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Raising funds for my "TOP" Surgery with only 48 hours to go

September 20th, 2007 12:40 am MDT

Since my first post on this I had a number of generous individuals contact me wondering how they can donate... to tell you the truth I wasnt thinking along those lines, I have always worked to get what I needed but with only 48 hours to go this isnt an option for me right now.  Some of you have mentioned Pay Pal donations, I knew about it but it wasnt on my list but I decided to look into it and now I can accept donations to help fund my surgery.  I even made a little button to help anyone who wants to help out.  I really love you all who have responded and offered either kind words or offered to help out... I honestly didnt know what to expect and was mainly just publiclly ventig and looking for ideas and I appreciate each and everyone of you beyond what I can convey.  Im not short that much, I saved up nearly 5600$ in the last year and actually had more but like I said, unforseen events took some of that from me and now Im short of my 6400 goal by a bit. If you do donate the only thing I can promise is that I will pass this forward, Harsh Reality has done many benifits and fund raisers in the past and will continue to do so, this is just who we are and what we believe in. There is more to this world than those who simply take from it we all have go give as well to keep the circle turning and that goes for myself as well.

Ok now for the Pay Pal Donation button and the original post, Im going to remove the previous blog right after this so people dont get confused between the two. There is no set limits, anything is more than welcome and when I reach my goal there will be a new blog and this button will be removed from this one.  For some reason I cant seem to get the HTML button to work here but you can always send pay pal directly to tempest@harshreality.us or visit my myspace page blog to help out there www.myspace.com/harshrealitymetal

Ok, I did my best but Im still falling short and friday is my deadline to have payment in full in.  I was all set but over the weekend some major automotive expenses came my way that I just couldnt avoid (you cant drive with flat tires and you cant stop without breaks)

What am I talking about? Implants... on October 5th to be exact but due to some unforseen expenses Im still falling short by a few hundred dollars... with the band schedule the way it is if I miss this window its good bye to boobs til some time in 2008 or beyond.

Now some of you who have seen me on stage an in photos/film are saying "wait a minute dont you already have boobs"  the simple and humble answer is NO.  Its flattering that so many of you have bought into my Illusion but thats exactly what it is. A tight corsette, Killer Push Up Bra and the use of a lot of medical tape to give my "Less than A cup" a massive lift and push them out.  I would love to still have breasts when I take my bra off but the truth is I have the chest of a 12 or 13 year old girl or a slim buff boy with perky nipples. Not exactly what I want to see when I look in the mirror, I keep getting haunted by that "boy" looking back at me, I dont know if I will ever escape him but Im going to give it my best shot.

Im looking to do whatever it takes to raise the money. If I have something you want to buy talk to me, If you want to donate I may just love you forever. Right now Im so focused on this last financial leap I need to make I havent even got the time to be nervous about the surgery so I guess thats a bonus.

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