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Makeup Lesson at MAC
Christine Young November 14th, 2009 9:53 pm MSTI had a wonderful experience today at MAC Cosmetics. MAC has always been known for being friendly to the community and their store at Crocker Park on the west side of Cleveland is certainly no exception. I was treated wonderfully by everyone and thoroughly enjoyed myself.
By the way, for any of you new or shy gals out there who are thinking that this took a lot of courage on my part - it turns out that it really didn't. I'm pretty timid and even *I* felt comfy after a few minutes - and it's amazing what a phonecall in advance to break the ice did for everyone involved.
The key to my "courage" was being very up-front so they (and I) had no surprises. I called them beforehand and asked 1) if they did makeovers and 2) whether they were accepting of the transgendered community. I was pretty sure I already knew the answer to both questions but this gave the woman on the phone a chance to mentally adjust to the fact that a guy was on the phone with her making an appointment for a makeover.
Once that was out of the way, I set up an appointment with her for a private back room. That was another question I asked beforehand...I'm SOOOO not ready to be transformed in front of an audience!
I got there a little early, en-drab, and asked for Diana. As far as the rest of the world knew I was just a salesman/husband/etc. I brought an exercise bag with a couple of wigs that I thought would help her get a feel for how I look, help pick colors, etc. I also brought a camera - although I was careful NOT to be an imposition with it. When Diana brought me back to get started, I just asked if I could take a few photos along the way to help me remember. She sais 'No problem.'
As we got rolling she asked lots of questions about colors I liked, gave me tips for getting foundation to look natural, etc. I was still a little nervous but she was very outgoing and professional. At each step, she'd do the right side and then have me do the left while she watched and gave feedback. By the end of the session we were both very comfortable. She was suggesting colors and 'hey, how about if we try this.' I even forgot to take pictures until she reminded me and we snapped off a few. I'd worn a light halter dress under my guy-stuff so a quick unbuttoning of the shirt (with advance warning - don't scare the natives girls!) let us do couple waist-up photos of me "fully" en-femme.
All-in-all, this was the best $100 I've spent in a long time. 90 minutes of undistracted fun. I'll definitely go back and I hope next time that I can go out afterwards instead of having to clean everything off at the end & leave all that hard work in a pile of wipes :(
If any of you local gals are thinking about this, I'd encourage you to give the Crocker Park store a call and ask for Diana. Tell her I sent you - maybe I'll get some free lipstick on my next visit for the referal, LOL
Hugs! - Christine
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Since my last entry....
Linda Lewis October 19th, 2009 4:23 pm MDTThis journal enty is the first since all my computer problems, and the problems URNA had with the old format for their site. It seems that everything is working as it should be.
The neighbors who moved in the apartment below mine have come and gone in the past year. They were almost as bad as the two guys living there before. I had to put up with hearing two dogs barking at everything as well as their owners yelling at them. I actually had more peace and quiet when I was at work than I did at home. I now have another set of new neighbors who moved in downstairs. These seem to be a little better than the last, so I'll wait and see if they become loud and obnoxious like the last.
My computer seems to be running as it did before. I have upgraded it's RAM memory to 2.4Gigs. I was never able to recover the pictures I lost, but luckily I have most of them posted on my websites and in my Flickr account. I have been dressing more lately and even bought some new clothes from Victoria's Secret. I also have an even bigger "E" cup version of my Cleavage Croptop. Check out my Newest Pics gallery to view pics of them. My profile pic shows my "E" cup "girls". The Yellow dress pics are of my "D" cup "girls".
I did attend my first convention in nearly 9 years back in June this year. It was wonderful seeing my friends from years past, as well as meeting new girls who have only seen me via the Net. I also was reinstated as a member of Vanity Club, and I thank all those ladies who helped me back into the group. I love you girls!
I hope the next several months ahead will be enjoyable with the holidays soon upon us. Take care and I hope to be around more often. *Hugs*
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Toe Nails
Sakura The Cutie October 4th, 2009 8:42 pm MDTYesterday, my gf thought it would be fun to paint my toe nails, and I just said ok. She used a purple color thats a little shiny. I feel so pretty now ^_^
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a datewith Janiceesp at Lvtg
Antarie Starr August 30th, 2009 1:08 am MDTIntelligent, cosmopotilan, world traveler, tranny admirer, very interesting but a bit rough with women, a little agressive too, but had a nice time though. would meet him again but just as friends.
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Date Night
Cindy Johnson August 23rd, 2009 8:16 am MDTI wore my new flower print dress and new heels for my date last night. Jason came over at 8pm with some roses and gave me a warm kiss when I answered the door. He took me to dinner on the beach and after we finished our dinner and a bottle of wine we went back to his place for some fun. All I can say is that I am still sore from all the fun we had last night.
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Daniel Aloicious Saint James
Dan™ A Saint James August 6th, 2009 3:52 pm MDTI am now officially Daniel Aloicious Saint James. I still have to get a new Social Security Card, Drivers License, etc. But it's been recognized by the court!
I'm really digging the new name.
Once I get around to getting my new ID, who wants to meet for drinks? I was thinking the "St James Tavern" on 4th? ehh ehh?
I may not get it until Monday. It depends on my schedule and such.
Anyway, that is all. :)
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Sorry I'm a Lady
Alexa May 17th, 2009 1:07 pm MDTMy professional life includes a lot of travel, so my hubby and me often spend a few sad moments of farewell and of course also happy moments of welcome hugs at the airport.
So this Sunday evening. When I was ready to pass the security gate, the lady officer looked at me and said
"The lady is next please!"
I ensure you, I was not in drag and my male professional self is nothing like my Alexa self, to say it in plain words, I look very average as a gent.
Of course the lady officer blushed and asked for excuse. I was amazed to hear me say:
"Don't worry, you don't know how close you are to reality. You might have been tricked by some kohl traces..."
She went stumm for a few seconds and then replied:
"You can say this so openly, cool!"
So Alexa get's her place in my life, and I don't even need to dress up ;-)
kisses
Alexa
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Crossdressing - just a hobby?
Alexa March 15th, 2009 5:05 am MDTAfter a wonderful day as Alexa which included a shopping spree, chilling out in a nice cafe and an evening at the movies, I rehearsed with my beloved husband.
Jokingly he asked "do you consider yourself normal? Dressing up as a woman and pretending to be a woman?".
Me not normal? A pervert? A fake?
My point was (not jokingly):
People spend their spare time riding motorbikes, fishing, shopping, painting, playing with model railways, having anonymous sex in darkrooms, etc.
Most of them consider their activities as a hobby. They have a good time, they relax.
So when I spend my spare time wearing makeup, false tits and sexy wardrobe...
...I have a good time, I feel relaxed...so...
...it's just a hobby!
what do you think? let me know...
Kisses
Alexa
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Little My Maid
Sakura The Cutie March 5th, 2009 10:35 pm MSTHey everyone, so today I played this computer game called Little My Maid, its a japanese PC hentai game. If you don't know what hentai is, its japanese anime cartoon porn. I'm not into the whole hentai stuff but this game actually got me pretty turned on. Well anyways, you play this boy who is on vacation and sees this girl getting raped by 3 guys. You get to choose between saving her or doing nothing (I saved her ^_^) anyways you find out that she is a maid for this mansion. She takes you to the mansion and you find out that is ran all by these beautiful women. There is 4 maids and the owner of the mansion. Well the point of the game is mostly to read through the storyline which many parts you get to choose what happens next. Since this is a hentai game there are many scenes where you have sex with one of the maids or even the owner. I really liked the owner so I had sex with her the most. I really enjoyed the games, many parts of the game really turned me on. If anyone is interested in trying this game, I can tell you how to get it ^_^.
XXXSakuraXXX
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Alexa wants out
Alexa March 3rd, 2009 10:28 am MSTit's so hard to be a part-time/weekend crossdresser. Due to business travel, I have to limit Alexa to only a few weekends. Today I packed my suitcase again for a trip and I came into melancholy mood to leave my 'second skin' at home again.
It is this urge that many of you feel, I know. But the days as Alexa are among the most precious days in my life, I can assure you.
Kisses
Alexa
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Heh
Dan™ A Saint James February 5th, 2009 2:35 pm MST[2 comments]
Dancefloor
Alexa January 27th, 2009 2:58 pm MSTLast weekend, my darling and I did it...
We went to a danceclub, what did you think
I wore that cosy blue furry dress I fell so much in love with and we hit the floor. Sexy and sweaty. I didn't know that I could dance in those shoes!
Here's the outfit:
Have fun
Alexa
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Best gift ever!
Sakura The Cutie January 17th, 2009 10:56 pm MSTHey girls! Hows everyone doing? So anyways like a couple of weeks ago my gf was going to throw out a old shirt that was a little worn out on one side, and OMG its such a cute shirt, but anyways lol, I told her to not throw it out and she asked if I want it since like I give her my shirts sometimes. She asked me if I was going to wear it cuz she thought it was weird that I wanted it in the first place (oh yea, if you dont know, my gf doesn't know that I dress) and I just told her that I wanted it for like a memory thing so when Im not was her, I have something of hers. So anyways today she gave me it, and when I got home I tried it on. Its a little tight but I like it. Its a black shirt and the shoulders are a see-through pattern. Its really cute. Hopefully the next time I dress I can take some pics and let everyone see it. ^_^
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Wigs 'n' Dress
Alexa January 11th, 2009 3:33 am MSTWhen I am in male mode I don't really care about clothing and looks. I wear the same shirt and trousers until they need washing, I shave the remainders of hair off my head. That's about it.
What a difference in Alexa mode. Yesterday I finally found the wig and that cute blue dress that brings out the woman that I am. It felt like an explosion of happiness.
I plan to add pictures to my galleries, so you can check them out soon.
Kisses
Alexa
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Thank You
Alexa January 8th, 2009 11:22 am MSTIt's now 8 days that I joined urna and I have never expected that this would be such a great journey. I met so many marvellous people.
Just wanted to kiss you all and thank you.
(convinced now that boys make better girls)
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Yet another crossdressers story
Alexa January 4th, 2009 2:20 am MSTLet me tell you how it all started.
I remember being attracted to female clothing and elegant yet sexy specimen of the female gender since I was in my early teens.
When I first dressed in female underwear I could hardly stand the experience. It just felt so good, so right. Why aren't boys allowed to wear those beautiful garments?
But as so many did before me, I pushed these feelings aside and tried to live my male self in profession and relationship. However I sometimes wore skin-tight female bodywear and second hand clothing from female relatives.
After breaking up a long relationship with a woman, I started meeting men and discovered my female self. I am very happy that my husband is supporting and encouraging my crossdressing and he has a very good hand to pick the right outfit.
Take care
Alexa
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Happy New Year!
Cammy January 3rd, 2009 2:03 pm MSTAloha,
So I've been a bad gurl! Haven't been corresponding much the past year. It's been soo busy and I've had very little time to be me. Such a drag being in drab and not able to be en femme.
This has also left me very....... "h*^#y"! 
I hope next year will allow for more opportunities!
XOXO
Cammy
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Happy New Year
Alexa January 1st, 2009 7:21 am MSTWe spent new years eve in a nice gay restaurant in Munich. I admit I was the prettiest lady
among all the guys. I wore a new red, skin tight and very revealing evening dress. Important for me to tell that my darling spent 4 hours sewing on that dress. I wish all of you a happy new Year.
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2008 in Review
Dan™ A Saint James December 31st, 2008 2:28 pm MSTWell, it's definitely been an interesting year. A lot has happened. I ended a relationship with the best girlfriend I've ever had (though she still wasn't right), I've watched my prosperity complete dry up, I've almost completely stopped smoking and my drinking is almost not even noticeable at this point. I've fallen in love with the most incredible woman and I'm slowly figuring things out.
When the year began, I was worried about money. My company stopped producing and selling adult content which resulted in a massive drop of revenue. Around the same time, I broke my primary revenue producing website preventing people with IE 6 from accessing it, so I spent most of the year working on a new design which finally went online in August.
I really thought most of my financial problems were my fault. The result of changes in my companies business model and my own failing's running the web sites. In fact, I was so busy trying to figure out what I was doing wrong that I didn't notice the world collapsing slowly outside my window.
I had to cash in my kids college funds to pay bills. I had to cancel my life insurance to pay bills. When my car died, I decided to sell it for scrap rather than repair it. Fewer bills again. My house is usually a bit chilly and dark to save on utilities. I've reduced my monthly budget by around 2,000. I've been selling furniture to buy groceries.
For everything that had gone wrong, I'm optimistic. Not because I see an end in sight, but because I feel like I'm getting a handle on things. I have the best friends of my life. I'm in love for the first time in my life. I'm relatively healthy and my kids are healthy and seem well adjusted.
I think things are going to get worse. A lot worse, but I'm confident that we'll all get through this. As a planet, we need to step back and assess what's important. We need to focus on the things that need to be done, and we need to start working towards a better future.
I think we'll do it.
I hope.
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First Journal Posting 28 Dec 2008
Teri Ray December 28th, 2008 2:18 pm MSTFirst time at posting a journal comment. I havent dressed in ages. I miss it. Hope to have a chance to dress soon. Huggs Teri
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