URNotAlone

reflections

January 9th, 2008 5:06 pm MST

Yesterday I called walmart 3 hours later went to pick it up.2 hrs later finely able to take posession.Spent my time shoppin just a little sat and chat w/ a couple ladies.Which was cool along w/a couple guys steeling looks.Broke a nail at Stopped at the grocery store than next door at Aldies. Where i broke a nail,at least it didnt hurt.Topped off my gass tank where and older guy opened the door for me.Bought bubbble bath at Kmart had a guy hurry to open door there.Than had my nail fixed by i nice asian lady ,Who was trying to take care of a baby.several days ago durring the end of the last cold snap.I went to the DMV.I wore a pink tee with a caragan sweater more a less as a wrap.Had the clerks all jealous.They had there claws out just a bit.Must of been a combination of te coolness outside and the fact id gone braless.     All these things i found comforting.The ladies politely venting about thier wait comforted me as did their learning id been there 2 hours calmed tham.The guys gaukin at my breast and commenting real quitely.Most ggs waoulda found offensive.gave me confidence.The gents that opened the doors,I thanked as feminonly as i could.And that i found very sweet of tham.    Over the holidays although Ive been to the mall.I actually went to it over the holidays which Id thought Id never do,durring the holiday shoppin season.One clerk there Aways have to at least stop by her store and say hi.Last yr while in drab .I needed to exchange a costume id bought that was actually too big.She said it be ok to go inti the dressing room and try it on.So I feel a friendly connection w/her.So i now this sounds fetish but Fredericks of Hollywood is very open minded.Just thought id mention it for the cds out there.Truth is i recieved a much better reception there than I did at victoria secret.     If i have the time and in the area Ive gone to Alta for my cosmetics.Before and after going 24/7.And they where always very helpfull.Now getting help at Walgreens Ive found depends on the store and the piticular clerk.Some can be straight up bicthes.    This has been the 1st holiday season Ive not spent alone sence 96.When its right ILL find Love.