URNotAlone

Turning 50 and a New Year

January 1st, 2008 10:25 am MST

Wish I could have noting but great news, but with our lifestyle, everyone knows that is not possible. This passed Christmas and leading up to New Years Eve. Deb's Mom came into town to spend Christmas with us she is so great, and a very beautiful person, inside and out. With her support we had a talk with my Mom, whom has had trouble dealing with me, mainly because of her religious background. The discussion did not go well, which in turn had repercussions with my younger sister, who sent me a couple of nasty emails.

New Years Eve, we were invited to my X's house for a party, and after My family found out that Tammie would be there, they all decided not to show up. So it was Deb, Deb's Mom (Suni) and my X and me. I feel really guilty but have decided to stop trying to seek my family's support. Its to hard to go through the ups, downs and the heartbreaks. If they want to make the effort so be it, I am finished with them.

 I was hoping they would come around and eventually help me with my son, but instead I have alienated them also.

I have the support of Deb, Suni (Mom) and most of her family, of which I am so grateful. The warmth I feel when I think of them is so beautiful.  :-D