well. I am honored to be your friend :-)
KAREN'S NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
I shall continue to work on this resolution in 2007. I still need to better myself in this department a lot!
I am dedicating my life to helping all you Tgirls. I pledge to help all of you by offering my best advice, lending a hand, or just shutting up and listening to you. I am not a genius nor do I have all the answers here but I do care.
I know I am not supposed to reveal my resolution but if I state it publicly then you can all hold me to it ! May I suggest some punishments if I come up short ?
1. You naysayers can say to me, "I told you so !"
2. You can use my picture as a dartboard !
3. You can put me on a new site URA- You Are Alone !
4. You can force me to wear guy's clothes- NO NO NO ! ! !
KAREN'S 8 FRONT PAGE FRIENDS FOR NOVEMBER 2007
I noticed in March that the four friends on my front page were now boxed in yellow and they had four others joining them there as well. What was this, an outbreak of Yellow Fever? Oh my !
I then received an email from URNA explaining to me that they had instituted, for paid members, the ability to reconstitute your front friends page to list your top 8 "Best Friends"
But what if you have more than 8 Best Friends? What if they list YOU and you can NOT list THEM? Oh no! Surprised
So many of you wonderful girlfriends and boyfriends have reached out and touched my life that this presented a real problem to me. I had to find a solution. Here is mine starting in August.
I shall select a new top 8 "Front Page Friends" each month. Those people who are Gold Members and place me in their #1 slot on their front page will be in the top row, slots #3 & #4. Sorority Sisters of New England will be in slots #1 & #2.
Those Gold Members who have me on their front page in positions 2-8 will be in my second row, slots #7 & #8. Sorority Sisters of New England Gold Members will be in slot #5 and SSofNE Free Members will be in slot #6. Make any sense? Probably not:-)
I do not mean to slight non paying members but it is the paying members who support this site and the non paying members ability to have profiles here. Jon, Vicky, and Dan can not run this place as a charity.
My friends who care enough to list me on their front page at some point should receive some recognition. Saying "Everyone's my friend but ONLY THESE 8 will be on my front page forever!" seems a little too exclusive. I wish to thank these people for showing their friendship to me.
I will notify those selected that they have been selected. This is a small way to pay tribute in my monthly journal posting "SOME (MONTH) THOUGHTS".
This will be in lieu of my monthly "Karen's TGurl Awards".
So many of you hold a special place in my heart. You have helped me so much. I hope this solution does not offend anyone. If so then please email me.
Thank you for reading this and understanding! Laughing
*With Love & Respect*
~Karen~
JACKIE THOMPSON ( West Ossipee, NH )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/10132
DENISE ARMEL ( Boston, MA )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/103229
KEVIN ( Hudson, MA )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/83913
LARRY ( Honolulu, HI )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/61820
VALERIE 2B GIRL ( Nantucket )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/
SCOTT BRADFORD ( Charlotte, NC )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/36793
GIGI MONET ( Grand Prairie, TX )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/57638
JENNA TAYLOR ( Baltimore, MD )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/25689
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Halloween Costume
Thamra Leslie Crawford November 4th, 2007 9:52 am MSTWell if my new photo of my Halloween costume is approved you can see it. I wore pasties and bikini bottom only since I have my new breast
thought it would be a great costume.
Love,Leslie
P.S. well they rejected my photo and I have seen other girls photo's with bare breast at least I had pasties on. If you want to see go to my 360 blog at http://360.yahoo.com/dragnet1947
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part 1 of scc
Katherine Chi October 16th, 2007 10:30 am MDTok i know its late but super lazy hehe
part 1 of scc
Well it’s officially over SCC 07, and this year was a tad bit different than years past. First off is the new hotel it was held in the Crown Plaza, beautiful hotel and the location is just perfect right next to the mall, yes I did go shopping. The staff had little time to adjust to the overwhelming transgender community living in their hotel but they did a fabulous job and treated us with respect and understanding.
Ok so here is a brief day to day account
Wednesday 9/12
Got up bright and early and made sure that I packed all I need and what I need. I packed the car and I needed to make one small stop to the post office, I was waiting for my wig, but it never came so I was upset. But I did pack two wigs so I was ok and I didn’t have to go home to get another one. Well after that I went to get breakfast at my bagel shop and ordered it to go. I left my town at 845am and was on my way to Westchester airport in White Plains (HPN). Took me about 45-50 minutes to get there, no traffic on the way there and I live in the NY metro area, I was so happy. Well I never flew out of HPN I usually take JFK or LGA to ATL, HPN was a lot cheaper. I didn’t know how long the lines would be at HPN or how long TSA would take so I checked in via online, saves so much time in the long run. All I had to do at the airport was check my baggage which I did, then I proceeded to TSA and went thru fine and quick. Now as I sat in the terminal and got comfy as I was 1.5 hrs early I saw Kathie lee Gifford and her assistant, no I did not get a picture I didn’t want to be a pest as no one else seem to notice or care that she was there. Anyways, as time wore down and I boarded my plane, it was kind of different here at HPN. We had to walk outside and board on the tarmac and not by a gate, thought that was cool. Ok so I settled down to my seat and got comfy it was going to be 2 hrs before we landed in ATL. No meals were served and I was starving but I needed to loose weight so I fought the urge and thought about food and chewed my gum, HAHA. An uneventful 2hrs, I might say no movie. As we landed in ATL and I made my way to baggage terminal, I got a call from Annette a good TG friend of mine coming in from BOS. She just landed as well and will be at baggage soon, and asked where I was I told her baggage waiting for suitcase. She met me at my baggage claim, and it was like 230 now and I still haven’t got my suitcase, and everyone else on board with me left with theirs. I was getting worried did they loose my luggage? Was it sitting in HPN open with my forms out to everyone can see? So I went to the baggage customer service dept and they said that it did not make the flight and was still in HPN, I was like WHAT why? No one told me? So they assured me that it will be on the next flight coming in at 530p (DAM, DAM, DAM) and that they would drop it at the hotel. Sigh what a blow huh. So I left ATL with my friend and grabbed a cab to the Crown Plaza. 58 bucks total so we split the fare.
Walking into the new facility it was definitely a change, registration was now on the same floor to the left of the entrance, and they had like 4 eating places. The place was much cleaner and bigger (more land). The back had a garden/waterfall, very natural and lots of walking paths, it was beautiful. We checked in to our room, went to register to receive my badge and packet. And it was now around 4pm and it was still worried about my luggage everything was in there, still hoping that I comes. Well we walked the hotel looking around, found the pool/heatlh club, it was clean and indoors and a huge sundeck. We then decided to go to dinner at garrisons, it was located across the street great food and wait staff, it was a tad bit pricy but still with in reason. I had oysters half shell, surf and turf… I loves me seafood mmmm,mmm, good. So I would recommend Garrisons if you are ever at Perimeter Mall in ATL. After dinner we strolled the mall to just check it out and see where a nail salon was and ear pierced place would be. We returned to the hotel and it was now like 9ish, and my bags still have not come in. I was so worried. Well then we walked around the hotel to say hi to some old friends and make some new ones even though I was not dressed properly. Well as it was getting close to now 11pm I decided to go to my room and just paced like a new father in a waiting room, I feel a sleep for like 1 hr and 15 minutes. Then my cell rang at 1245 it was my luggage it was here, I rushed down stairs and greeted the transport luggage guy and I saw the bag and THANK GOD it was the right one. (that would of sucked ass if it was the wrong one) . but I was relieved and I slept like a baby.
Thurs 9/13
Ok bare with me here these next couple of days are not so dramatic as the first day, cause I didn’t go to any seminars. Sorry…
Well I woke up at like 10 ish and I showered and shaved and got ready to go eat lunch. My roommate Annette was already in downstairs, waiting. We sat with people that we knew from past SCC’s or from other parties in the North East area. It was a decent lunch nothing to really wow about it. a little after lunch we headed over to the mall, I had to get my nails done and she needed some more shirts. There were 2 place to get nails done one was a spa , I went there and asked for an appointment they had no openings (they probably did though, they just don’t want us there), so I went to the other place, a small nail salon in the corner near Dillards. It small, cozy and tucked away, the people are so kind and very professional, and the price is very affordable. So I got my manicure and pedicure, the tech commented on how soft my feet were and that they were very clean and nice. Well I laughed and said thanks. It took roughly an hr for me, and it was about 330-400. we then strolled the mall for another hr or so to check out the mall.
As dinner time rolled around we were back at the hotel getting ready for dinner. We had separate plans I was to eat with my VC sisters at our annual SCC dinner and Annette was to eat with her friends at some place other than the hotel. For the VC dinner I wore a white linen dress with black ballet flats, I rode with 2 other VC girls to the restaurant that was like miles away from the hotel. I forgot the name of the place its some French name. oh well. The dinner was great thanks to the organization of our president, and I meet so many new sisters there it was a pleasure to see and meet them all. As dinner was winding down and all of us were heading back to the cars we came in, and me and my VC sisters, almost got lost. Two blondes in the front and two brunettes in the back (not going to name names) but we eventually found our way back to the hotel. It is now like I think 930-10pm and the night was still young. Tonight’s entertainment is Twinkledome, and omg is she a hottie and cutie, now she is a girl I would love to have relations with hehe. I ventured in to the ball room even tho I don’t dance I just wanted to see what was all the hoopla. I stayed until about 12 or so and went back to my room and slept..
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SCC WAS FUNTASTIC~SOME OCTOBER THOUGHTS
Karen Reeves October 2nd, 2007 5:55 pm MDT ~Some Thoughts: October 2007~Check Out My Revised & Updated Website: FoxyKaren.net
Hi Everyone !
"IF I CAN REACH FOR THE STARS IT IS ONLY BECAUSE OF THE SUPPORTING HELP OF MY TGIRLFRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS WHOSE SHOULDERS I STAND UPON !"
October is now here ! This is my favorite month of the year. Did you know that the WTNH TV8 (New Haven) Weatherman, Dr. Mel Goldstein, states that overall October is the least stormiest month of the year on average? HUMMM:-)
My favorite season is on tap ! The cooler, less humid days of autumn are a thrill for me. Warm days are followed by cool, crisp nights. The leaves on the trees of New England are adorned with bright fall colors. IT'S BOOT WEATHER GIRLS!!!!!
I hope this year to get some nice autumn pictures for this site. We shall see how well they come out!
Southern Comfort Conference ( 12 September - 16 September 2007 )
I attended my 4th SCC in Atlanta, Georgia this year. I arrived at the Hartsfield-Jackson Airport on Wednesday evening around 8:30 P.M. after an eventful flight.
I do have ONE MORE gripe with the airlines. Many of the airlines use smaller commuter jets now thus clogging up the airports with many more smaller planes and delaying flights. I also get irked with the virtually non existent luggage compartments on these flights. I went out and bought a much smaller piece of carry on luggage but since the overheads now can not store anything large than a loaf of bread I had to check all my belongings. Can you imagine going to a TG convention with no dresses????? At least I was allowed to carry my purse on board.
Once I got to the hotel I was politely "ambushed" by many friends. It was great hanging out in the lobby but after a day at work and a plane flight I was bushed. Fortunately my friend Alexis Rene bought me dinner so I did not starve. Thanks Alexis:-)
The hotel was new. I loved the decor of the hotel but heard rumblings that the service was not very good. I said they had better get their act together before the number of attendees to SCC tripled by Saturday night. Fortunately it did ! Disaster averted.
On Thursday I rolled out of bed to do a modeling session with Jamie Austin. I enjoyed it and got some great shots out in the garden with all the lovely flowers and the trees. I'm sitting on those pics for now. Sorry girls & guys !
In the afternoon one of my best friends, Lisa White of Massachusetts, arrived. She was my roommate and was attending SCC for the first time. When I greeted her up on the 3rd floor next to our room she looked so sweet and cute (of course she always does!!!!!). We chatted away in our room while I got her settled.
Dinner was at the Italian Restaurant in the lower level of the hotel. Lisa and I had Jenna Taylor, her roommate Lara, and Simone Lee as dinner partners. The food was great, the company even greater. I wish to thank Jenna for springing for the bill for me. Thanks sweetie:-):-):-) We were all feeling good after the wine.
That evening at dinner. I was wearing a hot blue, form fitting dress. I must admit that I was decked out to take no prisoners. None of the POWs seemed to mind surrendering to Lisa and I.
At any conventions there are room parties, visiting in the bars, and dancing. We did all three and hit the room around 4 A.M. BEDTIME !!!!! SNORE:-)
On Friday we slept to 11:30 A.M. and rolled out of bed to go to breakfast, errr lunch. The food was not notable. We did receive a pep talk on TG legislation winding its' way thru Congress. Hopefully discrimination against the TG community will be outlawed federally though I am not holding my breath on this.
In the evening we went out clubbing. Megan (who lives in Atlanta) drove us around in her Mercedes convertible. It was cool out but not bad. We hit this club and had a great time dancing, drinking, playing pool, drinking, chatting, and ahh drinking! Thanks for being a perfect tour guide Meagan. You are one live wire !
Lisa and I were in bed by 3:45 A.M. WOW earlier this night ! HA HA HA !
On Saturday we were dragging and since the lunches at the event were not to impress Lisa and I decided to curl up in bed and have room service. The Eggs Benedict breakfast (at noon time) was awesome. It was pricey but we deserved it!
In the afternoon I filmed a video for a television show. I'm not sure I did that well but the producer wanted to film Tgirls to portray our lives in a NON Jerry Springer type of atmosphere.
Funny thing is that I knew what I wanted to say UNTIL THE CAMERA STARTED ROLLING. I ad libbed it. If this show makes it to television look for it. With me in the show it maybe on the SciFi Channel !
The Saturday night banquet was great! The food was outstanding, the dancing and music was nice, and we each got a coffee mug as a keepsake. I got to bed "early" since I had to fly out the next morning at 9:30 A.M.
The flight home was not a problem. Thank goodness !
I want to give a huge thanks to my roommate Lisa White. She is one beautiful, classy, mature, and awesome friend. She was the best roommate by not snoring, hogging the bathroom, or fighting over make up.
We hung out a lot and went all over the place. I could not have asked for a more perfect roommate. In every way Lisa White is amazing. Girlfriend thanks for a nice time. You are definitely the best and girls a lot older than you should follow your example of class and dignity, mixed with plenty of sexiness! You have nothing to learn from them!!!!!
THE MAIN PICTURE
This picture was taken in June at the Be All Convention in Chicago. I was standing in the center atrium. Why did I post a picture of the Be All right after SCC you may ask. Well everyone else posted pictures of SCC. I am giving the site a change of pace.
ASK KAREN
I hope you like this feature also. Just email me any questions you might have and if I select your question, I will answer it next month. PLEASE EMAIL ME YOUR QUESTION AND DO NOT WRITE IT IN MY GUEST BOOK. YOU WILL OVERWHELM IT! No obscene questions please!
Dear Karen,
Why would anyone want to put you on television? I see no point in it. You have nothing to offer.
Miss I.M.A. _itch
Downer's Ville, OK
Dear Miss _itch,
Ahh I know you so well. Maybe I will be the lead in for a new reality show. Friday the 13th, part 56! (Scream erupt all over!).
I agree with the sentiments of many here regarding, "You got a 10" being repeatedly written in guest books. It's okay to do it but it does "get old". I'm guilty too ! I only started to do this so folks would know that I awarded them a 10. When I write to ANYONE in a positive manner from now on then you AUTOMATICALLY have my 10 vote if your ratings are on.
I also do not "cut & paste" the very same guest book comments, by the hundreds, each day to everyone. That "illusion" of individuality of comments to people when it, in reality, is not is just plain insincere.
FOXYKAREN.NET
My website has been totally revamped. It has three new galleries, for a total of 30 new pictures. The pictures are also in larger frame when you click upon them in the drop down bar. Now you don't need to wear glasses. You can reach right out and touch me:-)
The site also now includes a News Links where you can find out my latest travels and event appearances.
Click on the tab or banner above my profile here in URNA, check it out, and leave a guest book comment if you like! Thanks!
I wanted to present myself to the world in a positive light and to tell the world about myself. I think I have done that. I also wanted to represent the TG community at large.
I have said it before and I say it again, any accolades I receive are due to ALL OF YOU ! ! ! Thank you for supporting me in URNA! We ALL need love and friendship, anybody who believes differently does not understand human nurturing. Nobody can exist in a vacuum. I hope my website makes you proud of yourselves as well. I am honored to be your friend :-)
KAREN'S NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
I shall continue to work on this resolution in 2007. I still need to better myself in this department a lot!
I am dedicating my life to helping all you Tgirls. I pledge to help all of you by offering my best advice, lending a hand, or just shutting up and listening to you. I am not a genius nor do I have all the answers here but I do care.
I know I am not supposed to reveal my resolution but if I state it publicly then you can all hold me to it ! May I suggest some punishments if I come up short ?
1. You naysayers can say to me, "I told you so !"
2. You can use my picture as a dartboard !
3. You can put me on a new site URA- You Are Alone !
4. You can force me to wear guy's clothes- NO NO NO ! ! !
KAREN'S 8 FRONT PAGE FRIENDS FOR OCTOBER 2007
I noticed in March that the four friends on my front page were now boxed in yellow and they had four others joining them there as well. What was this, an outbreak of Yellow Fever? Oh my !
I then received an email from URNA explaining to me that they had instituted, for paid members, the ability to reconstitute your front friends page to list your top 8 "Best Friends"
But what if you have more than 8 Best Friends? What if they list YOU and you can NOT list THEM? Oh no! Surprised
So many of you wonderful girlfriends and boyfriends have reached out and touched my life that this presented a real problem to me. I had to find a solution. Here is mine starting in August.
I shall select a new top 8 "Front Page Friends" each month. Those people who are Gold Members and place me in their #1 slot on their front page will be in the top row, slots #3 & #4. Sorority Sisters of New England will be in slots #1 & #2.
Those Gold Members who have me on their front page in positions 2-8 will be in my second row, slots #7 & #8. Sorority Sisters of New England Gold Members will be in slot #5 and SSofNE Free Members will be in slot #6. Make any sense? Probably not:-)
I do not mean to slight non paying members but it is the paying members who support this site and the non paying members ability to have profiles here. Jon, Vicky, and Dan can not run this place as a charity.
My friends who care enough to list me on their front page at some point should receive some recognition. Saying "Everyone's my friend but ONLY THESE 8 will be on my front page forever!" seems a little too exclusive. I wish to thank these people for showing their friendship to me.
I will notify those selected that they have been selected. This is a small way to pay tribute in my monthly journal posting "SOME (MONTH) THOUGHTS".
This will be in lieu of my monthly "Karen's TGurl Awards".
So many of you hold a special place in my heart. You have helped me so much. I hope this solution does not offend anyone. If so then please email me.
Thank you for reading this and understanding! Laughing
*With Love & Respect*
~Karen~
BRENDA SUE ( Wheeling, IL )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/83995
DEAN M.L. ( Northampton, Sywell, UNITED KINGDOM )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/93507
JENN FOXX ( Northbridge, MA )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/17724
JESSICA MICHELLE PAULSEN ( Madison, WI )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/87212
KIMBERLY ANN VIRTUE ( San Diego, CA )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/35886
LAURA CARRILLO (Ft. Lauderdale, FL )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/SultryLaura
DANA ( Philadelphia, PA )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/54510
SYNTHA WALKER (Rochester, MN )
http://profiles.urnotalone.com/SynthyaW
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life
Katherine Chi September 24th, 2007 12:56 am MDTwell i am writing this cause of what happened to my mother, she was in the hospital for minor injuries. tho it still scared me because of her age. i love my mother with all my heart and solil, i dont know what i would do with out her. i hate seeing her in pain from the fall she took, it just scared me. and it sorta made me re-evaluate life and what the future holds for me, as i see it i dont think i will ever have a GF or a family of my own, due to the lifestyle i live. even tho i want that life with all my heart, it seems it will never come. also i have few physical freinds i can talk to that know me, no one wants to be freinds with a tranny. the freinds i do have seem to be all online,. tho they are great and all, its not the same as real phsycial freinds, i am doomed to a life of no freinds and no family of my own and no Girl freind. i love life dont get me wrong i just wish it was a lot more better for me, been thinking of life a lot lately just because of what i see others have. it makes me think of what i want but will never get. one of my biggest fears is dying alone. i am happy for my parents as they love each other and to know that they will always be together. one thing i regret at this point in my life is that i wouldnt be able to give my parents grand children, there are four F's that are essential to be happy in life and they are FAMILY. FRIENDS, FAITH, FUN, you need all of these to have a fulfilling life. i have maybe two of these. i am sorry if this sounds really sad and all its seems that life for me is only soso, and that nothing good or anything happens to me.[3 comments]