URNotAlone

Serious thoughts

June 2nd, 2008 11:10 pm MDT

The last few weeks have allowed me a chance to do some thinking. SOmetimes that can be a good thing and sometimes it can be bad for me. LOL. Well I did some thinking about looking for new makeup shades, clothes and so on. Well after alot of debate in my head I made a plan, hit the mall and Old Navy and with the help of a sweet sales girl, we picked out a complete outfit. What was  a first for me, was the first time i got femme and i wore pants, No skirt, no pantyhose, no high heels. this time cute capri pants,  layered top and flip flops. Wow what a difference it made. I felt great. I was so shocked at how i looked in the mirror. I could fit in with all the Southern Belles i see and learn from everyday. I still love a more glam look, but my thought now is i just want that everyday look. It is easy and looks great. I posted a few pic to my profile. The main pic was made that night and i loved it. The short walk i took that night to the back of my yard, I noticed my shadow and how my walk looked in the light, how the shoes made that sound as i walked. It was wonderful. Again nobody to share it with, but, this was for me. I feel better about my look and feel i am almost there ready to hit the town at some point. So wish me luck