Journal Entries for Frannie Girlywish
It is what it is
September 24th, 2011 1:18 am MDT
Well did it again purge as they say, Im not sure why exactly. feeling down about it I guess. any way never again it is what it is and I am who I am
The next time I start thinking I should give frannie up Ill just box up my girly stuff and put it in the attic and save my self some money LOL
love ya
frannie
a night to remember
August 27th, 2009 8:24 am MDT
Well more first for me
first time out the door last Saturday very nice girl Staci just met on the internet but she seemed so nice invited me to a “play party” and out to a TG friendly bar
Life is so funny she told me what motel they d are staying at so I got a room there early and later they got their room across the street at a different place. Was that ironic.
As Im trying to figure out what to do about meeting up with them get an emergency call from a customer got to run put franniie on hold didn’t get back until after 10 PM sucks in a bad way lol
any way get all dressed call Staci and she talks me into coming out to the bar around the corner so black mini skirt red top and F-me pumps from the motel door to the car maybe ten steps but seemed much longer the sound of my high heels on the pavement a slight breeze reminding me how short my skirt was. Slide into the car buckle up the belt skirt hikes up can see the lace top of my stockings and I secretly hope the Spanish guys that were drinking on the balcony above my room were still there but they weren’t.
Light a smoke and off we go.
The bar was closer than I thought and I’m there is less than 5 minutes I wish I had written down the name and directions to the place as I park and the panic set in that I could be in the wrong place.
I get out of the car and start walking to the door as I get close someone says “good evening” and I say “ hope I’m in the right place ”a nice man holds the door for me and says “yes honey your in the right place” \
Staci sees me greets me warmly introduces me around nice people polite complimentary, so exciting out of no where is seems my angel appears I don’t say anything just kiss her on the cheek a little hug I think making sure that I wasn t dreaming that she was real I loved the way she smells her voice gosh her smile and the smile in her eyes.
Every one was really nice and in a very short time I was totally comfortable chatting away like the rest of the girls
I had a bit too much sambucca back at the room before I left building up the courage to get out the door. Which caught up to me after being at the bar for bit? Things got a little fuzzy
I do remember Staci behind me rubbing on me and remember reaching back and letting her know I liked it. I felt a bit disappointed when moved and took a seat at the bar but I guess I cant blame her every time my angel got close I lost all concentration.
Rubbing your ass must be the way some says "hi I like you" in these places.
There was this guy with gg girl friend seemed to know a lot of the gurls I remember talking to them and he started rubbing my ass I let out a sigh as his busy digits began hitting all the right spots and I remember looking is girl friend right in the face as I pressed back against his busy little hand and she had some type of wild excitement in her eyes.
These two told me they were engaged, getting married and being told that I was confused why she put up with him I think this guy had played with every ass in the room but her eyes explained it all they were looking for a little extra meat for their sandwich.
She had a beautiful face and the ass rubbing was making me weak in the knees but I sat down quickly trying to regain my composure my angle was standing next to me the whole time and I remember holding on to her as my butt rub was going on. Weird vibe those two. thank goodness angel was there to hold on to
All went by to fast ,time to go back to the room Staci and friends wanted a "play party" but I was a little nervous about that so talk my angel into a quick visit to my room for more sambucca (ouch my head the next day) any way back at the room I melted into her arms and the rest is history as they say we never made it back to the party.
I don’t kiss and tell and wont relate graphic details on sexual experiences cheapens things some how,
Maybe I’m not a typical “gurl” because I’m not really into casual sex; there is nothing casual about it for me.
My angel took me places I had only dreamed of and the reality was far greater better more erotic than the dreams and fantasies.
My inexperienced showed but she was very patient with me ,kind and loving
Some day I hope to be with her again and bring her some where she’s never been before or where ever she wants to go for that matter.
If she wears that leather romper she’ll have to tie me up and spank me lol
Kisses angel
With all my heart
frannie
Thought about my first time
August 9th, 2009 2:24 pm MDT
well ladies and gentlemen I can no longer say ive never been with a cd/tv/man because i was yewterday.
I got room no plans really just be all girly girl for a dqy or so. On th way to te room got call from a cd/tv i had chatted with fr almost a year, we exchanged cell numbers a while back and throwiing caution to the wind i invited her.
well not what I expected but I sure learned a lot especailly about myself. I learned or relearnd that casual sex is really not for me nothing casual about i need roamance need to really know someone,really really like them.
I also realized I not bi courious im at leeast bi sexual maybe even gay dont know yet but do know I going take this as far as I can and findout how deep that rabbit hole goes.
over all the experence yesterday went by to fast, was more laughable than erotic a bit one sided but not wanting t kiss and tell use your imaginations you ll understand.
The good that came from is that for the first time in my life I felt totally normal dressed as frannie no guilt or remorse no feelng kind or wierd I feel wonderfully noraml sane sexy not because of sex ( more laughable te erotic) the good feeling washing overme came from finally knowing who I really am and being ok with it
kisses eveyone
frannie
saturday night and stting at home
August 1st, 2009 7:34 pm MDT
this sucks Ive finally madeup my mind to go out all dressed up to be frannie in public and for some reason Im stuck here
I guess i got to be go slow and make some friends O dont know Im getting so girly I dont know what to do
kisses
sceach for a freind
August 1st, 2009 8:33 am MDT
sitting around panties thinking about Cynthia a beautiful girl asked to meet up wit some of her and her friends going out to club had plans with one of my kids couldnt go.
ill send her a note today she sounds so nice and a doll
I now how it feel to be stood up had several girl make a dates to meet recently and then just disappear i wasnt to disaapointed didnt really feel like it was going to happen anyway
my time will come and i know i'll find friends like me that will holdmmy hand and get me out the door
time to do something other than dream you know work lol
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July 24th, 2009 4:42 am MDT
Im so lonely today.
Ive been spoiled my hqaving some one with me being marries for so long.you dont think about being alone
I spent the whole day thursady dressing trying on different out fits tried to take some pics but the camera f/u as usual. Im a bit out of control s-ent all my loose cash on the girly thing
Cant work cant sleep I really need to find a friend to talk to maybe a lot of new friends that would be best.
Im back to stay and ready to go out and have some fun
July 23rd, 2009 11:10 am MDT
Well I finally faced it who I am.
After year of struggle 28 years married to a women we splitits a good thing for both of us hasnt been right in a while for us.
Urnotalone has kept me sain all you beautiful people so many of you girls are an inspriation to me and some day I hope to you all of you.
Ive made up my mind to explore this wonderful person frannie and go out dance party and make all kinds of new friends who think frannie isnt weird strange or pervert instead they they understand her like her sence of humor and enjoy being with her and around her.
My sincerest thank you to all that have help me in the past or even just said hello
i love all of thank you
kiss
frannie
PS wheres the party this week end?? lol
