URNotAlone

My Friends

August 18th, 2006 7:26 am MDT

I suppose the only way to get this off my chest is to write about it. When Deb and I first fell in love I never dreamed it would change my life the way it has. We are so much in love, like two parts of a whole person as if we have been searching for each other for centuries, being married, having numerous crushes, I can honestly say i have never felt this strongly about another person as I feel for Debra. The warmth of her voice in the middle of day at work makes all the cares, stress vanish and puts a smile on my face.

I want to appologize to all my friends that I have neglected, Kim, Ness, Sky, Susan, Karen, Michelle, Martha, Steffanie, Kristine, Pam, Lisa, Jennifer, Jan and the rest of the girls whom I consider dear friends and I hope you consider me as much your friend. I am so sorry but everything that Deb and I have been going through lately, the terrible hardships that some of you know about, that has reinforced our love and dedication for one another. It just makes it hard to divide time up, I have the feeling that I have hurt some of you, maybe that is me being to narcisitic or vain, who knows. But until we are together always, I am finding it hard not spending most of my time with her in any way that I can.

I love you girls trully, but I am in love with Debra Anne Johnson and our relationship means more to me than anything in this world at the moment and I do not see an end to it, ever, for every minute, every hour, and every day our love keeps on growing.

I/we have never been happier, the sadness, loneliness and depression is gone finally, for good? Who knows? All I know this is real and I will keep it real as long as I can!

I deeply love you all!

And Deb :) I Love You!!
Tammie