URNotAlone

to tired to screem

April 2nd, 2008 8:35 am MDT

Ok maybe a bit dramatic but it is how I feel of late. The whole house redo thing is about done and good thing to cause my hands, back and as# are all about to give up from the constant 24/7 work. just been feeling pretty trapped again and really lonely, seeing as what social contacts I had sort of droped off last fall due to just craziness in life. I had a little quick dressing session( yes I know it technicaly breaks abstinace after 3 years) but not made up. Oh gosh I didn't like the images looking almost round bellied and old. Not certainly the present I wanted as I prepare to turn 46 in a couple weeks. With all the friction around home and with the wife and boy and I butting heads constantly it all seems broken. Maybe when we move and have time to be rational and hopeful it will get better. Great work wants an over due project done yesterday so they can look good to customers. not my fault equipment specs were disregarded and wiring is in the wrong place. got to go girls love you all.Tina