Jill Leanne Lacey
"is shaved smooth and sexy"
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What Does It All Mean?
July 6th, 2007 5:18 am MDT
Yesterday I took another step towards my continuing evolution and made a call to an Electrolysist. She asked what I wanted done, my back? Nooooo, not yet anyway but I would like my face, neck, chest and hands considered at this time. OHHHHHHH she said, lol. I had not advised her I was a cd prior to her question. So next Wednesday we get together to discuss my situation. Where it will lead to, I don't know, but I do know I'm sick and tired of searching and shaving every hair in the wrong places. She asked if I had read anything about electrolysis? 'Oh yes, I even considered buying a machine to do it myself", I advised her. " WHAT? Are you crazy?!!!" she asked. "You need to have it done by a certified professional", she said. " You understand, this is a long process" and I replied, "yes, I understand". I guess I am just tired of having to take 4 hours to get all dolled up, as well as ridding myself of that picky feeling a couple of days after. Since coming out to my gg, I no longer have to hide my femme side and ridding myself of unwanted hair just makes my life that much easier on a day to day basis, not to mention allowing my satin and silk pj's ,and clothing feel that much better. Suddenly I am questioning myself as to what it all means. How far will I go over time? Am I doing the right thing? Why am I doing it? Will it eventually lead to SRS? Am I to become a full time lesbian? Geezzz, I think I had less questions when I was a drug abusing hippie in the sixties( yes, I was in the mudhole at Woodstock, just so you know). lol The way I see it, whatever happens, happens. I know not where I go, and I know not why. I'm just here for the ride. "Pura Vida"
Jill Leanne Lacey
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Sherry, my needs are being met just as you state. Become coming out, I got excited about the thought of dressing, now I feel normal and content when dressed, not excited. I do get somewhat excited however, when off shopping for instance but that has more to do with feeling passable, which I'm sure will also pass over time as well. In so far as my gg goes, having her accept me as I am is one thing, having her accept me as a transformed woman might be something completely different. Who knows, that may never be where I end up anyway. Only time will tell, but I do know at this point in my life, I am content where I am . The hair thingy really does bother me each and everytime I see it or feel it, so hopefully, I can remove that burden in my life. I am also going to have both my ears pierced in the near future and say goodbye to those dreaded clip-ons. As for those nasty titles we seem to carry, I think it's disgusting people need to label people for any reason. Just live your life as you you are, not as whom society wants us to be. Slowly I am headed in that direction in that, I can see ahead to the day where I'll just go out in public without fear of verbal abuse.
Hugs, Jill