URNotAlone Journal for Anielle P Cherte, Non-Op M2F Trans-Bisexual Transsexual 0, 0 in Austin, Texas (United States)

Anielle P Cherte

February 6th, 2012 1:19 am MST

What do you do, when you recognize that the details of your life aren't all that bad, but you're unhappy anyway?

What do you do when you just plain can't see any good way to change?

What do you do when you look at each coming week with dread?

What do you do when hope is far outweighed by hopelessness?

What do you do when any dream that you've ever had seems impossible to realize?

What do you do?

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Re: What do you do? Fran L February 6th, 2012 6:09 am MST
Take some time off....cry a little, ...find local support.

http://outyouth.org/

http://www.cttgs.org/

Hope you don't mind those links. You're not alone in feeling that way. Things really bite, sometimes, but life's still a gift. (Are you still writing?)

Thanks for being my friend.

Fran
Re: What do you do? Jane S February 7th, 2012 2:20 am MST
Yes, maybe you cry a little, or a lot. You dry your tears on the shoulder of a friend, to make room for more if necessary. You scream at the moon, you rant at the sun, but then maybe you look in a mirror and say to the girl there "You are loved, you're not alone, and you will move on from where you are now." Take care hon. Hugs. Jane xxx
Re: What do you do? Patricia Leigh February 7th, 2012 7:33 am MST I cry. I write. I hope with all hope that changes can occur. I keep dreaming. Keep dreaming, honey, and cry until you can't cry anymore. Write until your hands hurt, and hope through it all.
Re: What do you do? harley mae rogers February 11th, 2012 7:21 am MST
Anielle dear,you just described to a "T" where I was two years ago.My personal answer was join URNA,find Doc and start talking to him.You pretty much know how it went from there.
Re: What do you do? Vicki February 24th, 2012 8:33 am MST I go shopping.