Journal Entries for Bonnie B
I give!
July 11th, 2010 9:08 am MDT
I really just don't understand the world anymore. Well no that is wrong... I think I understand the world too much. What I don't understand is why someone like myself has to live in it... and since I know what has just crossed your mind I am not refering to my transition in any way, nor am I stating an intent on suicide. I have gotten over it, that part of who I am makes me no different than anyone on this planet. What I am talking about is the fact that, I see clearly, and with my creativity and intelligence I have these ideas of how to change, or provide or create... but I haven't been blessed with a means to release these ideas!
AGGH, its driving me mad. Just check me into the nut house now. All that I want to do... ALL that I EVER WANTED to do was be able to create what pops into my mind. To bring them into the world and just add a little bit. Even this blog is part of the warped creations of my head. If in some small way you have taken something out of this than what I envisioned has come true.
People are paying 1000 dollars just to have something FIRST. "Big Business" is ravaging our planet because we as a species can not get past our beleif in "frontier ecconomics". Use the resources and move on... never mind that those resources are running out. REALLY?!? Theses are the things that we hold up as "SUCCESS"? Are these the examples that we claim defines us as a species on this planet?
I just want to ADD to the world... NOT take from it...
Why does this make me an outcast?
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