URNotAlone

eeek it is another year

January 30th, 2008 1:38 pm MST

Yes wow not much going on in life but hoping to make some sort of managable contacts with friends this year. but life is just, well life full and fast. Am i wrong to want friends and to want to be a friend with all the limitations my life and abstinance puts on a friendly relationship?  I realize i have never been good at the personal relationship thing but i am older and somewhat slower now and have well less fear of some connection with people and a better ability to mange keeping in contact and being a friend instead of just being a hero who needs an ear to bend. And to update abstinance is a little thin of late, bought two turtle necks and some slacks. Thinking of getting my wigs out and ready to wear! might forego the makeup. One because I can not afford the expense and two it is what got me caught last time. Those evil red lips, not the first man done in by lipstick traces but not on the collar. Well i am ok just battling a bad cold. And trying to get ready to see if the home will sell, lots of projects to finish. The new house will not have the fools endless list of "to do" items. hugs to all stay warm. Tina