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Still Losing Weight!
Veronica Sue Winger November 5th, 2008 6:09 pm MSTI reached 175 lbs this morning! Only 5 lbs to go![Comment on this post]
Please tell me your thoughts about my photos!
Cari (anne) Christi October 30th, 2008 7:50 pm MDTWhat are your thoughts about my photos and look? Love, Cari Christi[2 comments]
TS Therapist & Facial Feminization Surgery
Veronica Sue Winger October 22nd, 2008 5:22 am MDTI'd like to learn more about Feleshia Porter, MS, LPC and Peter Raphael MD. She's a therapist/counselor and he is a plastic surgeon. I found both through online TS Women's resources. They both work close to my home too. Thank you for your help.[1 comment]
On Target
Veronica Sue Winger October 6th, 2008 9:54 am MDTWoo hoo! I've lost 10 lbs in 1 month! I'm down to 180 lbs. which has been like a wall in the past, but my diet diary is really helping me to control my calories and stay on track for 170 lbs.[Comment on this post]
Waxing
Steffi Cd Nj October 4th, 2008 3:44 pm MDTI got my first ever waxing today... Quite an experience! It will be so nice not having to shave and still be smooth and sexy :)[Comment on this post]
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Sherryutah October 4th, 2008 3:20 pm MDThttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-DPV-vswIM[1 comment]
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Sherryutah October 4th, 2008 3:18 pm MDThttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-DPV-vswIM[Comment on this post]
I've come a long way baby!!
Jessica Thomas September 27th, 2008 12:24 pm MDT Life has gotten fun since my first journal entry. Meeting more and more supportive people everyday and going out more places in more ways than I ever would have dreamed of. Just 7 months ago, dressing in the house and walking NEAR the front door was a rush. Now, I walk down the street in Hillcrest in broad daylight, go out dancing and have more fun as a girl than I ever would have thought. Paulina Kaye has been my mentor and pivot pont. Literally dragging me out and throwing me into the scene when I needed it most. San Diego is becoming a great city for cross-dressers and T-girls. On any given night (or day) you can go out and be safe, protected and totally accepted. If you are from Southern California and have never been out then this is your chance. If your from anywhere else, we would totally take pride in showing off our beautiful little community to you. Contact me.[Comment on this post]
Stopping The Hate
Meghan Chavalier September 13th, 2008 5:34 am MDTI recently started a new LGBT Organization called Stopping The Hate. Please visit the website for more information. http://www.stoppingthehate.com xoxo Meghan[Comment on this post]
Unraveling Michelle Screening
Jenna Elizabeth Taylor September 7th, 2008 10:47 pm MDTLocal film maker Michelle Farrell will be screening her homegrown documentary at the Local film maker Michelle Farrell will be screening her homegrown documentary at theNew York International Independent Film and Video Festival OPENING NIGHT THURSDAY SEPTEMBER 18th - Unraveling Michelle Screening Saturday 4pm. The OPENING NIGHT PARTY and art/film market at MANSION ON THURSDAY, SEPTEMBER 18TH brings participating filmmakers, producers and artists together. Designed as an "open-air" market, the whole spectrum of the film, art and entertainment industry will be invited to attend thus creating a valuable opportunity for NYIIFVF and NYIAF participants to promote their projects and network with relevant industry professionals. Details: MANSION 530 W. 28TH STREET BETWEEN 10TH AND 11TH AVENUE 6PM-MIDNIGHT, Strict dress code: NO T-SHIRTS, JERSEYS, SWEATS, SNEAKERS AND BASEBALL HATS 21 and over only. No Exceptions http://www.nyfilmvideo.com/2008/ny-fall-2008/presrelease/opening-night.htm AFTER-PARTIES: Each night the festival will host after-parties at some of the best venues in New York. A list of our after-parties will be posted on www.nyfilmvideo.com and will also be listed in the program. We are doing our very best to get everyone in for free but venues marked with *** in the program schedule do have a reputation for being very trendy and upscale. We are also guests of the club. You must dress appropriately. NO T-SHIRTS, SNEAKERS, JERSEYS, BASEBALL HATS, BAGGY JEANS, SWEATS, ETC. ALL AFTER-PARTIES ARE FOR 21 AND OVER ONLY. NO EXCEPTIONS. PLEASE KEEP YOUR VIP PASS ON YOU AT ALL TIMES AT THE AFTER-PARTIES. Please email Annalisa San Juan at annalisa@itndistribution.com if you have any questions regarding the after-parties. REMEMBER, for 12 dollars(advance ticket) you get a movie and a party. Unraveling Michelle will be screened on Saturday 9/20 at 4pm. I hope that you can come up to support our documentary.[Comment on this post]
CBS Sunday Good Morning Show about TS.
Veronica Sue Winger September 7th, 2008 7:22 am MDTCBS Sunday Good Morning show had a good program about Trinidad, CO, Dr. Marcie Bowers, and Transexuals. I learned a few things. About 1,000 girls undergo SRS a year. There are probably only 6 doctors who do it full time. And a common theme I've heard for years of surgery or suicide as the head and body do not match, though many try everything to push away the unwanted dilemna. I certainly can relate.[Comment on this post]
Successful 1st day!
Veronica Sue Winger September 3rd, 2008 9:42 pm MDTWoo hoo! I only ate 1,220 calories today! It can be done, if only I can keep it up. My diet diary is really helping.[Comment on this post]
Fresh Start
Veronica Sue Winger September 3rd, 2008 4:44 am MDTMaybe this journal will keep me on track. Denial hasn't worked, so moving forward might, but it is quite scary. My plan is to first lose weight, then maybe electrolysis and a nose job, then possibly hormones. Today I learned that I need only 12-1500 calories per day to lose 20 lbs in 2-4 months. I will start a diet journal to track my calories. I exercise nearly every day which burns about 400 calories per day. So, here we go![Comment on this post]
August 2008 update
Della Hammond September 1st, 2008 4:21 pm MDTLife has been quiet here - for Della at least. Everything else has been hectic and my one recent chance for a makeover was a great relief. Maybe later this month will bring some cheer as well. Each time I have these opportunities I always feel good about myself and life in general. Each time seems a bit more natural. The sense of peace and relaxation washed over me, together with the thought - 'why can't it be like this more often?'. I doubt that it ever will be, so I must enjoy things as they happen.[Comment on this post]
Thoughts on Religion
Kimberly Elise August 21st, 2008 5:50 am MDTJust a note so there is no misunderstanding...if you're religious, I'm glad your religion works for you. But your religion is a private matter, so please don't try to convert me. I am quite happy the way I am. If anything changes, I'll call you. What are my beliefs? I'm basically an agnostic. Additionally, I'm interested in Buddhism and Hinduism, and have read some of the writings of J. Krishnamurti. I know this sounds kind of nebulous, but the fact is no human being can say for sure where we all came from and why our universe exists. As the author Geoffrey Wolfe once wrote, "We really don't know who we are, or where we have come from, or what we have done, or why." If you have read this far, log onto parabola.org. It's a great website (and magazine) which represents all faiths.
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Darlene still looking for her galpal
Darlene Gizelle Renee Broussard August 18th, 2008 8:32 pm MDThey ladies out there in so cal im still looking for a galpal to hang out with share company time at your place or mine and go out and enjoy each other company too lets be carefree and enjoy life for all its worth hugs to all the tran lezzz out ther hugs Darlene[Comment on this post]
BACK IN TX
Candis Beach July 31st, 2008 3:38 pm MDThowwwdeee im back in TX , thank heaven , AND im looking for a few girls to work for me , i own a haunt open in oct , weekends only ! great pay , let me know if your interested !!!!!!!!![Comment on this post]
Darkness
Sky July 23rd, 2008 1:35 pm MDT Darkness Darkness takin over my soul taking me down roads i don't know leading my places i don't want to go places i don't even know. how do i cope where do i go to fix my lost soul darker and darker has each day ends when will this darkness end this darkness taken over my soul confusion confusion rain down in my mind how do i cope where do i go to fix my lost soul i may never win this battle of this darkness thats taken over my soul.[2 comments]
Of Moonlight and Mozart.
Joanna July 18th, 2008 9:34 pm MDTI love my vintage 12 speed road bike. Summertime in the Northern Adirondack mountains are great days for riding. Yesterday on my ride, I Stopped to visit a friend and ended up fixing her bike and her sons bike. Then we rode to a small nearby farm. We got to play with some baby goats and watched Mom being milked. Then I met the kittens and and fell in love with a red and white very affectionate barn kitten. It was a full Moon on the 5 mile ride back home. It was just magic with mist in the marshes lit by the moonlight and patches of moonlight spilling through open patches in the forest along the road. I rode home without turning on my headlamp. Today I drove to the big city to get all the needed kitten supplies. So now Mozart, my beautiful little kitten is asleep here at my feet while I type this out. I am just in awe of this wonderful llittle trusting and affectionate gift Ihave been given. <Sigh of happines>[2 comments]
The Emergence of Joanna
Joanna July 9th, 2008 2:56 pm MDTOnce upon a time I was stealthed by Terri. It took me a few days to realize or accept the fact that the pretty girl that seduced me while driving along US 1 in Ft Lauderdale was not a real girl. Even when I realized who she was, all I could do was smile, her kiss was so incredibly nice. But only her guy voice ever answered the phone saying that I had a wrong number. And so I continued to date GGs. Then I moved up North for a few years and then transferred back to Miami again. I would be living aboard my sailboat in a North Miami marina. When I visited the marina where I would be living I met my soon to be neighbor. Robin, my future neighbor was painting her beautiful antique wood boat. She was all legs and longhair. She was very shy and quiet but eventually opened up and we had a nice chat that somehow got around to living on boats and family acceptance. I had 30 days to dream of this girl as I was sailing my boat back to Miami. When I moved in, I asked about Robin because her boat was gone. I said I thought she was very nice and very pretty. They all laughed at me. They told me Robin was really a guy and got thrown out of the marina. Argh! I was pissed at those mean people and heart broken. Up until then I just assumed Robin was a GG. I had to do some soul searching but realized that Robin was more important than any ingrained homophobia I might have. I searched every marina in the area and then started checking out some gay bars to see if I could find her. Then I found Trixies Drag Bar. Wow! what an experience for a straight guy like like me, especially in the military! These people really know how to have fun! But I did not think that Robin would be hanging out in bars and stuff. I gave up the search and continued with my hetero and military social life. Then after a few more years and some "stressful" incidents, the military put me on brain meds and told me I had to retire. Then I looked up my past girlfriend that I had before I left home years and years ago. She was no longer married but was now gay. Then one day I met a really cute drag boy on vacation in South Beach while I was doing some photography. WOW! this realy shifted some perspectives. Then I started going back to Trixies Drag Bar. I met a whole different type of people from the hetero crowd. These people were nice. They seemed to enjoy life and wanted to do nice things for me. One memorable little drag boy sat next to me one time and told me how he liked to sew and how he made his dress. How he liked to cook and clean. This one wonderful person shattered the whole hetero paradigm for me. It was then I realized that In the hetero world, girls were always testing to see what I would be able to do for them and I was always trying to prove myself to them. I have never had a GG try to prove herself to me as this one little drag boy did. Now I can only see the hetero mating and dating crowd as a bunch of desperate people trying to fulfill their genetic imperative. Then I gave up on the concept of normalcy and decided to jump in, have some fun and join the insanity. First I bought a dress to wear for when I would finally meet my long lost but now gay girlfriend. A simple joke I thought. The cross dressing joke turned into a major engineering project. I paid for a makeover to learn how to do makeup, found out that corsets are incredibly calming devices, learned to safely shave my legs and bought a pair of wonderful 6 inch platform heels. I got up on stage and did some lip sync performances and dancing ... it was a riot. At night clubs they waved me in ahead of the line, bartenders gave me free drinks. I learned what goes on in the night club ladies room. And guys propositioned me and then turned white and ran when I answered in my guy voice. I even had one creepy drunk guy follow me in the parking lot. Then I retired, left Miami and moved to the mountains, my life long dream. My drag days were only for 6 months and I have no deep emotional drive to want to dress for gender or sexual reasons. For some reason I have kept Joanna's suitcase of party clothes. But there is part of Joanna that will not let go of me and it has nothing to do with the clothes or wanting to be a woman. Bit by bit I have been trying to learn what Joanna has been trying to say to me. The joke flopped with my past girlfriend but she appreciated my attempt to shift perspective. We are still great friends and she is really wonderful. If anyone knows of a girl named Robin that lives on a boat, I would appreciate very much to know that she is OK.[Comment on this post]