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Sigh
Nicole Samantha James December 11th, 2008 2:02 am MSTWhat the hell am I doing? I moved out of LA because it was so stiffling then I get here to Arizona and before the month is out I had slept with 6 guys. Then I get pissed at myself and swear I will never do it again but the next week there I am on my back again making some guy happy. I get all femmed up and watch as even my voice changes ok well maybe I listen you cant really watch your voice change now can you?
On a lighter note Im having this dream where I find a bar of soap in a box so not just soap thrown in the street. On the box is a picture of a hot girl. I was with the soap and become that girl on the box. Turns out she is a stripper so now I am dancing at the local gentlemans club. One question why on earth is it called a GENTLEMANS club.
Im Nicole James and I am not really sure I approve this message
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He's Sorry
Misty September 30th, 2008 7:09 am MDTJust to give an update for those of you that read my 1st journal entry. My husband apologized and said he was just joking and that I took it the wrong way. I did let him know that the rejection did hurt and I wished he would find other ways to joke. I have requested for him to be on my friends list again, so we will see if he accepts. Thanks to all of you for your emails and comments. Misty[Comment on this post]
I was rejected!! And it hurts.
Misty September 25th, 2008 6:46 am MDTWow, I was actually rejected by my husband. I requested to be his friend on URNA and I was denied. Here I except him and want to be a part of this whole thing and he still wants to keep it secret. He never wants to talk about it and he never answers my questions. I'm concerned that one day I will wake up and He will not want to be my husband anymore. I don't know maybe he has thought about the change or being with some one else. (a TG or CD) I don't care I would still consider that cheating. All I wanted is to be able to love him and for him to love me. But there is so much he is not teliing me, and I think if any relationship is going to work, there has to be honest communication. I don't reject him, but he rejected me. I think I want to be done with all of this. You try to be understanding and your heart still gets broke. I know I'm just rambling on, but I'm confused and I'm tired of being the one that is holding on to this relationship with no help from him.[Comment on this post]
New Book Now On Sale
Carollyn Faith Olson May 17th, 2008 1:19 pm MDTTG Short Stories by Carollyn Olson& Friends
Dear Ladies -- If you liked my first book "Deception", then you will enjoy the newest collection of "TG Short Stories."
Vanity Club sister Stephanie Marie and I, along with dear friend Silke Loretta-Martin, have compiled three stories in to one book and it is NOW ON SALE.
The three stories are: "You've Got Male," by Carollyn; "Loving Change" by Stephanie and "Third Kiss" by Silke.
The 90-plus page book is available, including mailing cost, for $12 (US for regular mail); $15 (US for Priority Mail) and $18 (US for International mail). For an ADDITIONAL $5 I WILL INCLUDE A COPY OF "DECEPTION."
To order, send cash, check or money order to: Carollyn Olson, PO Box 1241, Loomis, CA 95650.
For further information, drop me a note at carollynolson@yahoo.com
Thanks and Love, CC
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New Book Now On Sale
Carollyn Faith Olson May 16th, 2008 3:28 pm MDTThis is a test of the system.
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New Book Now On Sale
Carollyn Faith Olson May 16th, 2008 3:03 pm MDTTG Short Stories by Carollyn Olson & Friends
Dear Ladies -- If you liked my book "Deception" who will enjoy the newest book entitled "TG Short Stories."
Vanity Club sister Stephanie Marie and I, along with another dear friend Silke Loretta-Martin, have combined three short stories into one book. It is now ON SALE.
The stories are titled: "You've Got Male" by Carollyn; "Loving Change" by Stephanie and "Third Kiss" by Silke.
The book is available, including postage, for $12 (US regular mail); $15 (US Priority Mail) and $18 (international mail). For an extra $5 you can also receive "Deception."
Send cash, check or money order to: Carollyn Olson, PO Box 1241, Loomis, CA 95650.
If you have any questions write me: carollynolson@yahoo.com.
Thanks and enjoy, Love, CC (May 2007 URNA Lady of the Month)
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New Book Is Published
Carollyn Faith Olson May 16th, 2008 12:52 pm MDTTG Short Stories by Carollyn Olson & Friends
Dear Friends -- If you liked my book "Deception," then I'm sure you will enjoy my newest book "TG Short Stories."
Vanity Club sister Stephanie Marie and I, along with my friend Silke Loretta-Martin, have combined three short stories into one 90-plus page book. And, it is now available.
The stories are: "You've Got Male," by Carollyn; "Loving Change" by Stephanie, and "Third Kiss" by Silke.
The book is available, including postage, for $12 (US regular mail), $15 (US Priority Mail) and $18 (International Mail). I will also throw in a copy of "Deception" for an additional $5.
To order send cash, check or money order to: Carollyn Olson, PO Box 1241, Loomis, CA 95650.
If you have any questions, write me at: carollynolson@yahoo.com.
Thanks and Love, CC (May 2007 URNA Lady of the Month)
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New Book Is Published
Carollyn Faith Olson May 16th, 2008 12:24 pm MDTTG Short Stories by Carollyn Olson & Friends
Dear Friends -- If you liked my book "Deception," you'll like the newest book entitled "TG Short Stories."
Vanity Club sister Stephanie Marie and I, along with my friend Silke Loretta-Martin, have combined three short stories into one book. And, it's now available for sale.
The stories are: "You've Got Male" by Carollyn Olson, "Loving Change" by Stephanie Marie and "Third Kiss" by Silke. Each story is unique and full of twists, turns and fun.
The book is available, including postage, for $12 (US regular mail) $15 (Priority Mail) and $18 (International Mail). For an extra $5 I will include a copy of "Deception."
To order send cash, check or money order to: Carollyn Olson, PO Box 1241, Loomis, CA 95650.
If you have any questions, please drop me a note: carollynolson@yahoo.com.
Love, CC (May 2007 URNA Lady of the Month)
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From my side
Nicole Samantha James August 30th, 2007 7:45 am MDTI am really tired of people who when they find out I am a conservative call me all kinds of names, say things like you know your party wants to kill you and comment on my apppearance in an unflaterring way. How is it that people who want equality, acceptance or claim to be open minded cant be open minded when it comes to someone who simply doesnt subscribe to the liberal agenda? Disagree with me if you must. but dont attack me personally. My viewpoint on this is simple I put my country before my gender or sexuality. To be liberal simply because of gender issues is selfish and that is not me[2 comments]
It is what it is
Nicole Samantha James August 23rd, 2007 4:34 pm MDTAfter traveling as I have and trying to deny myself I am back to see who I am and I come to listen to those and to speak to those who are like myself. No matter what you decide be happy, be yourself and be truthful[Comment on this post]
Confessions...
Demi Lautrec August 1st, 2007 8:16 pm MDTmy latest blog from my yahoo360 site, click on the link at my urna page :
Confessions of an Urna-holic...Ok, despite my best intentions I got caught up in the ratings game again at URNotAlone. Just as some girls get hooked on games, on virtual lifes, on cyber-whatever...I get hooked on the ratings. It obviously shows some not-so-deep-seated flaw in my character that i am so in need of that sort of validation. And yes, the dark side of the transgendered community is alive and well in those silly little clicks of anything from 1 to 10. But let me suggest...there are really good things that arise from the engagement in one's vanity over there. It is a community, and every little profile is like a rowhouse on the lane, and it is fun to get to know the people a bit more than just a picture and a blog. It's a world of all types at Urna, much like the world-at-large, only highly concentrated in tgirls and their admirers. And speaking of which, is it just me or are we seeing a little more transparency in the admirer community? I mean, pics and all! Not a troll shot among them. Thats got to be a brave thing to do.
I showed btw, came in third. The winner was far more deserving, an active member of the community, and a lovely person. The place position was taken by last month's winner. Should that be allowed?? Meowwwww!
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One can always come back to Urna and not be alone :)
Demi Lautrec July 12th, 2007 9:29 am MDTHi, just looking to renew some old friendships, I've lost touch with so many great people I met here, and would really love to hear from you. My ratings are enabled, but I'm really not looking for a vote, been down that road and it seems to have gotten rather cut throat, which is not any part of who i am. But this is really the best way to maintain visibility here. So I will settle for being an 8 or 9 (pretty darn good on any other scale) as I try to reach out to familiar faces and old friends. Please do not hesitate to send me a "hey" if you see this.I still think the best of us can be found right here![4 comments]
Give yourself a Valentine today
Demi Lautrec February 14th, 2007 6:19 am MSTAs I signed up for an upgrade last night (because I simply can't get enough of my girlfriends at Urna), it dawned on me that WE are the attraction and the "product" here (duh). Lots of people come here just to experience "us", whether it be our pictures, our thoughts, our friendship...well, mostly our pictures, but that's ok because we put ourselves out here for for a reason. Be proud knowing that whatever you are trying to get out of being here is reciprocated, many times over.
So celebrate yourself today girls! Take a bubble bath, get pretty, buy yourself a beautiful red rose, or that new ensemble at V.S. Take another picture! And if you have someone to love, don't forget to thank them and give them a gift for being there for you, too. And be there for them in return! Huggs Demi Lautrec
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Gratuitous plug
Demi Lautrec February 11th, 2007 11:51 am MSTThe guys here at Urna gave me an upgrade membership for a whole year when i was named Member of the month a year ago last December. It expired last month, and i really miss having the extra access it provided. I guess I really like to know everyone here as well as i can. So im kicking in my own hard earned cash for another annual upgrade this month, it seems like a smart and not terribly expensive way to show how much I appreciate Urna. And no, I didnt get paid to say this![1 comment]
The bitch is back!
Demi Lautrec February 3rd, 2007 9:11 am MSTHi everyone! I've been away, suffering from applied schizophrenia, as I had really come to believe the ratings here, which puts me at either a "10" or a "1" depending on the rater. My shrink is trying to get me to accept that just makes me a "5" in the long run, and to be done with it. And then my sig other tells me that "numbers dont count", which bless her heart seems to be a misapplication of logic. I tell her "well maybe numbers don't count but people sure do" and she has nothing in response. But I've bellied back up to the bar, and now i find that the old days of 300 and more votes has dwindled to 100 or more at most....and you have to practically beg for them(which i can apply that particular energy elsewhere). Have people lost the zeal to appeal? Did the great lobbyists of the past move on to more political ambitions? Are we all just a little less opinionated? I thought maybe if Urna just goes ahead and creates an "11" rating we might get the thing going again (you know, those that say "If i could i would give you an ___ ....") but then im sure there would be a clamoring for a "zero" vote too. Well clearly i have more work to do to resolve myself to not caring. As long as there is an Urna, I think I will secretly (or openly) wonder how I rate! (And spare me that "its whats inside" stuff, our insides are no better than a "1" collectively based on what i've seen on CSI). You have to hand it to the guys here...they clearly found the sweet spot of open ended vanity among the transgendered of the world. Of course we want to be someone else, and dammit we want to be the very best someone else we can be!! And rated accordingly!! Huggs and a big 10 to all you beautiful girls![3 comments]
Who I am!
Diana Renee Austin December 28th, 2006 9:18 am MSTIt has been such a pleasure to meet so many nice people here and the opportunity to share a little about each other. This site is really a wonderful way to to be who you are and I am so grateful to Jon and others for having designed it for us!So I thought I would try and add a few more tid bits about myself and use the soap box here to tell you who I am. So let's see..I am now a fabulous 44 year old woman from Virginia who has been very fortunate most of my life to express myself as I really am. A confident, mature soul who enjoys life every precious day. I have been lucky enough to have a number of caring mentors who have taken me under their wings at various stages of my life and helped bring out the person you see. I have discarded most of my former self to embrace the body and soul of the woman I am. While there are more stages to go through I am confident and strong in my will to be me.I am a bit eclectic in my style and attitude and have always been someone who beats to different drum but find that I like being extraordinary in that way and after all..if you are going to be different than why not go all out! I don't seek to shock society yet I want to stand out as an individual. I choose my look to match my mood, I choose my friends based on their inner beauty, and I live my life in a way that gives me joy and happiness.My interests are quite varied and would probably fill up the page here, but in boiling down the essentials I would say I love being a woman in every way imaginable. I love to shop, I enjoy the theatre and art, the water is my rejuvenating way to escape the trials of everyday life, and I especially relish many of the finer things life offers....like men...yes a challenge at times, a headache at others, but in the end worth all the aggravation when they bring you a rose or tell you you look pretty. Their smile in the morning and that kiss good night are just a slice of heaven for me. Yes a learning experience over the years for me but one where I have found completeness and the realization that I desire, want and need that special man in my life.So I live my life as Diana. I have shaped my physical, mental, and emotional foundation as the woman I am and I am proud, stubborn, and ready to take on the world![Comment on this post]
SCC Regrets
Demi Lautrec September 10th, 2006 10:44 am MDTI'm sorry to say I will not be able to make SCC this year, its a real dissapointment and im sending out this journal note in the event i miss somebody with the update. I was so looking forward (loved the Be-All in Chicago!). I hope everyone who is attending has the time of their lives! Huggs Demi Lautrec[3 comments]
Change is Good
Demi Lautrec April 1st, 2006 9:18 am MSTIt is a foregone conclusion that we, more than ever, are driven towards choice and variety in everything. And you may have noticed...being a tg online places you in the forefront of change, pursuing every possible outlet to explore your tg-ness, and demanding variety in that pursuit. Quite simply URNA is not the only outlet here for us to explore, and far from it! It is to Jon and Dans credit they recognize this, and constantly strive to make THEIR site OUR site. At first glance, I thought this latest evolution of the ratings system, effectively creating more "contests", seemed counter to the implied negative bent ive noticed from Jon and Dan on "ratings" overall. But it appears they are simply trying to strengthen an asset and make it more relevant to the broader community reflected at URNA today, and in the process move it away from a tired and pandering device dominated by the few. If we are going to rate (and apparently we are) it should be a mechanism for bringing us together and exposing us to the many facets of our community, not break us into factions, triggering the "manly" competitive zeal I have personally too often associated with the ratings here.
So three cheers to Jon and Dan for this latest effort to keep URNA fresh and engaging. I've already seen more new and eager members of our community as a result. I do hope this continues to be a dimension of this new face on ratings. Just another way to help us ALL appreciate that we are, in fact, SO far from alone!
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For those that have gone before...
Shannon Summers March 27th, 2006 12:40 pm MSTA few years ago, I was out with friends in downtown Vancouver and saw a beautiful tgirl standing out on the corner of Thurlow and Davie. She was stunning, a young Chinese girl wearing a short skirt, long coat, and pink platform boots. She was 100% pretty and passable, though admittedly the boots were a dead giveaway. I remember being in awe of her, not only her looks, but also her courage in being out in public like that. To this day, I still don't know her name, but she was a huge influence on me. I was just a closetcase back then, and seeing her out on the street corner like that made a big impression on me. In many ways, her boldness opened the door for me to make a similar journey myself. I still think about her often. Vancouver is such a hip, left coast city. I feel so lucky to live here. I go out all the time now, and I really don't try to hide or blend. I honestly think that if a visiter comes to Vancouver, they *should* see hot trannies out on the town, especially on a Saturday night. Getting out and being seen is my social/moral obligation! Haha! More recently, I was out with some tgirl friends and found myself hailing a cab at that same street corner, Thurlow and Davie. It was a warm evening, and there were lots of people out on the streets. I was wearing a short skirt and 4" heels, and we were literally stopping traffic. A car full of guys was leering at us, with horns honking behind them. What fun! ...and I remember taking a moment to look around at the faces in the crowd. I remembered the young Chinese girl and wondered: wouldn't it be cool if there were another closeted tgirl in the crowd looking the same way at me?[1 comment]
Glass Houses
Keri Renault March 25th, 2006 10:08 pm MSTA select few girls on URNA have purchased homes in the presitgious community of Glass Houseville. Perhaps they've never read the covenants of the community: "She Who Lives In A Glass House Shalt Not Throw Stones or Thine Own Home Shall Break".Easy enough rule to follow. Yet some girls love to live outside the rules throwing stones every which way, any way--and anytime they can. They think they're shattering the hearts and homes of their sisters. Truth is those stones are destroying the foundation of their very own home...one wall...one room at a time. Soon, there are no rooms left for her in which to live.So where's that girl to live? Out in the cold where she belongs. Homeless and without community. She RATES as a total outsider and as such a complete ZERO.If you or a t-friend of yours sights a "stone thrower"...especially of the 4 letter variety, pass on the word. Tell someone you love or care for. Vote that stone thrower right out of the community. Rate her as she deserves: Broken and beyond repair. Vote for solidarity within the community we all love.[7 comments]