Chrissy Catherine Baby
"is wishing everyone a Joyful Holiday Season"
Journal Entries for Chrissy Catherine Baby
To be or not to be
March 22nd, 2008 2:34 pm MDT
Life is full of choices, what to eat, where to go, who to be, what we do and how we choose effects a lot of people, especially ourselves. The most important person we affect is ourselves, shouldn't we chose the thing that makes us happy, not doing something just so somebody else doesn't disapprove of us. All of us here have accepted the Transgender lifestyle in one form or another, whatever the reason, it is of our own chosing and we have to be comfortable with ourselves, not worry about what everyone in society thinks. So stop throwing away all those pretty clothes, make yourself happy. A good friend of mine asked me why I dress and I told him I enjoy experiencing both sides of life, both male and female, because of it, I have become a better Human Being. In the words of a great man, Yogi Berra, "When you come to the fork in the road, take it." A few of you have asked about my "yearbook" picture, well 13 years ago (ugh), a photgrapher friend of mine took it to replace the one in my own high school yearbook and I pasted it next to my guy one. If I only had done it in High School, I might have went to the prom -lol.
Curb Your Enthusiasum
October 3rd, 2006 1:28 pm MDT
There is an old World War II move titled "Commandos Strike at Dawn" which I was going to use as the title of this entry or "December 7th has come early this year." But I decided to use the above instead. What I am refering to are those individuals, who for what ever reason, deem it necessary to give fellow members low votes. I see it every day, beautiful girls here given very low votes, come on please. I realize you people have some very high standards, but cut us some slack, if you want to have "fun" rating people, I suggest to try "Hot or Not". Try reading the person's profile before casting that vote, the beauty in the soul should count for something. I work very hard on my appearence, it's not easy going from guy to girl, and I try to present a most femmine image as posible, I am not a 10 by any means, but I certainly am not a 4, "how about somethin for the effort". I do not spam for votes and I don't expect people to vote for me because I gave them a 10, my comments are genuine, so to all you "Ninja Voters" out there, if you leave me or anybody here a low vote at least have the guts to leave a comment in our guestbook. We have all been out in the real world and understand too well societys prejudice against us, in here, we should have kindness and understanding. I love you all as sisters in a common cause, even you ninjas-lol. CC
See the pretty girl in the mirror......
August 19th, 2006 6:38 am MDT
I was watching an old movie the other night, "West Side Story", and when it came to the part where Maria sings the song, "I Feel Pretty", I thought how it pertains to all of us. .....See the pretty girl in the mirror there, who can that attractive girl be......Remember the first time you dressed up and saw your image for the first time, who is that girl and how you strived to make her as pretty as posible. I think that girl was my first love. And they say you never get over your first love. The past year, I have had to battle a serious disease, it was caught early enough and after an exhausting round of treatments, I was given a clean bill of health, a second chance at life. To all my friends here at URNA, thank you soooooo much for your kind thoughts and well wishes, your friendships mean the world to me, to the other girls here, I have yet to meet, be kind an caring to each other, remember the girl in the mirror. My wife and I are taking a much need month long vacation, flying by the seat of our pants so to speak, taking the roads less travelled. An the girl in the mirror will be back better then ever. My Biggest Huggs to you all, CC
One Year Anniversary
July 5th, 2006 5:49 am MDT
Wow, I cannot believe a year has past since I joined URNA. And what a year it's been. A regular rollarcoaster ride with peaks an valleys, highs and lows. The most important thing is meeting so many wonderful people on this site, it is so nice to chat with people that share common interests and the same hopes and fears, that we had to bear alone. Not to mention those same lonely hotel rooms, where we get all dressed up and have no place to go. Today we are at a new age and a new beginning, we are finally being recognized as unique and wonderful human beings, male and female. Thank you Jon and Dan and all the wonderful people at URNA, for a terriffic yean and many more to come. On a personal note, I am back in the gym, trying to regain my girlish figure-lol, the Doctor's should be giving me my outlook around the end of the month. Right now it's diet, exercise, funny movies, positive outlook and a lot of thank yous, Hope to see you all in chat again real soon. Bigg Huggs, CC
Life Is Short
June 18th, 2006 4:20 pm MDT
We all have heard or used the expression "Life is short.", but do you realize it is the longest thing that any of us will ever do. It is just that the period of time we are alotted is inflexible. I am lucky to be on the mend from a serious disease, things this time are working in my favor and I should know in about a month or so if I have beat it. My Doctors say all treatments have worked better then even they have expected and everything apears positive. Given a second chance at life, is something we all have to experience, hopefully through this all, I will become a much better person. Now I've got to start building up my stamina, and get back into shape. Thank you to all my friends and supporters for all their kind words and well wishes, I do love you all. There is a song by Jimi Hendrix, entitled "If six were nine", and there is a line in it that is very appropo..........."I'm gonna die when its's time for me to die, so let me live my life the way I want to."........CC
Remembering
May 21st, 2006 2:59 pm MDT
It is always sad to here of someone's passing. Recently some of our sisterhood have passed on before their time. Each life is a miracle, that leaves it a better place then it was before. Honor those special people and they will never be forgotten. We don't know when our own end will be, enjoy each day as if it were your last. All I know is I've had the simple pleasure of being alive when the sun was shinning and the rain was falling, I've had mine and no one can ever take it away from me. Be kind to each other, Bigg Huggs, CC
Laughter is the Best Medicine
May 2nd, 2006 4:41 am MDT
To all my Dear Friends, Things have finally begun to turn around, treatments are working and it looks like I am on the upswing. But medical science is usualy not enoungh, I had remember reading years ago about a cancer patient, who was terminal and rented every comedy video he could, so he would not be depressed at the end. Not only did it lift his spirits, but it seemed to have an effect on his disease and completely reversed it. With nothing to loose, I decided to try the same course. What I have gotten is a positive out look and great peace of mind. Also my jaw aches and my side hurts from laughing too much. But, I found one cannot laugh too much, there are so many depressing things in this world today, we have to put them aside and stress the positive. It seems to be working for me. I am a far better person now then I was before and I hope to continue to grow into an even better one. I do love you all and hope to be back chatting with you all again soon. Bigg Huggs, CC
You only live twice
March 17th, 2006 9:13 pm MST
The late James Bond writer, Ian Fleming, wrote an attempt at Japanese haiku, in his book by the same title.......You only live twice:....Once when you are born, And once when you look death in the face............ I can understand the meaning of that now, as I am living my second life. It seems the cure is worse then the disease, as I mentioned before what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, and I feel I am getting stronger every day. It does make me tired a lot and if I haven't replied to your e-mail please give me a chance, I will get back to you. Everything seems to be progressing fine, and I should come out of this a much beter person, at least I plan to. As there is no magic bullet, everything takes time and time is what I have. To everyone who wished me well, thank you, it is such a great feeling having such wonderfull friends. I hope to be back with more news in a couple of weeks, be well........love, CC
Why me..........Why not!
March 10th, 2006 9:39 pm MST
When a person has an accident or comes down with a serious illness, their first reaction is always, Why me. Why was I dealt this lousy hand? I have had time to think on that and my answer is why not. While we are all special in our own ways, we are not unique or different then anyone else, it is a part of the life cycle, we are brought into this world and surely as the sun comes up in the morning, we will leave it. We have to live everyday like it was our last, never say I'll do that next week or maybe next year, life is that uncertain. A few years ago a dear friend of mine died of breast cancer, a bit unusal for a male, having tried to acheive a feminine look only to die from a disease that kills women, the ultimate irony. Now I found myself with a more traditional male version. They say they have caught it early enough but the treatments are hell, you have good days and bad days, like my grandmother said "What doesn't kill you only make you stronger.", I think I will become a very strong person. I am writing this journal, to help me overcome my fears and maybe help someone else along the way. In the bitter radish that bites into me, I feel the autumn wind.............BasshoTake care and be well, CC
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