URNotAlone

Update Sept 1, 2005 through Jan 2, 2006

April 14th, 2006 10:46 am MDT

Many of you have asked me to share more of my story with my ex-gf, so I'll try to summarize it here.  Actually it involves two ex-gfs (at different times), but I'll combine the experiences into one for convenience. It all started some years ago when an ex-gf wanted to have a "lesbian" affair with me.  Since I'm a straight male, I didn't know what she meant.  She loved my masculinity, but she also wanted to bring out my feminine side.  One winter she asked me to put on one of her bras, a pair of her pantyhose, one of her tight tops and short skirts.  After laughing about it as we modeled for each other, she got more sensuously serious and asked me to shave my chest (what little hair I had) and also my legs, butt and more.  When I put her bra and pantyhose on after that, I couldn't believe it!  No wonder women love to wear silky pantyhose: they feel so smooth against shaved skin like that (I never knew!).  She then dressed me totally sexy and then put make-up on me and I could almost "pass" as a female, at least with the lights down low. :)  She then proceeded to make love to her "woman" slowly.  There is a lot more to it than that, but it's probably best if I stop there. :)  --------I will say, however, that kissing a woman's lips with lipstick (sticky and moist) on BOTH of us is an amazing sensual experience!  It fulfilled her fantasy and I never knew what a turn-on that could  be for her AND for me.  It helped me learn more about feminine sensuality.  She even helped me find some breast forms, a wig, and some heels (the ones you see in my profile pic) to wear to really pass as a feminine woman, though we never went out like that.  She had no desire to be with another woman; she just wanted me to be her man AND her woman.  Unfortunately, we broke up some time later and I've been trying to find a woman who wants to engage in the same experience since, not an easy task!  In the meantime, I want to learn  more how to look and feel like a feminine woman.  --------I've learned a lot from URNA members, including Tiffany Michelle Lloyd, Keri Renault, and Kaitlyn Alexis (a huge thank you to all three of you!), and now I just want to keep improving how I look.  Since joining URNA in July 2005, many of you have written such kind  messages.  Thank you so much--you have been an inspiration to me.  I've managed to learn to walk quite well in heels, but need lots of help with make-up.  I guess it just takes practice.  Wearing sexy clothes feels wonderful, but my goal is to look as naturally feminine and "pass" as much as possible, so I'm trying to find outfits that will work in public. :) --------Sorry for the long update--I hope it was ok to share it with you.  Hugs and kisses, Lana