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It growing on me

March 29th, 2008 9:38 am MDT

OK here goes another attempt to be me. Last night i had a chance to dress up and have fun as Megan. After 2 days of being stood up by guys i decided to just get dressed and take another drive. I dressed and while out i must sy i got bolder. I was out for almost 2 hrs this trip, I drove, hit an ATM just silly things. I realized the weird thing is that i take areful steps to not be seen,but somewhere deep down i want people to see me. Deep down you want that cute guy to looke twice or smile at you. I can be rpoud of last night, i am taking bigger steps, bolder moves for me and loving it. Maybe sometime this year Megan is going to really be out. Now if i can only find a date. LOL Last but not least by any means, i am proud because i am really doing this for myself and not having anyone to share it with right now is fine with me. One step at a time

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  • Kari Ann
    Re: It growing on me Kari Ann March 31st, 2008 6:27 pm MDT Great move, Sis!  I know you're going to find your dream soon enough.  Just stick with it, and time and luck will allow you the same wonder and joy that many others (and hopefully me too) will enjoy!!  XOXO Kari
  • Vanessa Carr
    Re: It growing on me Vanessa Carr August 17th, 2008 9:24 pm MDT

    Amanda, I admire your courage.  I used to go out and loved being out.  I think your right that it will take little steps to get comfortable with it.  I'm back in that position with needing to bring my courage back up enough to venture out.  I've been stood up by guys before also and that sucks.  That's OK girl, they weren't worth you.  Their will be a guy out there that will be there on time and with flowers.  Just trust.  Good fortune to you girl.    

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