Journal Entries for Bonnie Lee Evans
First Entry
February 3rd, 2008 5:33 pm MST
I always hate writing in these things, I only update my 360 blog every few months. Guess that's the price of living in a quiet area of the world. Most of my time is spent over at flickr where I oversee a few groups and have several friends. I really do love this place tho', as I've made some of my virst and best friends here. Karen, if you read this, you really are the best friend a person could have! And Anna, what more can I say than you are always there for me when I need a hand. I know I sometimes don't heed your advice, (and always wish I would have!!!), but it means more to me than you'll ever know!!!
Anyway, guess I should say something more about why I'm here, and maybe where I'm headed, (like I have any idea where I'm headed!) Someone asked the question in one of my flickr groups today are we Gay, Bi, Hetero? This has really been bothering me a lot lately... I mean, I've always considered myself straight, in that I find nothing about a man attractive. But throw a pretty T-girl in there and my heart melts. Don't get me wrong, I love GG's, but almost every relationship I've ever had has been a train wreck! Therefore I really would rather stay out of a relationship than go through that BS again. See, my masculine side is very strong and I love doing "manly" things. I ride motorcycles & dirt bikes, Love to work on cars, etc. and none of them ever cared a lick for that, and considered it that I preffered these things over spending time with them. So can one of you fulltime or post op girls tell me how someone that used to be a man would feel in this situation?
Well, I geuss I've wasted enough time today, seem to do that a lot on this site. Huggs to all, Bonnie
