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Rachelle Elizabeth Williams January 3rd, 2009 4:49 pm MSTHi Girls and Gurls. Had a lovely Christmas season and a happy New Year! Did a lot of shopping in the fall especially in November and December. Have not been able to shoot pics like I would have liked with company and all. Its been nuts!! Have been collecting a whole bunch of nice new blouses, some new hose, high heeled boots, some polyester pants, sateen skirts, bras, panties, and the like. It has been very good as far as clothes shopping.
Looking forward to 2009 and working on my makeup, appearance and photo skills. Love to shoot photos if you can't tell. Hope that everyone on this site has a great New Year and I hope to hear more from my sisters on here soon.
XOXOXOXOXO,
Rachelle
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URNA DETECTIVES NEWS FLASH! DAN, JON & THE CASE OF THE MISSING JOURNAL ENTRIES!
Karen Reeves December 27th, 2008 8:54 pm MSTHi Everyone!
It appears that the case of the missing journal entry postings has been SOLVED!
I can see from my own list of the number of journal entries posted on my site that last June 4th was a busy day. I know I have posted quite a few journal entries over the years but not 53 of them!!! I can talk and write alot but . . . . .
Trying to repair the site the guys posted over 30 test entries on my site in just a few hours! When the site recently got repaired these disappearing journal entries suddenly reappeared. I just noticied this and have spent time deleting the test items.
I would suggest that everyone go delete repetative journal/test items to cut down on the clutter.
Thanks Dan & Jon for the great work in making Urnotalone such an awesome place!!! You have proved yourselves again!
*Smiles*
~Karen~
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HAPPY HOLIDAY'S 2008
Jackie Lee Thompson December 27th, 2008 8:14 pm MSTHi Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It appears the Journal is now working and we can now post new entries (THANK YOU DAN & JON!!!!!).
So, with that being said, I would just like to wish you all a belated MERRY CHRISTMAS.
And when it gets here......Have A Safe and Happy NEW YEAR!!!!!!
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Merry Christmas 2008 To You All!
Karen Reeves December 20th, 2008 11:51 pm MSTHi Everyone!
It is that time of year and yesterday's/today's snowstorm just seems to add to the festive mood of Christmas. I know that getting ready for the holidays can be stressful and painful.
I enjoy all the bright lights, good cheer, parties, the presents, and Xmas dinner. But let us remember the true meaning of Xmas. It is the day that we celeberate the life of one person and the meaning of what it is to strive and have a better planet to live on.
Enjoy your holidays no matter your belief system!!!!!
*Kisses*
~Karen~
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I Despise You People
Michelle Hart December 12th, 2008 4:44 pm MSTThe other night while I was watching the news it was annouced that here in Dallas a brand new "law" would be handed down and used to further punish those of us who have commited no crime. Those of us who have done nothing to the pathetic and pitiful "victims" who have cried foul for years. I have never met you, nor have I said a crass word to you until now. I have tried to stop your endless crusades of ignorance before, but alas my right's are far less important than yours aren't they.
As many of you know I frequently offer my suggestions and perhaps some questionable wisdom for the many wonderful people here in the URNA family. In the grandest sense I have compassion and love for each of you, but some of your efforts and actions are insanly ludicris and impossibly idiotic.
You don't know me but that really doesn't matter. It's your mission in life to punish me and harass me. You have taken it upon yourself to cost me even more money at every turn. That wasn't enough for you though, you wanted more from me. You forced me to stand out in the snow, and the rain. Why should you care if I catch a cold. You got your way like the screaming little brat in a store who has a mother that just can't say no. Your whining temper tantrums are the stuff of legend.
Oh you cry, and flail about in an never ending quest to be validated for your own stupidity and disrespect. You only care about YOU! Nobody else matters. Not the people that will lose their jobs, not the busineses that will lose revenue, certainly not the companies that initially built this nation.
Did you know that all you have today is because of them? You don't care though because you got to force me to give up one more thing that I enjoyed. Desperately hopeing you could taste something other than the meaningless life you live now. Am I being to hateful or harsh for you? Well you have treated me with disdain and contempt for years but you never noticed it. You were far to busy dreaming up your next cause and looking for the newest idiotic crusade.
You are to much of a coward to risk anything at all. You have never been willing to start your own business and cater to those who share your opinion. You were not willing to invest all you had to build something up and gain a loyal customer base. No not you. That was far to difficult, and you knew it would fail eventualy anyway. So you decided to punish those who did do it instead. Why should you put your hard work and effort into something and risk failure? You would never ever do that, it's so much easier to hide behind someone else and throw your intolerance around.
Why should you care if a business has to close it's doors, why should you care if YOU are the cause of that inconveinience. You got your way and finally got to punish the evil doers like me who just happened to be enjoying something you don't like. It never crossed your mind to go someplace else. Oh that's right, those places were not nearly as much fun were they?
Respect for others was never very easy for you was it? So you run your Ad's on the tele, you have your websites and claims of percieved malice. All the while totally ignoring not only the history of this country but those of us who still believe in freedom of choice. Yes my dear, that's right. You lack the most basic of intelligence, you fail in understanding and accepting those simple words. I am sure it's just impossible for you creatins to understand, that anyone could actually have the ability to live their own life without your intrusive and totally misguided wisdom!
You have a choice. Yet, you would do all that you can to ensure that I'm not allowed one. You decry the trauma that I cause you, the pain you feel, the suffering you endure. Oh yes honey you are no different from the petulant lout of a child who did'nt get a lolly pop.
The sheer disdain and contempt you show for me and others is deplorable.
You see my right's as written in the constitution to pursue life liberty and happiness mean absolutely nothing to you. You and the other uneducated brigons have taken it upon yourselves to transfer your inherent misery onto me and others. While I and others try to casually enjoy our evenings out, or just relax at home, you fume and plot and scheme in evermore creative ways to dictate my actions and limit my personal decisions and choices.
Misery loves company and you just can't wait to make everyone as miserable as you.
It's not enough that I have tried to work with you by sitting outside in the cold, or at the back of reasteraunts where I can't apreciate the veiw. No that just was'nt enough, it never will be. So you cried more and more. You complained and no matter what I or anyone else did to make you happy it just was'nt ever enough.
As long as you get your way, it does'nt matter if I have to suffer right? You have forced me to give up the thing's that I used to be able to enjoy in peace. To you EVERYTHING is a problem for you to solve and control. Would you devise a polite and respectful resolution to your egregious and intelectually vapid claims of suffering? Never! That's far to mature and respectful for you.
So I write this open letter to you, the pathetic whining child, the denzien who cares only about yourself and your "rights" but nobody elses. You wretches who have shown such utter and total comtempt for me as an adult. You, who delusionally belive that it is somehow your responsibility nay your "right" to intrude on my life and ruin my relaxation and enjoyment no matter the cost.
You have taken so much from me and others yet have given NOTHING back.
You are a parisite that eagerly sucks the life out of everything around you. As long as you get to decide how everyone else lives, what they eat, or even what they are allowed to drive you're happy.
Unfortunately for you that will never be, YOU will never be happy! YOU will never be content! So today I just wanted to say how much I despise you, how much I loath you and your ilk.
Becasue of YOU I can no longer enjoy a cigarette or a cigar at the Village Station or any other bar or resturaunt in Dallas.
Feel free to let me know what other choices of mine you would like to take away....
Oh and my final two words to you, one these words is “Up.” The other is a possessive pronoun.
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Happy Holidays
Rachelle Elizabeth Williams December 8th, 2008 5:04 am MSTWanted to say hi and happy holidays to all of you girls, TS, TV, TG, CDs, and everyone else. Should be on here more for the holidays and looking forward to the holidays and hoping i can dress more. Been experimenting more with digital photos and wanting to do some higher quality photos and videos. Working towrard making a couple of videos for Youtube and photos for here and other sites.
Look for more photos to be accounts that I have for Flickr, Hi 5, Yahoo 360, Myspace, Multiply, and others. Going to remove some background junk and items to have a good place to do photos and some better backgrounds. Anyway, just had to say hi and hugs to friends, admirers, and others.
Rachelle
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Tiffany Storm November 18th, 2008 5:54 am MST<a href="http://tgstrom.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i319.photobucket.com/albums/mm441/Tiffstorm/website.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a>
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Tiffany Storm November 18th, 2008 5:52 am MST<a href="http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vdGdzdG9ybS5jb20=" target="_blank"><img src="http://i319.photobucket.com/albums/mm441/Tiffstorm/website.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket" /></a>
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GOOBLE GOOBLE GOOBLE-Some November Thoughts !
Karen Reeves November 16th, 2008 10:00 pm MSTHi Everyone!
I hope that all of you have a great Thanksgiving. We all have, though it may not seem that way many times, so much to be thankful for. The next time you get down emotionally remember that things could be a whole lot worse. Many people are in that predicament.
Don't each too much turkey!
*Kisses*
~Karen~
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Test Entry
Linda Lewis November 16th, 2008 7:57 am MSTThis is a test to see it this working. Please do not respond to it.[Comment on this post]
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Linda Lewis October 16th, 2008 10:19 am MDTThis is a test entry to see if I can add entries to my journal. please do not reply to this. Thenks.
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Are They......?
Linda Lewis October 14th, 2008 9:14 am MDTThis journal entry is for all of you who have been asking about, wondering if, or curious to know, if my breasts, seen in my latest pics, are real. They're not. What I have is an expensive prosthetic that I purchased from a manufacturer called Pro-Active Prosthetics located in the UK. What I have is called a Cleavage Croptop. Here's the URL for their website: www.proactiveprosthetics.com The best way to find out about the Cleavage Croptop is to visit their site and click on the "Cleavage Range" button in the navigation panel on the left side of their Home Page. Everything is explaine there about the Croptop. It is expensive, but it is well worth the money invested. I have the full "D" cup size Croptop. It takes about 6 months from ordering to delivery. I love my Croptop. It's the next best thing to having implants.
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Grace October 6th, 2008 1:45 pm MDTSo we agree to disagree. I "respect" your opinion and am comfortable with who I am and what I believe enough not to project it onto others to get VALIDATION....[6 comments]
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Sherryutah October 4th, 2008 3:20 pm MDThttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-DPV-vswIM[1 comment]
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Christianity
Grace October 3rd, 2008 5:43 pm MDTOn January 16th Dan posted a disturbing comment in his (public) journal. I don't personally know Dan, but from what else I have read - He is a nice guy. His post about Christianity was offensive to me, but this is not why I am writing. In another post he stated "As for religion and politics, maybe it doesn't belong here, but I think of journals as a way to express who are." I agree. However, was Dan expressing who he is or how ignorant Christians are? In any case I don't think politics, religion & SEXUALITY should be taboo as long as we are respectful of others and their life choices. Clearly that was not the case. I felt Christianity was being Mocked. Was it intentional - I prefer to believe it was not. Having said that, let's think about why we love this site so much. I believe it's because we can be who we are without fear of prejudice and judgement or being criticized for who we are and what we believe. Maybe I am naive and that is only applies to SEXUAL preference. If that's the case, it's a sad awakening for many of us, including me. Dan, thanks for reminding me why I choose the name GRACE.[1 comment]
A Little Boy In Drag
Grace October 1st, 2008 10:03 am MDTIt all started when I was about 7 years old. My best friend was Mario. Mario and I would spend most of our time together playing until his Dad would make him do unbelievable chores for a child of his age. Anyway, Mario and I would spend hours in my make shift "clubhouse". Mom made a clubhouse on our porch with a sheet. There, in my palace I would bake in my easy bake oven, put Jane (doll) to sleep in her crib and prepare a nice dinner. Of course, all of my other time was spent rummaging through my jewelry box, my fancy clothes and making the big decision on which HEELS (plastic) to wear. Then Mario would come over to play. That's when my odd desire to see a boy in girls clothes started. I spent soooo much time trying to convince Mario to wear just one bracelet or necklace. He wouldn't hear of it; BUT one day something changed. I was in my clubhouse and Mario came over. We were playing and I was messing with my frilly things when Mario asked if he could try on a necklace - Well, that was it.... on went the clip on earrings, the heels :-) and the dress. Mario's entire demeanor and character changed. We laughed and we played like 2 little girls and it was a cherished memory in the making. Eventually Mom came out and called us in for lunch. Mario's smile was gone and in it's place was terror. This 9 year old boy was terrified of being caught dressed like a girl. My heart broke. My Mom smiled and said to him "don't you look nice" and ushered us quickly under her arm and into the house. Mom reassured him that it was ok to play & she never questioned him or judged him for wearing girly things, but Mario was almost undressed before we ever got to the table. So, this is where my CD fetish all started. On my front porch in a make shift clubhouse at the tender age of 7. Men in woman's clothing has been a fascination of mine for as long as I have noticed boys or at least Mario. I don't know why or what the lure is for me, or where it ever came from, but it's been a part of who I am. It has only been in my recent adult life that I would allow myself to explore these desires. Was I feeling odd, alone, shame? I don't know. I think I wasn't aware of how many CD's there are in the world and how many woman support them. A man dressing in lingerie, applying a lovely shade of blush, putting on stockings and garters and Voila - the transformation. It is exquisite. I often wonder what ever happened to Mario. Last I heard he was having some issues with the law, his Dad (duh) and his sexuality. But I'll always remember my best friend; the boy that would play cops and robbers, watch Gigantor and on occasion play in my club and wear a dress. I wish that little boy and the man he has become all the best. [Comment on this post][1 comment]
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Doris September 26th, 2008 11:16 am MDTI want to be more andmore. I can't be enough. I want help![Comment on this post]
My September 08 Update!
Jackie Lee Thompson September 24th, 2008 8:07 am MDTWOW! It has certainly been a while since I posted something in my Journal. So, I guess it is time to write a little something about how things have been going in my life.
Life has been very busy this year, and interesting. During First Event this year I had a consultation with Dr. Mark Zukowski and had secured a date for my FFS. It was to have been July 17th of this year. I met with the HR rep at the company I work for – I’ll call her Sara - and let her know of my transgendered situation and my plans to transition. She was very supportive and understanding and had indicated that some of the guys at work had actually noticed changes in my appearance and some were actually taking bets that I was actually transitioning!! How about that!!!!!
My plan had been to go on medical leave and have my surgery. I had no intentions to return to work there because I did not think that was possible - I did not think it would at all be accepted. My therapist has been telling me all along that I might be surprised and that it may very well be possible to transition where I work, but I just did not think so. That is until Sara from HR called me into her office one day for a talk.
Apparently Sara in HR had to discuss with the company owner my request for medical leave for my FFS. Naturally, she needed to explain what it was all about. The owner was very understanding and indicated that if I wanted to return he would insure there would harassment would not be acceptable. WOW! I never expected that. So, my plans earlier this year moved forward in that direction…to at least have FFS and then worry about work after.
Unfortunately, an injury from October ’07 was coming back to haunt me. Last October I started having bursitis in my right shoulder. At the time my orthopedic doctor had given me a shot of cortisone and indicated everything should clear up in time. Then a week later all hell broke loose – a tendon in my arm had snapped. He said it was a common sports injury and he sees lots of them. At that point he made me have an MRI and the pictures indicated I had not only snapped that tendon but I had also torn my rotator cuff slightly, not bad but there was definitely a partial tear. He put me through about 5 months of physical therapy but when I wasn’t progressing we scheduled rotator cuff surgery for April 15th.
Mid April came and I decided to hold off on the surgery because I wanted to have the FFS first. By June my shoulder had worsened and another picture indicated the tear had become worse, probably because of all the darn snow shoveling I did this past winter (we had ton’s of it in the Mount Washington Valley). So, rotator cuff surgery was scheduled for July 22nd and my FFS was rescheduled for next June. At work, my plans for medical leave for my FFS turned into a medical leave for shoulder surgery. Oh well. Life isn’t perfect I guess.
Prior to surgery my doctor indicated that he was hoping to only have to go in laparoscopiclly and clean things up. He did not think incisions and a full-blown cuff repair were necessary. That did not matter to me…surgery was surgery and I was not looking forward to it no matter what. The big thing is the recover time would be minimal if he only had to do a minimal repair. However, and he let me know it with certainly, if he got in there and things had worsened a more in depth surgery would be necessary and I could expect a much longer recovery period.
Unfortunately that is just what happened. When I woke from recovery he was standing at the foot of my bed with his arms crossed. I felt like I was being reprimanded for doing something wrong!!! He told me he could not repair everything laparoscopicaly and that he had to do a much larger incision and much larger repair than we had hoped for. Apparently I must have really screwed it up over the winter.
So, here I am. It has been almost 8 weeks since my surgery and I am out of work on disability and attending Physical Therapy three times a week. I have a lot of help though as my girlfriend – the love of my life – is taking great care of me. Thank God for her! At this point I am living in Connecticut. My shoulder recovery is progressing but it is progressing slowly due to all the scar tissue which has developed. My surgeon had indicated a recovery period of up to 6 months or more. Luckily I have great disability insurance so I am covered financially. I’m really looking forward to getting back to a full recovery….it is just going to take time.
So, what about my transition? My transition is going well! I have very little electrolysis left. I see my endocrinologist in a few weeks and that visit will mark an entire year on HRT. The changes have been phenomenal!!! My girlfriend doesn’t think I’ll ever need implants! It certainly is surprising how well the hormones have treated me. I’m really looking forward to FFS next June!
So, where am I going from here? Time will tell. When (and where) I return to work really depends on when my surgeon says its ok. It could be another month or more. I’m only into my third week of range-of-motion therapy and there is at least another month of that. Then there will be another 12 weeks of strength training. Even if I do return to work in NH it will probably only be for a short period of time. I am very much settled here in CT and have great work opportunities close by. I really like it here and this is my new home. Staying up in NH 4 nights a week and traveling back to CT each weekend just seems way too much.
So, that is that for now. I hope everyone had a great summer. I’m definitely looking forward to the fall season. That is my favorite time of year next to winter!!!
For now…..take good care everyone!!. Stay safe and stay happy!!! Stop in from time to time and say hello!
Love,
~ Jackie Lee
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It's time.....
Grace September 21st, 2008 3:44 pm MDTLife and God has opened my eyes to who I was, who I am and who I am to be. It's time for me to open a new chapter in my life. Time to focus on what my life means and not worry about what it is not. At 45 it's time. Time to be useful with my time and not WASTEFUL, time to help others and not want false desires. Maybe it's a midlife crisis, maybe I've grown up, but I do know life is so, so short. It’s time….. It's time... time to walk in the fall breeze, time to listen to the birds sing, time to help those less fortunate than I and time to laugh and not cry. Time to stop sitting in front of a TV, staring at a PC, wishing for years gone by, wishing for things I'll never try. It's time to put my petty desires and fantasies away, time to really go out to play. Play at the seashore, walk in the park, eat roasted marshmallows and stare at stars after dark... It's time to enjoy what God has given me, time to for me to truly BE..... It's been a pleasure meeting many of you and I wish you all well.[Comment on this post]