URNotAlone

The bitch is back!

February 3rd, 2007 9:11 am MST

Hi everyone! I've been away, suffering from applied schizophrenia, as I had really come to believe the ratings here, which puts me at either a "10" or a "1" depending on the rater. My shrink is trying to get me to accept that just makes me a "5" in the long run, and to be done with it. And then my sig other tells me that "numbers dont count", which bless her heart seems to be a misapplication of logic. I tell her "well maybe numbers don't count but people sure do" and she has nothing in response. But I've bellied back up to the bar, and now i find that the old days of 300 and more votes has dwindled to 100 or more at most....and you have to practically beg for them(which i can apply that particular energy elsewhere). Have people lost the zeal to appeal? Did the great lobbyists of the past move on to more political ambitions? Are we all just a little less opinionated? I thought maybe if Urna just goes ahead and creates an "11" rating we might get the thing going again (you know, those that say "If i could i would give you an ___ ....") but then im sure there would be a clamoring for a "zero" vote too. Well clearly i have more work to do to resolve myself to not caring. As long as there is an Urna, I think I will secretly (or openly) wonder how I rate! (And spare me that "its whats inside" stuff, our insides are no better than a "1"  collectively based on what i've seen on CSI). You have to hand it to the guys here...they clearly found the sweet spot of open ended vanity among the transgendered of the world. Of course we want to be someone else, and dammit we want to be the very best someone else we can be!!  And rated accordingly!! Huggs and a big 10 to all you beautiful girls!