Journal Entries for Quinn Cussaine
sick of being dumped
December 17th, 2008 8:47 am MST
another year, another botched relationship- someone slap me out of this fugue
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December 15th, 2008 8:14 am MST
Its a dark time that we live in- and I suppose im a product of the times. A child of the grunge era, when rock was rock and rebellion still meant something. Im a desensitized monster, devoid of most emotions other than disgust( ie-Patrick Bateman).If you dont believe me, take one long steady look into my baby blues-This is not a braggarts claim, merely a fact. Im an eccentric, an animal, and everything most people hate.I see humor in the most horrid things, and proudly subscribe to the Tyler Durden philosophy.(read fight club for those not in the know,its more than a cute movie, its a philosophy,by god). You may not know me, and if you do, theres still a good chance you hate me.This does not bother me. I hate the general masses,or rather the herd of stupid cattle that mankind has become- wandering hither and yon, waiting for feeding time and the big sleep. I am not a creature who will go softly into that good night. At one point I believed I was an angel with broken wings, trying to be a devil- Ive found the opposite to be true- that a few of my formative years were spent suppressing the horrible thoughts and impulses I hid behind my cherubic little face. I do not see the sactity in human life. I am more prone to weeping at the death of a mongrel than a man. All of the above taken into consideration, the impulses, the lowered sensetivity,etc, I never the less remain one of the most amiable people youll ever meet. And Im quite a kisser to boot- I can moisten panties with a whisper in the ear, give raging erections with a few well placed nips, or drive someone to stab me with a clever turn of phrase. Ive a sharp mind and a quick tongue that would make any veteran lesbian jealous. To me, at least theres nothing more enticing than a dark sense of humor, and a brilliant mind to back it up, aesthetics are tertiary. If you are fated to be one of the few who call me friend, youll never find someone more loyal, or self sacrificing, as long as its mutual. The unknown nemesis of most, the friend of a few. I am an odd little imp, full of contradictions, making sense to few save myself. Then again, Im the only one in the end I answer to I suppose. Its all this and a dash more that make me such a great host, The unwanted babe, black sheep, cross dressing, bare knuckle boxing, thespian, poetic smug bastard. If ever you're near my little haunt, stop in for a drink, where the villians come to celebrate and the heroes come to drown their sorrows- Yours always, yours truly- Jackie Random
