Journal Entries for Lisa Ann S.
Losing fear
May 17th, 2010 8:36 pm MDT
I have been losing the fear to be in public, I know that I don't come close to passing but still I just dress up and go into shops and public malls without makeup or hiding my car or anything. Its like I just don't want to lie anymore. So I show the real me and see what happens. You know what... nothing happens. Police just smile and watch you walk by, kids wave or gawk and the parents are completely unaware (burying their faces in phones and PDA's). The worst is the clerks, male or female, they just look with a sad face and say (robotically) "can i help you". I just smile and say I'm fine. Some how even with the lack of interest the world has in this I get a thrill from seeing myself in public, around other people and dressed as a lady. So I will continue, its my destiny :).
Lisa
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