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Tammie's & Debra's 1st Encounter of the 3rd Kind

August 8th, 2006 9:43 am MDT

As previously stated in my other boring journal entries, Deb and I met about 6 months ago and our relationship blossomed into something quite special, well special for Deb and I at least! :) We fell deeply in love, had some doubts, went through some very trying times and through it all, we emerged even more in love.... 4 weeks ago we planned for our first encounter :-D So last Friday morning after a nice flight Deb picked me up at Austin Intl Airport and she was the first TS to see me in drab, yuck! But I got over it pretty fast Deb took me home where we sat on the couch and tried to relax. I slightly hinted around that I was hungry ...OMG I AM STARVING!!!!! In which she politely gave me a bowl of homemade chicken stew...have I ever told you Debra is perfect!!! 

We lounged around for the afternoon, cuddling and nice little kisses, we were both in heaven! I could not believe that our love could grow anymore than it had, but it was like magic. I know if anyone reads this, they will undoubtedly think we are exaggerating but honestly it is like we are one person, like we having been searching for centuries for the other half. Later we went to the groceries and stocked up on some supplies for the weekend, a bottle of wine and fresh fruit to make Sangria, and ingredients for my not so famous enchilada pie. We arrived "home" to tired to cook so we went to bed, relaxed and tried to stay up and watch the X-Games...I fell asleep laying next to Deb, feeling her warmth and for the first time in 16 years I slept with another person. I never thought it would be possible to feel the joy that I felt that evening! :)

Saturday morning, again the closeness of waking in another person's arms, someone that you are you are so deeply in love with, and most important, someone who feels exactly the same way in return! Did I tell you how amazing Deb is? She has gone through so much in this past year, more than most people have gone through in a lifetime and she is still a very loving and caring person! After a hearty breakfast of breakfast shakes and "happy pills",  I made Deb take me to Austin to be a tourist and to one of the famous Jack in a Box restaurants.

Back home for some R&R and more cuddling before our planned evening to Bout Time a TG friendly club and lucky for us, FREE billiards!!!!!! We played against each other and teamed up against some nice gentleman all the while stealing kisses and hugs from each other (making the straight Cd's in the club quite miffed)   When we shot pool against each other there was no competition what so ever, each of us wanting the other to make the shot, it was just the two of us having the night of our lives. But OMG the magic of that evening was just indescribable, minute by minute ever since Friday morning when I first landed, our love for each other kept growing, it is like we are one person incomplete without the other. After turning down numerous propositions from the gentlemen we closed the bar and wen to a nearby IHOP for coffee and and an early 3am breakfast. Unfortunately for Deb since the IHOP was quite busy, I made her control herself, so she had to refrain from kissing me. I just did not think it was appropriate for us to kiss in a public, where the "normal" peeps might think we are sick pervs. Maybe I am wrong about that but I just think there is a proper place and that is not it. Anyway, I would make up for it when we got back home!

 4:30am Sunday morning, back home we both experienced something quite new to us and enchanting, we took things very slow, the tenderness, affection and a new and ever strengthening bond for each other that just kept building those wee hours that morning was so astonishing.

 I know some people will think it is just sex and how can we really be sure, but is more than that, truthfully, it was more like wanting to please and cherish the other not merely wanting something for our self! Neither of us want it to be about the hollow gratification of just sex and I believe we both know it is and never will be. Trust me, from from both of us coming from failed marriages, and I know what lust is, I have had plenty of lust, this is so much different. We are not going through this blindly, know there are neigh Sayers but this is true love, "The Princess Bride" type true love!

 Sunday, after taking our happy pills, just laid around the remainder of the morning, staying close and thinking about the next day when I would leave, we both unsuccessfully fought back the tears of the upcoming separation, comforting each other when we needed. 

 We made lunch (grilled chicken enchilada pie with green enchilada sauce) together stealing kisses when ever we could, sharing the warmth and touch of each other was the only thing that made the next day's parting bearable.

We shared a wonderful dinner, drank the fresh sangria, then had Haagen Dazs for desert! Deb had the mint chocolate chip and I had the coffee, of course we shared

Sunday evening we changed plans and  decided to stay home and enjoy each other, trying to comfort one another the rest of the night, we did not get much sleep that night, waking up numerous times.

As well as the weekend went, having such a wonderful magical time, Monday was so hard the tears flowed and we tried to comfort each other...

After a few days, I made reservations for a return flight at the end of August,

I trully love Debra Anne Johnson and I can't wait to spend the rest of our lives together.

Yes, a little bit of news left out, Debra asked me to marry her!!!!.........of course....... I said, YES